Little Scribblings of My Journey

Ohhhh my where do I start.. Im going thru a rough spot. Feel just in a blah. Devaiting from my meal plans and I havent been logging food just thinking I have an idea of how many calories im consuming. Exercise is fallin off too.. however, I still have been maintaining 3 miles a few times a week. I finally made to the street and have stopped running on the treadmill.. bad thing is, I need weight training too. So basically im only doing my 3 miles.. and no im not running the whole way... i need to get out of this rut. BLAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

Im leaving for Washington on Thursday with my daughter to visit my mom. Super exicted about that.

Ohhhhhhhhhhhh I got a puppy! Her name is Raisin!!! Let me find a picture and I will post it.

Where have you been!!! :toetap05: I have missed you! You can do this girl! Try something different to continue moving or switch up your eating! You are a sexy little mama and I KNOW you can fight this evil weight demon!

By the way, the pup is SOOOOOO cute! Ah, bless your heart.
 
Know how you feel.
I too have been in a rough spot.
Finally got my music figured out and now that VBS is over I have the time to hit the gym.
Food is getting back to where it should be slowly.
It's kinda like a detox for me. If I eat even a smidge of sugar/bread I then crave it and cave.
Here's to both of us getting back into the groove.
LOVE :beating: the puppy!
What a cute name......Raisin.
 
Know how you feel.
I too have been in a rough spot.
Finally got my music figured out and now that VBS is over I have the time to hit the gym.
Food is getting back to where it should be slowly.
It's kinda like a detox for me. If I eat even a smidge of sugar/bread I then crave it and cave.
Here's to both of us getting back into the groove.
LOVE :beating: the puppy!
What a cute name......Raisin.

Bella!!! Thank you for stopping by!! How are you??? Well after this, I will go check on you and what you have been up to! Yes this rut im in is horrible.. Little by little I see bad trends coming back and it scares me. I have always been know for self sabotage. I have been out of town alot lately. Actually just got back yesterday from visiting my mom in Washington. I was able to get in a run while I was there and it was beautiful! The weather there was awsome. So freshhhhhhhhhhhhh. Definately something we are lacking in Arizona. LOL. Really what I need is to get back on track with working out consistantly. I will be leaving town again this Wednesday for San Diego. Im going to the gym tomorrow and hopefuly working out while in SD. Today I have a hair and nail appointment...
 
Hey little missy! I just wanted to let you know, I got a puppy too! Her name is Zoey and she is a chocolate lab. I miss you!!! Where are you!!!
 
Seems like I have been avoiding this place for a lonnnnnnnnnnnnnnng time now. I need to get back on track and do my own thing. Im planning on getting prepared and do my grocery shopping so I can plan ahead. I remember how that worked. Im scared to get back on the scale. Bottom line I need to be counting my calories and exercising. So much has changed. I got promoted and took a full time sales position at my work. Its been crazy. 9 hour days for the most part and its been exhausting. Monday I get to go back to somewhat earlier hours so Im hoping this will help with the exercise.
 
Well I haven't been around much... ive been going back to the gym but im really looking for some consistancy. I started the couch to 5 k again and im on week 3 day 2. I guess it doesnt really matter if i cant get to the gym at least 4 days a week and really start journaling again. I will be back on the scale tomorrow morning with a reality check. I will update my weight here and hopefullly the scale with some dedicatation will go down in weeks to come. The holidays are tough. Everyone is baking etc.. there are potlucks and Christmas parties.. uggg. I feel horrible though.. like I just want to cringe.. like im not comfortable in my own skin.! YUK! Im off to the gym right now. I think my real issue is not so much the working out but its really getting ahold of my meal planning and sticking to a calorie diet. So back to basics it is... ill check in later. Helps if I can just vent.
 
Holy Moly!!! Its been forever.. I finally updated my weightloss ticker.. and i got on the scale this morning.. I could have sworn that I would have crept up higher than I am.. still very disappointing.. I guess the only thing left to do is to hopefully be held accountable and get back on track. I never realized how much this forum helped before.. even if no ones listening lol!!!! A dairy & such.. anyways I feel horrible.. sometimes I wonder if I will always struggle with my weight. eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeek.
 
Well i caved.. My friend got me to try that herbalife.. We shall see what happens. I realy know better but my hope is that this get me a jump start.. I see results and take it from there.. I drink the fat burning tea in the morning and a shake for breakfast then i have a snack like an apple or pear sometimes a banana then i eat a healthy lunch and have a shake for dinner..
 
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