Wooooah I finally did it... I posted my Facebook suicide note...
don't worry... I am only going to kill my Facebook profile
I made the post a bit dark, a bit critical, but still from my own perspective. Anyways it's nice to spur some controversy over there for the last time.
But I didn't just do it for the kicks (of course). Over the last weeks I have had so many good experiences in the real world... I had a date, and another one to look forward to (both girls I met in real life), I have started exercising a lot more (and I enjoy it a lot), I have learnt how important my mindset and character is and I feel like I have grown considerably (I think letting go of social media will help me grow in that respect), I have made good progress in my career, I met some nice people in this city and I am starting to make some friends here (my first new friends after university), I enjoy reading books, I started cooking, I could go on. Not saying my life is perfect... and it never will be, it's life, right? In fact one of the things I hated about facebook and social media in general is that it seems that everyone is just painting perfect pictures of their lives, and while I wish them the best, I think it's just a dream, and it causes us all to chase that mirage, to make our lives as "perfect" as those around us.
One of the best things that I have learnt in the last weeks is to accept myself, with my flaws. That acceptance does not mean I sit still, but it offers me a new place to grow from. A new source of energy and motivation. I want to move from there.
And I want to live bravely, and since this is something that I both think and feel is right, I think I should do it. I make it seem like it's a big deal (and right now it feels like it is), but probably it is not that difficult to achieve. Probably, leaving Facebook will lead to some short-term discomfort, but in the long term I am confident that it will do me a lot of good (for starters, it will prevent a lot of wasted time, energy and attention).
Anyways... I look forward to checking how many "likes" I get, so that I can measure my popularity for one last time.
PS this place this different... I feel like the people I have met here are painting true(r) pictures of themselves and we actually discuss meaningful things, in addition to having a good time. So I won't leave any time soon.
