so ladies and gentlemen its a new day
overeating one day did not kill me...today is going to be better. and tomorrow even better
breakfast: 2 toast pieces rye with light cheese spread
snack: ham and cheese toast (didn't have anything else here) + nescafe
lunch: goulash (now this would be like stew with potatoes, but more of a soup then a stew)
snack: fruit
dinner: cherry tomatoes, feta cheese, turkey hot dogs
exercise:
i will try and do some exercises. after work i have to go downtown and buy some greeting cards, then i'm having coffee with a friend so i don't know when i'll go home. we'll see
today i am at work and some of my colleagues are incredibly dumb. not stupid, just plain dumb. one of them has to do a list of addresses (about dozen people) in a word table. confusion, panic, omg i will not make it in time. deadline: monday
hahahaha omg what the fuck????????????
fine i told her i'll help...just because i'm a nice person
the crisis is over. i'm almost done.
i tell ya some people do make me crazy at work. but there are some i actually like
, and one of them is D. now this girl is head of faculty's library, very much into databases, books, research and stuff which i really like, and is in so many ways similar to me. every morning we go together to work and have very serious stress release talks regardnig our work frustrations, bf/husband frustrations, colleagues frustrations.
this morning we were talking about keeping in touch with people we know...and how there are people who get upset, or even offended when they don't hear from someone, especially if you moved away. people left behind wanna feel like they are still part of your life i guess. i do understand that.
anyway, we were talking about this and i was thinking about my friends and i realized i almost always choose people to hang out with and to be my friends who understand that sometimes i don't call...not because i don't love them. i just don't call. and they don't have to look for me and call. and we still love each other...even if i haven't seen some of them for months, even years.
D., who moved to my town from opposite side of Croatia said some of her friends were and are still offended if she doesn't call.
i guess some people need more of physical proof of friendship (i don't know how else to call it) where they want a tangible thing, like phone calls, coffees, lunches, dinners etc etc.
i had a situation last year that one of the girls from the gym whom i never had coffee with got really upset when i came from budapest for a week and didn't bother to call her. hahaha yea like i ever spoke with her after that incident. no thank you.
I do need contact don't get me wrong... i love talking to my friends...but i also understand that if they don't call its not because they don't love me. its just that they're in a different frame at the moment. it makes catching up more fun lol
when i was in budapest i wouldn't talk to my best friends for a month even. and they were cool with that. because they knew i'm ok...as tina (one of my best friends) says...i would be concerned if you called all the time. lol
its funny how people are different in such basic things as relationships and friendships. no wonder there are sometimes problems in communication.
Ey-oh! Fabulous! And you're right--I went through that kind of heartbreak and you're absolutely right--eh heh heh but it took me several months for the new me to rise out, though 
) but also best to remain thoughtful about it, mindful I mean 
I'm used to mountain driving, though!
