
that would be so scary to have to jump off the treadmill at the gym. I still get that moving sensation for about 10 minutes after i get off of it so id do a face plant to the floor trying to run to the bathroom.
It does sound like you made up for that Chinese food though.
good luck in north Carolina at the wedding shoot !
I still don't have a scale. I'll be leaving for north carolina on thursday. I am terrifed that I am not going to get to workout very much & that I am going to end up eating junk the whole time. I'm shooting a wedding(photog here) They have a gym at the hotel I will be staying at so that's a plus....the only issue will be time to do it. I don't know how much I'll even be sleeping.. I'll be bringing my(well hubs) ipad so I'll keep all of you posted.
Great job! Nearly 70 pounds!!!You're a shining star
As for exercise, you should buy a resistance band or something for your trip, they are light and are very useful!
In my class we did great core workouts with them and also do arm exercises... it is not cardio or anything but will help with toning and you can also do exercises where you do step ups onto a chair or on the edge of the bath tub if you can, or you can walk up and down the stairs a few times everydayWhere there is a will, there is a way!
The road is a mile long and completely straight..with some hills. I loathe when people in cars watch me. I know I look silly running. I can just hear "run chubby girl run"....or run fat A**. Pick whichever ya like. lol I'm still pretty self conscience about it. I am slowly getting better.
I completely know what you mean and have actually had those experiences but with all the weight you've lost I seriously doubt anyone thinks that. That pic you posted of you in workout clothes, you are seriously skinny. Guess it's just going to take a while for your brain to catch up with your new image, lol.
WOW!! I was reading through your posts and now I am feeling so inspired!
I've been overweight my entire life as well, when I was 15 I was about 155... Huge ass as always. Its hard to imagine I can change but you look incredible! This gives me hope that I will see results (if I work as hard as you! yikes)
btw that haircut you got is REALLY funky. I like it ALOT.
I know what your saying and you're probably right. You know though when you've been made fun of for your entire life it's really hard to not think that people are thinking rude thoughts. When I run sometimes I flashback to that 12 yr old obese girl in gym class trying to "run" the mile...and being the 2nd to last or last one to finish. There is a lot of old pain that I need to deal with...but I will deal with it.
Off topic: I am getting a new license soon which means new photo ; D hah I know silly right,but I am sick of the double takes people take when they check it. I still get carded so it's a hassle. I took a photo. I'll compare them & post it when I get my new one. hee hee
Heck If I can do it you can. I've been a fatty forever! since I was 3. If my body can change so can everyone elses. I am so curious to see what I will look like at my goal weight. I was like 10-11 the last time I was at my goal weight...
I didn't even have any boobs. lol not real ones at least. haha It's a slow road,but I'm doing it.
That's one of the reason's you are such an inspiration to me, because I've been fat all my life too. Well...not when I was first born of course but my mom put me on Atkins at age 3 or 4 for being chubby. I had it programmed into me that I was fat from an early age so I always thought I was, even those few times I wasn't when I look at pictures. But I always had a stomach on me.
So yea, I can't even imagine being thin since I never have. I guess I'm working towards the goal of not being this fat, not working towards getting skinny because in the back of my mind I don't really believe that's possible. I'm tryin to grasp a concept I've NEVER experienced, lol.
And that's one thing I think is different for people who were always thin and gained some weight for whatever reason as opposed to some of us who have always been heavy....the emotional baggage that comes along with it. Being heavy has colored every experience of my life thus far.
So the fact you have conquered it...you are a beacon to the rest of us and proof that it can be done. So don't sell yourself short because you do deserve compliments and praise, even if you're not comfortable with it yet![]()
<--puts foot up on wall and attempts to push LeaJnice's ticker a little.
keep going you got this!
It's hard for me to understand the ones that gain a little weight after kids and it's almost the end of the world for them. I don't want to sound harsh to them,because im sure it has caused them great pain..however being 100lbs overweight forever is way different that gaining a few lbs after college...