Hello to everyone reading my diary!!
I'm a very happy girl - holidays!!! Do not have to go back to work until 11 jan... really looking forward to a much deserved break, been a big year at work. Was my first full year with this company (an accounting firm)...i moved in October 2008 from a government job so its been a whole new world, and one I love!
Anyways, its been a really big day. Was busy at work wrapping everything up today and then some dear friends of mine are staying over tonight as they leave to move back to NZ tomorrow

so I have been running around bringing their things over to my house (2 trips) and getting dinner, cleaning up etc. So before I make dessert for everyone (waffles with ice cream etc) I thought I'de sit down for 5 and say hello to you dear people...
Not much is new in my world cohens wise. I am still sitting at 58.3! Weighing myself nearly everyday which is terrible I know but I'm just so damn eager to get closer and closer to my goal weight now. I have been hungry every day still but its not unbearable. I have just been having an extra 1/2 piece of fruit each day which really helps me get through. Hopefully thats not doing me too much damage? I'm scared it is and thats why I'm not moving on the scales! :S ... surely not?? I am hoping the hunger goes away but if not, I'll call my consultant and have her order my refeed for me to have at my next appointment which will be on 15 Jan. By then I should be very close to 55 if my body cooperates. I know I am going to be very strong over the festive season... so it should be all sweet
Surprised I am not feeling anxious about all the challenges I'll be faced with over xmas & holidays but I guess it just shows I know how strong I am and food isnt everything. My parents are meeting the BF's parents tomorrow night for the first time in 5 years so that is something I'll have to come back and report on - he is very scared about it as they are totally different people but I am not worried at all...just go with the flow! We're all adults, it will be fine. Tomorrow will be flat out trying to organise the food for everyone but I'll be ok, going pretty simple with it all.
ANYWAY better get these waffles on. Everyone have a lovely Merry Christmas and remember that nothing tastes as good as thin feels! Take care all and I'll be back sometime soon!
Love
Kristy xo