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Next morning - took half my dose of Seroquel last night and slept great AND woke up naturally at 7:30. Got up at 8:30 for coffee. I am so happy.

I remember now last year at this time I used to use this time to be on the forum and have coffee in the morning. Haven't been able to do that since April because I've been in bed sleeping.

That was a terrible rant last night. Sorry guys.
 
No need to apologize for rants... support is what this place is all about. & you are so not alone... I left a pretty good couple of rants lately in my diary!

Hopefully you will find a way to get the meds to work with your life better. Just give it time & take it easy. At least you are aware of what is making you so tired now.

Hang in there. Its challenging but we are some tough ladies!
 
There's this cute guy I know. I fed him lunch the other day when he came to pick up his daughter. He sure is a temptation. Think about him all the time. Sigh.
 
I am just so relieved to be up earlier today. Maybe not a big thing to you but to me its like being born again. Its been TEN months since I've woken up at 7:30, because of the medication I had to take. I guess I needed to catch up on some sleep but for TEN months? Anyway, I am getting motivated spending my morning having coffee and visiting diaries, getting ready to go out for my power walk and I feel like I am back on the road to success, able to do what I did last January to April - lose twenty pounds.

I'm just trying to blast that next pound away and be closer to fitting in my jeans again.

Today I'm going to walk 10,000 steps and do 50 crunches.

Smell ya later.
 
good to see you happy! horay!

yeah i make sure i get tons of sleep or i cant get up in the morning. Sometimes it sucks going to bed early, sometimes its easy.
 
Motivation, Motivation!! That's what I like to hear from you Kelly. Great job getting up early, having a good rest and being happy to go walk 10,000 steps and do crunches, GIRLFRIEND your on fire!! Stay on top of this and you will fit in those jeans again!! GOOD LUCK to you!! and have a great day!
Hugs
Kim
 
I am just so relieved to be up earlier today. Maybe not a big thing to you but to me its like being born again. Its been TEN months since I've woken up at 7:30, because of the medication I had to take. I guess I needed to catch up on some sleep but for TEN months? Anyway, I am getting motivated spending my morning having coffee and visiting diaries, getting ready to go out for my power walk and I feel like I am back on the road to success, able to do what I did last January to April - lose twenty pounds.

I'm just trying to blast that next pound away and be closer to fitting in my jeans again.

Today I'm going to walk 10,000 steps and do 50 crunches.

Smell ya later.


Hey Kelly! Thanks for stopping into my diary! I appreciate your visiting ...

Im happy you doing so well and I can understand the sleeping thing ..lately my Klonopin has been making me sleep in, but if I take it earlier I am able to wake up at eight am, so happy happy .. joy joy!

I know how it feels to want to fit into those jeans! lol
I have a size 24..that is tight, but I won't wear them until they fit just right ..

ttylater hun
and I will stop in again to see how you are doing!

later
love yas
natalie jo :Angel_anim:
 
There's this cute guy I know. I fed him lunch the other day when he came to pick up his daughter. He sure is a temptation. Think about him all the time. Sigh.


The way to a mans heart is through his belly,or just flash him lol.
Sounds like the love bug bit somebody.I hope you are feeling better today and that you found the source to your energy drain,Have a "NICE" day,Tammy
 
Those that know me know that I am occassionally extremely hard on myself. If you 've seen the last page of my diary you will find that I have just had a bipolar mood swing in the past twenty four hours and it was brought to my attention by a caring brother whom I emailed with my complaint about being so medicated that I can't get out of bed in the mornings. Now I am crying. Half an hour ago I was celebrating.

I don't see when I'm having a mood swing. Well, I know when I'm feeling crappy but I just don't like to admit the bipolar thing. Extreme moods are so normal for me that I don't think I'm in trouble unless they are carting me away, which they haven't done in over six years thank God. On a more positive note I know that I am a warm caring and engaging individual.

Sigh.

Anyway, I'll eat well tonight. Glad I don't have any drug (illicit) or alcohol issues.

My brother said a lot of things in his email. I sure got his attention.
 
Awww kelly,I totally understand,my son has simalr issues they didn't exactly diagnose him with one or the other but he showed symptons in all 3 areas,bipolar,adhd,ld,so hes on that yvaness soemthing like that and it has worked wonders his outlook on his school work and others feelings has improved 100%,he has his moments but not nearly as intense or violent or emotional or hyper lol yeah there is a list.Just take 1 day at a time and maybe focus more on things that make you HAPPY and less on the NEG stuff,***HUGGGGS***Tammy
 
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