Kaitie's Open Diary

hmm 3.2lb for soemthing little? id starve for a day and cut my hair off then do something big! hey! i lost 3.2lb! :D

lol
nah but seriously, doing little things are fun!
 
I'm hungry!

Cleaned the whole house today, washed the front exterior of the house, swept the deck, and started weeding the front garden.

I'm really hungry!

Scale was up this morning which ticked me off....3.4 pounds until my special treat. I'm hoping that it was just up b/c of the stress of yesterday and my muscles recovering from my 5000m rowing.
 
Grrr.....back to 4.8 pounds over the evil number. Seriously, how can I exercise and eat right yet still gain weight. It's annoying.
 
thanks for the vote of confidence dawn. :)

I'm actually uber annoyed right now. My nephew freakin' picked the keys off of my hubby's laptop---and then had the gall to lie about it. His parents already bought a new keyboard but I'm still annoyed that the freakin' brat lied about it.

Oh, I really can't complain about any weight gain on tomorrows scale---I ate way to much today.
 
So, should I resurrect this thread or just start a brandy new one...I guess I'll just keep this one.

Yes, it's been a long time. Yes, I gained back ALL of my weight so I'm a fatty again--I have plenty of excuses and some of them are very valid and coping mechanisms but hopefully I'm done with them and can move forward.

Started the weight-loss process again about a week and a half ago. I was back to 198.3 and today I was 192. The past 3 days I've flatlined at 192 but I worked off 600 calories at the gym today so hopefully that will get my scale going back down.

It's funny how in the midst of depression and sorrow that you don't really care about anything and then you're completely surprised when you see a picture of yourself...I don't really see myself the way that I actually look to others--does that make sense? It's kind of like how you always dream about yourself and you're in that perfect little body. Anyway, that picture is haunting me--and there's no way that I'm going to have fat pictures of myself on my awesome trip to Italy with my entire family. I wanna be the sexy babe that can actually wear a bathing suit and look hot in it. 22 pounds by July---very doable. 170's a good number to hit for, of course losing more would be awesome but I'll be very happy to be 170 again.

I don't know if any of my old friends are still on here...it's been ages. I hope they had a better time at it than me...
 
What an annoying day.

1. Scale went UP! 192.4. Ok, so you're saying 'it's only .4' but really....the scale was 191.2 on Friday. 192 on Saturday, Sunday, and Monday and now it's UP! What the heck! I'm eating right, seriously....a bowl of cereal, a salad, and a piece of chicken, veggies, and rice at night. What the heck. I exercised each day except Sunday--in fact I burned off 600 calories yesterday. It just set the tone for the day.

2. My school was the only school in central jersey who did not have a delay (or closing). Everyone else was smart enough to say 'hey...this ice, sleet, and snow is a bit of a problem' but noooooooooo my school had regular starting time. Ridiculous. The only reason I went in was to have band and she cancelled it on me--I have a feeling Mike had something to do with that, he's such a manipulator--no, that's not the word....he makes mountains out of mole hills. That's it. And everything to him is a big freakin' deal. Annoying.

3. The line of credit that we paid off (woo woo) in December charged us $460 in January (why I have no idea) and since it was automatic payment, it was taken out without us knowing (I mean, why would I think that my own money would be taken out after I paid off the entire bill...) and consequently bounced a bazillion things in our checking account leaving us with a lovely $175 fee. And do you think the credit card companies feels any liability towards this...nope, the little soft spoken lady on phone simply states 'I'm sorry Ma'am but we are not responsible for any fees that your financial institution may assess' That's bullsh##.

4. I get in my car (after getting my lovely salad) and look back to start backing out and this car next to me has both her car doors wide open, so trying to be patient I wait about a minute. Her friend gets out from the other side and stands in front of my car chatting with the invisible double door lady. I motion 'come on' and she starts yelling at me....annoying whench. I was being NICE and trying to wait for you slow pokes and you start yelling at ME! People are driving me nuts today.

I have a feeling that my day would've been completely different if that scale had moved in the right direction.

I gotta get a ticker for my signature.
 
A new friend

Hello I have just joined today, I sat here and read through a lot of your posts. I am 36 years old and I weigh 182 pounds, I am 5'2". I lost almost 40 pounds back at the beginning of 2010, I stopped regularly exercising and dieting and gained all but maybe 10 pounds back. I know what it feels like to lose/gain. I have my mind set on getting back on track, maybe we can help each other through some of the rough times. You wondered if any of your old friends were still here and although I am not 1 of the old friends maybe I can be 1 of the new ones, good luck to you.
 
I am still feeling my way around here but how do I start my own diary?

U need to go to the diary section of the forum...you can even get there by scrolling to the top of THIS page, above "katies diary" and under the weight loss banner is a blue link that says "weight loss diary" click on that. ....up at the top of the diary page there will be an orange tab that says "new thread" Click on that...then just title your diary and start posting :D Let me know if you have any more questions!
 
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Hello Sunflower!

So....today was pretty good until I stuck my foot in my mouth, swallowed it, and pulled it out my @#$. We had an impromptu meeting after school and I was 'whispering' to my friend but I guess it was not a whisper at all....and people heard me say 'she's an idiot' but I wasn't talking about the person who was talking...I was talking about someone else. Hopefully my lie to cover up my faux pas was believable.... oy vey. My turn to be the idiot.

American Idols crazy.

Scale was down today--the funny thing is I ate a salsa chicken flatbread from WaWa's and had a 22 oz soda... I'll take it.

Cardio on the bike today for 20 minutes. Went up a level every minute until level 7 and then brought it back down based on how long I could manage at that level. Then I hopped off and did some weight training. My calves still hurt from Tuesdays workout...

Snow AGAIN tonight. I really don't want another snow day. I've missed more Fridays this school year than ever...and my students hardly ever get to have their lessons. Ugh. If we have a snow day tomorrow, that uses up our two built in days and anything after that takes away from our spring break---no!!!!!

Alrighty..off to continue my facebook obsession.
 
Hello Everyone!

Today was good...my scale was very nice. 190.2 that's a full 8 pounds gone. I'm hoping for something in the 188 range by February 1st.

It's uber chilly outside, not looking forward to the negative numbers. This has got to be the coldest and snowiest winter of my existence. The news reporter said 'so far we're 24 inches above the average snowfall for January' and that was before our snowstorm this morning. To much snow!

Hope everyone's scale is being friendly to them....
 
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