Journey to abs

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Day 16:
calories: 1600
ADC: 1690
total caffeine: 126mg
nicotine strength: 12mg

notes: i have nothing to say today, here's a cartoon:



 
Day 17:
calories: 1450
ADC: 1675
total caffeine: 126mg
nicotine strength: 12mg

notes: ADC is slowly dropping to where i want it.
 
Day 19:
calories: 2100
ADC: 1695
total caffeine: 84mg
nicotine strength: 12mg

notes: weighed myself today and i was 202lbs.
 
Mentally, I had to take a few days break. During the break i had maintenance calories, I shouldn't gain or lose any weight from it. I'm back now, onto day 20.
 
Day 20:
calories: 1650
ADC: -
total caffeine: 168mg
nicotine strength: 12mg

notes:
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Hi, olz. How was your day? xo Cate

I've honestly been avoiding coming on here and thinking about diet lately and most other things, retreating into my shell again. I've been eating on average a little under maintenance the past two days that i missed. Last night i couldn't sleep (and i still havn't slept with work in an hour), i'm trying to improve my melody writing so i ended up making this little thing on the piano so i at least did something productive with my lack of sleep:


I'm back feeling a little more refreshed, sort of. No damage done from taking time off from this but i'm promising myself to not run away again for a while now, enough breaks. I'm adding daily light therapy to my list of stuff to do, i have a light that's supposed to help with depression but i never use it, using it regularly should help. I've kept my caffeine consumption under control while I've been away, so no worries on that front.

Baby steps.
 
I think focussing on eating healthily also helps to improve your mood. I know it does mine anyway. I try not to look on food & exercise as a weight thing. To me, it's more about treating myself well- nurturing myself. My sister used light therapy for her depression, but probably not often enough. I find getting outside in the fresh air helps me & I also take Vitamin D. Winter can really get me down, as can worrying about the people I love. I'm also up tonight with Insomnia. It sucks, but I decided to catch up with the diaries I missed during the day.
Take care of yourself & don't feel you need to hide from us. We're all trying to improve our health & we all have that in common.
 
Day 22:
calories: 2300
ADC: -
total caffeine: 230mg
nicotine strength: 12mg
Light therapy: 20mins

notes: my head is still not completely back in this but as long as i don't overeat i'm happy. Gotta reign that focus back in.
 
Yesterday was a mess but i'm back to counting properly and have myself organised to actually start moving towards my goal today.

 
Day 23:
calories: 1600
ADC: -
total caffeine: 164mg
nicotine strength: 12mg
Light therapy: 30mins

notes: felt a little less groggy when I woke up this morning, hopefully the light therapy is having a positive effect.
 
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