Journey, Not A Destination

Hey Steve, how are ya?? Thanks for stopping by my pages and for the well wishes. My sister told me she read something you wrote a few days ago and how inspirational it was. I'll have to find out where it is. Keep up the good work, you help more people than you know, and this forum just wouldn't be the same without you.
 
Looks like there's gonna be aheatwave tomorrow -supposed ot hit the mid 40s - hopefully you're enjoying the weather... Looks like the bug spray wasn't all that needed in the temps you've been getting :)
 
Mt. Washington Update

Wow....

I'm not ever sure where to begin. Hell, I'm not even sure what day it is, lol.

I missed an entire night of sleep so I'm thrown way out of whack.

I'll start by saying that if you haven't experience Mt. Washington in the sort of weather conditions I faced, no words I jot down here will be able to portray reality. Not even pictures or video.

I left Wednesday evening with Gordy and Jeff. Our plan was to drive as far as possible... once too tired to go on we'd find a hotel. The drive was brutal and the fact that we ran into a deadly accident's traffic jam and sat with the engine off for over an hour didn't help. We made it more than half way before we called it quits.

Once up there midday on Thursday, we found a campsite and set camp. It was pretty cold but nothing unbearable. Looking up at the mountain ranges, you could see that they were very snowy. By Thursday night, the rest of the guys met us at our site. They were Greg, Gene, and Ramsey. I didn't knw any of these guys, nor did Jeff, so we sat around the campfire and mingled while drinking some beers. Then the rain started to fall and the sun vanished so we retired to our tents so we could get up early in the AM and start the Presidential Traverse.

Our crew was pretty good.

You guys know me.

Gordy as well.

Jeff is a construction worker who grew up with Gordy and is very active in fitness.

Greg is a personal trainer who runs marathons.

Gene is a Mixed Martial Artist though he doesn't look it.

And Ramsey is a bad mother fucker, lol. He was a marine for a long time, is 225 lbs and leaner than me, and has faced some harsh, harsh conditions that he told us about around the campfire on Thursday. Guy is amazingly cool to boot.

I really had no idea what we were getting ourselves into. I don't think anyone did except for Gordy and Jeff. They tried to do this last year in October. They got over 3 mountains and got stranded due to weather. Thankfully for them they were stranded in wind and rain with relatively mild temps. A famous quote of that trip was from Gordy's 350 lb, 6'4 twin brother while they lay in their tent stranded, "Gordy, you better fucking promise me we make it off this mountain." He was crying while saying it.

I knew that but just as I'm sure most reading this won't be able to truly understand... I didn't either. As I said before, words don't explain.

As we started the climb Friday, it got tiring real fast. I was sort of expecting some trail that you follow. There isn't one. It's rough, very rough, terrain. Straight uphill too. Some of the time you're jumping from rock to rock. Most of the time actually. Other times you're actually climbing up cliffs. Other times you're walking through snow drifts. Some of them were 10 feet+ deep. Just absolutely brutal.

We were all sticking together pretty well until the peak of the second mountain. If you haven't done a hike such as this, let me explain what these peaks are like. Once you're above the tree line (the point where trees stop growing, which happens to be very low on these particular mountains) the weather is brutal. Even when it's sunny, it's freaking windy. Plus there's no cover. It's nothing to have sustained 40-50 mph winds and the temps are cold. It's eerily similar to being on the moon, I would suppose. But worse weather, lol.

By the time we came off the second peak, the weather was turning for the worst. It started to get really cloudy. We had little visibility and the rain started to fall. Gene was starting to slowdown a bit so we took a 15 minute break. Our plan was to make it to the base of Mt. Washington and hike down to a campsite below. We also knew that at about that spot at the base there was a huge cabin called a Lake in the Clouds, I believe. We knew it was closed this time of year but we also knew there was an emergency hatch in the basement with a small room in case you get stranded that they supposedly leave unlocked.

As the break was coming to an end, we agreed that Gordy, Jeff and I would go on ahead since our pace was a bit faster and the two teams would meet up at the cabin before we descend to the campsite. We decided this b/c if you get too far ahead and have to stop and wait time and time again, you freeze. You have to keep moving as much as possible.

The three of us set out...

By the time we got 3/4 of the way up the third mountain, the weather turned brutal fast. It started to snow and sleet violently and the wind was like nothing I've ever seen. I later learned that the wind at Lake in the Clouds was a sustained 70-80 mph. Where we were, not very close to the cabin yet, I am sure the winds were higher. Once we got above the tree line of that third mountain, we were soaking wet and the temps were plummeting. Although we had warm weather gear on as well as rain gear, when you're in a blizzard of ice, rain, and snow coupled with hurricane force winds, there's not much you can do to keep the wetness out. The wind would blow so forcefully that it would literally move me a few feet side to side right off the path I was trying to stick to.

I should've added in the beginning but mind you we are all carrying 50-60 lb backpacks while doing all this.

We started to freeze so we huddled up and made a game plan. We agreed that the second party should be okay since Ramsey is with them. We had no idea how far back they were but we knew Ramsey had dealt with some extreme stuff back in the day. We figured he'd either have them close behind us or he'd bunker down someplace and make a makeshift camp until the weather passed. Gordy, Jeff, and I knew it wasn't much further to Lake in the Clouds. We also knew that if we didn't make it there and the hatch in the basement wasn't open that there was a chance we'd get hypothermia and/or killed by the storm.

So we said we'd head for the cabin and pray that the hatch was open.

When we got to the cabin, I was surprised by the shear size of the thing. I later found that it sleeps 80-90 people. However, this time of year all the windows and doors are boarded up. The emergency hatch is located on the rear-side of the building. I remember Gordy saying, "this hatch has to be unlocked, we need this!"

We reach for the handle. At this point I kid you not I was worried. When we open the door, we were shattered to find the room, if you want to call it that, had at least 18 inches of ice of the floor. The room was scary... it had 2 wooden bunks that wouldn't be big enough for a child and I could touch each side of the room with my arm span. So very small and nothing to it. It had a tin room and stone walls. We got in and shut the door to get out of the crazy weather and wind. As we sit there strategizing, we realize how much worse we were getting with each passing minute since a) we were soaked and freezing and b) the longer we sat there inactive, the colder we were going to get.

At this point pretty much all rational though goes out the window. We were shivering uncontrollably and we stripped down to just our long underwear. At one point I was standing there in bare feet on the ice and I felt warmer than when I had the wet gear on. Gordy and Jeff were explaining how if we got dry and crammed up all together we could survive until the other crew met us.

I pretty much said, "You guys are being fucking idiots. The weather is getting worse and we don't even know if the other guys are coming. They could have got lost or they could have bunkered down below the tree line when the realized how bad things were getting. And the longer we wait here the colder we're going to be and if we don't get out of here soon and start moving, we'll die... especially once night comes." We just wouldn't survive in this little box of a room with the conditions. Plus, this room was literally a freezer. Stone walls, tin roof, and thick ice floor... there's no way we'd survive.

I said we need to get our gear back on and head straight down the mountain to find shelter in the tree line. Gordy was refusing to leave the other guys behind.

Just when I convinced them we had to make a move, we hear the other guys yelling from outside the door.

Everyone piled into the room. We later joked that we were literally inviting them into a freezer to get warm. Ramsey looked bad... he wasn't prepared for the hike since he had been told the weather wouldn't be like this. He was wetter than everyone and we knew he was borderline hypothermia. He stripped naked and everyone gathered up enough gear that he could wear and get warm. He's the kind of guy who's going to bark commands and make things happen. As soon as he got dryer stuff on he said, and I quote...

"Listen up. If we don't make a move, we're dead. I've never seen weather like this before in all my years and I've seen hypothermia before. Lesser men wouldn't have made it through that storm to this point, but we have to make a move. There was a door out there with a lock on it. Someone go out and see if you can break it." Greg and Gene left to see if they could find a way to break the lock since they were the warmest and driest. "Everyone else get geared up b/c if we can't break that lock we're going to have to head straight down, which I hope we don't have to do. Firstly the map shows that the trail down has a very steep grade so we'll have to climb and secondly I think it's snow/ice covered." Steep and ice don't mix well, especially in these conditions!

Ten minutes passed and I'll tell you what. We were all sitting there in silence and it was emotional. You looked around the room and you could see it in everyone's eyes. There were some bad thoughts going on in those heads. Personally, I actually shed a tear. Nobody saw it, but I surely did.

Finally Greg came screaming, "We're in!"
 
cont'd

Holy shit was that a good sound.

They had found a steel bar and twisted the lock until it popped open.

Once we enter the building, we realize how freaking huge this place is. It looked as if they're currently doing construction to it and everything was a mess. It also smelled like sewage... something was wrong with that system of the building. The temps inside weren't much better than out but we were out of the conditions and off the ice of the emergency hatch. We all stripped down to our driest clothing. For me that was simply a thin pair of hiking pants, my 2nd of 3 pair of socks, a t shirt and a thin wool shirt. It was cold and damp in there. So much so that when I started walking around in my socks, they got a bit wet. To be honest I could barely feel my feet at that point. It was so cold that my socks would freeze to the floor if I didn't move quick enough.

We started to search the building for things we would use. First thing found was a roll of trash bags. We all gathered and tied makeshift booties around our feet with the bags. 1) it helped insulate some of the body heat and 2) it gave an extra barrier between our feet and the freezing floor. Next we found a bed room with tons of bunks. Each bunk had a nice mattress on it which we knew would come in handy. We also found the electric box. We turned it on and some of the lights went on. It was still REALLY dark in there. Before that we were basically blind beyond what our head lamps illuminated. The heat would not work.

We thought about making a fire but didn't want to resort to that as it would ruin the building with the smoke. We said we'd do it if it meant survival but at this point we felt it wasn't necessary.

We also found a radio/walkie talkie but we couldn't contact anyone with it.

Once everything was searched, we strategized a bit. There were 2, two-man tents among us and we agreed that the only way we would make it through the night was body heat. So we set both tents up on top of 3 mattresses a piece and each 3-man team piled into their respective tents.

I'm cutting this short as I'm sick of telling the story already, lol... but let me tell you that when we got into those tents I was close to losing it. I've never felt claustrophobic like that before. For starters I was stuck 4000 feet up on a mountain. Secondly, I was stuck inside of a cabin. Thirdly, I was stuck in a tent that was barely big enough for 2 men, let alone three. I figured this night would be torture and I'd never sleep. There was no room to move at all. But I suppose exhaustion kicked in and after a lot of talking people started to doze off, including me.

Cutting a very long story short, suffice it to say we survived, obviously. The next morning we woke up and the plan had been to wake and head straight down and end the trip right there never making it to Washington and beyond. But when we stepped outside the weather was amazing. Up until this point we had no views whatsoever. It was too cloudy, we were literally walking through the clouds and you could barely see 50 feet, let alone miles.

But when I stepped outside, the sun was shining. I look to my left where the emergency hatch is and unbelievably I can see for miles through the valley. I had no idea that view was even there. And right straight in front of me was the base of Mt. Washington, which I too didn't know was there the day before. There were also many people sitting outside the cabin waiting to climb the mountain. It felt strange... here we were a few hours ago struggling to survive and now these people are experiencing amazing weather, fresh and ready to climb.

Our motivation was renewed and we surprisingly had a decent night's rest. So we decided to finish what we started. We cleaned up the mess we made in the cabin and left a note with some money for the broken lock and anything else. We figured whoever finds it would understand.

Our gear was still wet and cold but we made makeshift suits out of the trash bags to go between the wet clothes and our dry clothes and sure enough, we not only climbed Mt. Washington but also finished the Presidential Traverse.

Gene actually rode the train down from the top of Mt. Washington. Our original plan once we saw how nice the weather was was to simply climb Mt. Washington and come straight back down and head home. Once we got up there though everyone felt so accomplished and happy to be alive that we wanted to finish the entire traverse. Gene said, "you guys are crazy, I'm out of here."

lol

All in all it was the hardest thing I've ever done. Aside from the ordeal from above, I still think it would have been the hardest thing I ever did. I wasn't physically prepared for it at all and I'll never make that mistake again. More times than most every single step was a struggle for me. That probably doesn't mean much to most here b/c I certainly never experienced anything like this. But I had to actually contemplate and strain every single step I took. There were many points were my legs would cramp every single step. That's not an exaggeration.

It was an amazing experience and I'm glad it we survived and finished the trek. It's something that will stay with me forever.

Once we got down off the final mountain, we were physically destroyed. I could barely walk, my traps were astonishingly sore from carrying my pack, and I had real bad blisters. We decided to drive as far as we could toward home until we had to stop to sleep. Amazingly, I drove from there all the way home getting home at 6 in the morning this morning. I slept 3 hours and now here I am, lol. I'm sure I'll be in a coma tonight but for now besides being physically beat, I feel pretty good.

I'll post some pictures in the next post. We're going to gather all the pictures from everyone's camera's eventually but these are a few from mine.

I didn't get any of the terrible weather. At that point there was no thinking about stopping to snap photos. It was pure survival mode. There is some video too but I don't have that yet and we are missing the first day's video.... something went haywire on the hard drive of our camcorder, which really sucks. Hopefully someone can get the stuff off it though for us.

I'm sure this didn't come out exactly how I wanted it but I'm too drained to think much. Hopefully I made it semi-clear how it went down though.

Crazy stuff!
 
Holy crap what an adventure...

Glad you guys made it back safe and sound - well sound remains to be seen...

Sleep well and stay warm...

Watching the weather reports - I really never expected anything that bad in May - but Mt Washington is known for the worst weather.. any time of year...

You still looking forward to climbing in Washinton state?

glad you're back..
 
Thanks Mal.

Yea, we're more excited than ever for our next climb. We're not sure what the next move we'll be. We wouldn't mind doing the Presidential Traverse again in the dead of winter... of course be prepared for it.

Ideally the list would be:

Pres. Trav. again
Ranier
Mckinley
Everest

I have no idea if that list will actually come true but we'll see.

The challenge is amazing and the sense of accomplishment you get from it can't compare. You really find out who you really are and you spend a lot of time with yourself.
 
HOLY SHIT STEVE!!!!!!!!

Now see, if I'd brought an RV you could've stayed warm in that! :rofl:

Wow! I cannot tell you how impressed I am. That makes my little walk last week seem like nothing. Damn, that is some serious weather/hiking/determination. I would've been heading down on the train with Gene..lmao. I really am surprised you all made it to be honest. You all came REALLY close to freezing to death. :eek:

What did your wife say? If you were my H, I'd tell you there's no way in hell I'd let you try Everest. :D Bloody hell, Steve--you're nuts! :biggrinjester:

That being said, congrats on surviving and making the whole trek. Well done. :cheers2:
 
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I would have killed for an RV, Kimberly!!!!

Hahahaha, thanks though.

We were close. If we didn't get that lock off the door, things would have been ugly. I'm not sure all of us would have made it out. Looking at the map we realized that the only ways down the mountain from that point at the cabin were extremely steep and they were icy at this time. If the cold/weather didn't get us... that steep, slick grade probably would have.

Krista was just happy that we made it. She's not the type to say you can or can't do this but I'm sure she has her concerns, lol. Honestly, she was the only thing on my mind when we were freezing in that little room.

When I was in the midst of the storm or even when I was struggling to make it up the last mountain, it really put a lot of things into perspective. The experience was definitely life changing.
 
Pre-hike pics

These are some photos from the drive up to our first campsite before we started hiking.
 
I love that hotel... did you get to do any wandering around the grounds -or inside it? not quite as spectaular as the top of mount washignton but it's a pretty cool plac

Fantastic pictures... really is pretty country up yonder there... :)
 
Hike Day 1

Here are a few pics from the first day before the weather turned bad.
In the pic where Gord is standing on the big rock with his shirt off you can see the sort of terrain we were constantly up against. The trail, if you want to call it that, goes up that stream bed to the left. We had to get across the rocks and then go up from there. This was actually easy terrain, relative to the rest.

Many of the paths we had to take were like the one showed with Gordy going down the snow. Some of the snow was 5+ feet deep and all of it was very steep.

All of these pics are from the first mountain we climbed.
 
I love that hotel... did you get to do any wandering around the grounds -or inside it? not quite as spectaular as the top of mount washignton but it's a pretty cool plac

Fantastic pictures... really is pretty country up yonder there... :)

No, we didn't do anything except camp the first night and hike, unfortunately. We crammed a lot of mileage into a short amount of time so there wasn't a lot of time.
 
Bad Weather

Here are two from the very peak of mountain number 2. From the 'story' I outlined above, this is when the weather started getting a little nasty. Once we dropped from here to the 3rd mountain is where things got real nasty and there are no pics on my camera from this point forward until the second day. I wish we would have more shots but you can see how crazy it is.

That one is of me laying into the wind, it would basically support all my weight. Gusts were 100+ there I'd say, but unsure. I know the winds were sustained at 70.

If you look at my pants, you can see that they're almost being ripped right around my legs and off.
 
Day 2, Nice Weather

Here are some landscape shots from the second day. These, again from the story I outlined above, are from the day where we survived the freezing temps from the night before and the storm broke revealing an absolutely amazing day, especially for these mountains where the weather is the worst in the country, sometimes the world.

Stunning views.

The first one is literally right outside of the hut we broke into to escape the weather. We had no idea that view was there!

Same with the second and third
 
Mt. Washington

Mt. Washington was about 50 yards outside the door of the hut we broke into. We had no clue it was right there until the second day since the weather masked the 6000+ mountain, lol. But as soon as we opened the door and the weather was so amazing, we knew we were going to the top of it.

The first is a sign on the mountain explaining the risk. Yea, I think we found that out the hard way the night before, lol!

The second is from a point close to the top of Mt. Washington looking up at the observatory and whatnot. It looks real close but there was still a lot of tough hiking to get up to it in reality.

The third is pretty cool. That's part of our 'team' hiking down the other side of Mt. Washington now. At that point we had crested the top, stoped by some of the buildings up there, and we're now heading back down the other side. The mountains off in the distance are our next destination.

And the fourth picture is actually us on that mountain that was off in the distance in the third pic. We're now looking back at Mt. Washington from the other side. Isn't that crazy?

Same with the last.
 
The Death Trap

Here are some shots of the room that saved our lives initially. It doesn't look as bad here simply b/c it's nice and sunny out. I took these the day after. But this is where we found refuge until we met up with the other guys and got the lock off the door. You can see how small and dark it is even on a bright day. Plus I got level with the floor so you could see how thick the ice was in that one shot. And how about those bunks. Real comfy, huh?
 
Here are some general pics of us on the second day. I think the first one we'll use on our website someplace. It's a good one of Gordy and I.

The last photo is a picture of us the moment we stepped off the mountain. I can't tell you how tired, smelly, and relieved we were there. We all cracked open some warm beers and laid in that parking lot for a good 15 minutes. One guy is missing from the shot... Gene, who I think I mentioned, took the train down from the top of Mt. Washington. He couldn't go on from there.

Funnily enough, 2 women in a mustang driving by the parking lot honked their horn. Guess they like smelly mountain men because a minute later they had turned around and came back to the lot. Just in time too, to snap this picture. The one taking the picture asked, "Where were you guys hiking? Up on that mountain? I didn't know you could go up there?"

She was a resident of NH.

What the???
 
that's a great pic of Gordy and you - you look so adorable with the scruffy whiskers :)

I'm not sure what's better - the two good looking fellas or the scenery behind them :)
 
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