That is how I usually look at things but then again, I am really adept at withstanding circumstances that I would rather not deal with (something I think most children of divorced parents are talented at). It is all about deciding what is most important to you - from what I have seen, your heart is not your 'day job' but what you do in the fitness field. Personally, if I am making the jump, I would want it to be once and only in one direction. Appreciate the sucky job for what it is - security and stability which is allowing you to follow your dream.
Sorry if that sounds preachy - it isn't meant to, I give advice for a living and sometimes I don't know when to shut up...feel free to send my ass packing at any time
At any rate, I think what you are doing is cool - a lot of people talk a big game, so few actually do something about it.
Thanks again Ali.
I might have to let go of the idea of having everything how I want them at the moment, as that's not a healthy way to think ever. It sets myself up for frustrations and hurdles. I know there's a healthier way for me to be thinking right now, but I feel like there's an elephant on my back and that's hard not to think about.
