Oh man... almost a month since I've been in here... wow. Ok- so time for the excuses

: I've been pretty busy training my new girl at GNC, who is really doing a crappy job- I feel like our sales are going down the drain, I can't get my employees to listen to me, and they're driving me CRAZY!!! I've also been hanging out with a guy for a few weeks now... coupla days a week- hes really cute, funny ina dry way, smart, could use some help in the social department, but hey. Whatever, I'm not single right now, lol. On the good side- I haven't totally abandoned my dream of becoming hot.... I've been working out- either at the gym or at home, but the gym workouts have been swimming lately- awesome, I haven't swam in a long time, makes me kinda happy

And the guy has been swimming with me too- nothing like a 6'5'' cute 165lb boy to see your fat rolls to get you motivated, hahahaha! Crap. I wish I could weigh that much *sigh*

anyways, I'm here, I'm back AGAIN. Kinyo said in one of his last posts that he could be at 200by the end of the year if he stuck to his pace. I'm hoping to be at my goal weight by the end of the year as well, and my mini goal is 20lbs by mid June. I've got my hot skinny outfit hangin on my door- use that as some motivation!
Bought a mini stepper from gnc today- really cheap for me, like $30, so I get it home, and within the first minute wanted to cry, lol... Amazing how I can do 45min on the elliptical,but as soon as I get on a stepper I wanna DIE. Cool tho... I went to 10 minutes. Gonna try to do that every morning and night. We'll see.... Gotta work on that!