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The first real round of utility bills just came in today, and my roommate flipped out at what it cost. I was confused, as none of them are unusually costly, but then I remembered that she has been living with her boyfriend for the past two years while maintaining her own place (irish catholic mother plying irish catholic guilt on her), and paying the power bill on a place that you are in for all of one night a month is cheap compared to heating a whole house to fucking 72 degrees (NOT my choice, be sure, but she makes me keep it at that).
So, now she is all of the sudden saying things like "I think I may be allergic to your dog... I'm going to try to look at living somewhere else." and "I thought I was going to save money by living here, but so far I haven't saved anything.' Nevermind that there is ALWAYS up front expenses in moving into a new place, and that I saved her a shit ton by borrowing a truck, and moving her entire old place with her boyfriend, and that she has been buying new clothes and taking trips. That is what I get for not making her cosign the lease with me. Now, I go from a place that was comfortable for two people to pay for to paying for the whole fucking thing by myself.
Now, I make enough money to cover it, and still be comfortable, but this is going to now be the THIRD time that I've gotten dicked money wise by a friend, and I STILL have not gotten desensitized to it. I knew it was coming, but it still chaps my ass.
I'm putting some punk on to see if I can lift my spirits that way, but I'm still pretty fuckin pissed. To top it all off, she drops the "I'm going to look for a new place" bomb on me RIGHT as I get back from working out, so I'm all tired and shakey.