Saturday had a bit of a cry baby breakdown. Ever since i've stopped trying to get pregnant and have tried to focus on weightloss i've been very emotional. I dont know if its the change, my body adjusting to going off the fertility meds, or some other things.
I've found out that my 38yo aunt has 'accidentally' gotten pregnant, so thats been eating at me.
My husband is going to college which has got me feeling all kinds of emotions.
So last night I just lost it, started sobbing, scared my poor husband. All I could get out was 'You're going to graduate college and find a skinny fertile woman with a great job! I dont bring in any income, i've got no higher education, and I CANT EVEN REPRODUCE CORRECTLY!'.
It funny now but last night I cried for hours. I feel better though so I guess a good cry is all I needed.
Didnt work out Friday
Swam Saturday
Didnt work out today, but I cleaned up my moms old bedroom at my grandmothers. My moms hoarder so I consider the cleaning to be a workout.