This might be the inappropriate place to post this, hell, it might be the inappropriate FORUM, but I don't know where else.
I'm a guy. I'm 17. When I was 15, I weighed 330 pounds(three hundred and thirty pounds). One day, I was tired of being fat, tired of being chunky, having no friends, and most of all, I kind of wanted a boyfriend(haha).
In about a year, year and a half, I managed to drop 130 pounds, leaving me about 200 even right now. I'm around 6'2'' and everyone tells me I need to stop losing the weight now. In some places on my body, I can feel bones sticking out, and on others, on a lot of places, I can grab fistfulls of excess skin. I feel warped and ugly. This is something I never expected to have to go through. I thought when I finished losing weight I would be normal, but I'm anything but.
Weight training? I've been doing it for months, almost an entire year. Jogging, lifting, doing extreme aerobics and cardio. I've lost an inch around my stomach in all that time. The fat just hangs around me, all baggy-like. It's disgusting, I'm disgusting.
Everyone tells me that surgery is my only option if I don't want to live with it. Is it really that extreme? I don't have that kind of money, and neither does my family. And most importantly, could they remove it from every part of my body? It really isn't just my stomach, it's on my legs, my ass, everywhere.
In short, I cannot get a surgery to remove this. I gave up a few months ago, I finally gave up. I remember collapsing in the field I was jogging in and just sobbing for an hour. I don't feel like it's ever going to go away. I'm sorry for whining, but does anyone know anything about the surgeries that take away this stuff?
Are they expensive? How much can they do? Anything would be appreciated.
Thanks.
I'm a guy. I'm 17. When I was 15, I weighed 330 pounds(three hundred and thirty pounds). One day, I was tired of being fat, tired of being chunky, having no friends, and most of all, I kind of wanted a boyfriend(haha).
In about a year, year and a half, I managed to drop 130 pounds, leaving me about 200 even right now. I'm around 6'2'' and everyone tells me I need to stop losing the weight now. In some places on my body, I can feel bones sticking out, and on others, on a lot of places, I can grab fistfulls of excess skin. I feel warped and ugly. This is something I never expected to have to go through. I thought when I finished losing weight I would be normal, but I'm anything but.
Weight training? I've been doing it for months, almost an entire year. Jogging, lifting, doing extreme aerobics and cardio. I've lost an inch around my stomach in all that time. The fat just hangs around me, all baggy-like. It's disgusting, I'm disgusting.
Everyone tells me that surgery is my only option if I don't want to live with it. Is it really that extreme? I don't have that kind of money, and neither does my family. And most importantly, could they remove it from every part of my body? It really isn't just my stomach, it's on my legs, my ass, everywhere.
In short, I cannot get a surgery to remove this. I gave up a few months ago, I finally gave up. I remember collapsing in the field I was jogging in and just sobbing for an hour. I don't feel like it's ever going to go away. I'm sorry for whining, but does anyone know anything about the surgeries that take away this stuff?
Are they expensive? How much can they do? Anything would be appreciated.
Thanks.