Imaninjadangit's Weight loss Spectacular!

Thank you. :) Things are still very confusing. I wish there was a right answer to all of it, but there are no real right and wrongs in relationships. Bleh!

My diet is going alright. I'm not gaining, but I'm not losing. Having my son here is a little difficult. We've been out a few times to eat, which isn't great when you're calorie counting. I think I'm going to make it a rule that we only eat out once a week. I need to focus. I keep teetering between 260 and 259.
I didn't get much sleep today, therefore I didn't work out. I may go for a super long walk in the morning. I still have the urge to workout....just no energy. I can't imagine how it's going to be if I ask him to move out, and I have to only sleep on my days off.
I hate to say it, though....that's the main concern of breaking it off with him...babysitting. That should show that there's something wrong.

"Plaudite, amici, comedia finita est."
 
It does sound like everything's really difficult for you. Remember to be gentle on yourself- be proud that you're not putting on weight.
 
I hope you figure things out, so you can focus again. But like Amy said....be proud of yourself for not putting on weight. That definitely IS something to be proud of. (((hugs)))
 
Thank you. ::hugs::

Things are a little strained on the relationship side of things, but I'm figuring it out.

I've had some issues with my diet. I haven't been breaking it, but I was getting frustrated because I wasn't losing anything. I went back to working out, taking a rest day, and then BAM! 2lbs lost! That makes 30lbs! Yay!!!! :hurray::hurray:

SO...I'll keep pressing on!
 
Pretty well. Just tired. lol I feel like I say the same things over and over on here. I don't want to bore people. lol

I'm sticking to my diet, with flying colors. I'm down to 255, which puts me at 33lbs lost. :)
The boyfriend is moving back in with his dad in July. We're waiting for my son to go back to Illinois before he moves out. It would upset him too much. I don't know if this is a permanent separation, but I know it's needed. I really need to assess everything. I also want to just be myself for a bit, and not a couple...if that makes sense.

I hope everyone is doing well! I need to check in more often! :)
 
Sometimes I want to give up. Not very often, but I do. I want to eat three cheeseburgers, cheese fries, and Brownies. I want to give up calorie counting, and just eat anything.
Those times are very rare, but when they happen, they are strong. Then....times like tonight happen. One of my supervisors told me how great I look. She said that she could especially tell in my face. She said I look so much happier, and that I have a very pretty face. It felt awesome to hear that.
So, when the big jaws of food envy come closing down on me, I pry them open with remembering moments like that one. I can lose the weight. I've lost 1/3 of what I want to lose. I'm so close. I can do it.

"Plaudite, amici, comedia finita est."
 
Oh wow! What an awesome compliment! It's so nice that she noticed - and with THIRTY FOUR POUNDS, of course she will! What an achievement! Wow, okay, too many exclamations right there...

Sorry to hear that you are going through a tough time with your relationship. I think it must be one of the hardest things to do what you have done, and you have been so strong in how you are dealing (or seem to be dealing) with it all. Well done, lovely.

Thinking of you. x
 
I've been gone for a week or so. I just wanted to drop in and say hi. Hope everything is going ok with you.
 
Hi, Jen! I feel like I've been gone for a week. Ugh. Everything is so upside down right now.

I'm not paying super close attention to my weight loss right now. I'm not gaining and I'm not losing. My mind is elsewhere. My boyfriend....soon to be ex...is suppose to move out on Tuesday the 12th. He knows I don't love him, but he still keeps trying. He tells me he loves me everyday, tries to hug and kiss on me. It's infuriating. He's sweet, and I don't want to hurt his feelings, but he's not taking mine into consideration. On top of that...I'm pregnant. I can't believe it happened. It's not going well, either. I'm in pain constantly and I'm bleeding. I don't think it will last.

All I can do is hope everything works out.

"Plaudite, amici, comedia finita est."
 
Oh, darlin', what a complicated situation you are in. You poor thing to have to deal with such an enormous amount of stress... You're so strong.

Sending you lots of good vibes, lovely. xxx
 
Dang, that's a tough situation. Hopefully the ex part gets better after he moves out. He probably hasn't come to terms with the reality yet, since he's still there. Sorry to hear you're having a tough time with the pregnancy, that's hard. You take care of yourself! :grouphug:
 
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