If there's no struggle, there's no progress!!!

1.27.2013
BM:1
Weigh-in: 200.0 <--- HOW IS THAT SO?! it must because I am happy!
^ can't be right; I weighed myself tonight and I weighed 202.2, I did jump on/off the scale a bit weird this morning! EUGH!

I stayed in bed napping and watching last night's SNL until 12pm. Lazy day, but not for long...I went on a >20% incline walk with my mom with three dogs! Talk about a pace setter!

Food
Breakfast @ 1200pm: 2 cups of soup: 12 rice cake logs, 4oz pork chop, 10 shrimp, korean hot paste, 1 cup green and yellow bell pepper, 600cal
Dinner @ 6pm: 1 apple, 100cal
Calories: 700cal

Exercise
1.6mile hill climb w/ 3 dogs and mom

I didn't eat a lot because we were stuck at my mom's business, where I went on a walk, so I came home and just cut apples, wah lah, came upstairs, took a bath and here I am writing this post.
 
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1.28.2013
*run (start my 12k training)
*print out resume and references
*two apples, cheese stick, and chicken noodle soup
*drink 12 cups of water

1.29.2013 199?
*yoga
*interview
*drink 12 cups of water

1.30.2013 197?
*run

1.31.2013
*work 5am shift
*stop by The Body Shop
*run

2.1.2013 195?

EAT MORE NUTRITIOUS.
 
1.28.2013
BM: 1
Weigh-in: 199.6

Food
Breakfast- 1 slice of english muffin, 1 tbsp peanut butter, 1 tbsp strawberry jam, 200cal
Snack- 1 pretzel stick, 1 cheesestick, 125cal
Lunch: 4oz grilled salmon, 1 pretzel stick, 1 cheesestick, 325cal
Dinner: 6oz pork, 20 rice cake logs, handful mushrooms, 1/2 bell pepper, korean pepper paste, soy bean paste, 750cal
Calories: 1,400cal, 11 cups of water

Exercise
I will walk home, gotta do a 45min run tonight.

Had a great time on Saturday just talking and laughing with the girls. I'm so....happy.

BTW, going to bed starving is not the business. I slept horribly as well. Eugh, definitely taking a tablet of Advil PM tonight. Got an interview tomorrow!

I came home right now and crashed on my bed. Eugh, I don't know about a run anymore...I slept horribly last night, so can I just go to sleep? yeah?

I weighed in at 199 tonight, even with drinking approximately 7 cups of water at work, so I made dinner. Ate a second bowl of the korean soup I made, so yummy when it is fresh, but gosh it did burn my tongue!

We have apple juice in the fridge and frozen berries, I want to venture into making fruit smoothies in the morning. It isn't warm enough for that, but I think I need to eat filling breakfasts to set me for the rest of the day.
 
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1.29.2013
BM: 1
Weigh-in: 197.6 mid day!

Food
Breakfast 8am: 1 banana, 1 cup of black coffee, 120cal, 4 cups
Snack 11am: 1/2 apple, 1 cheese stick, 150cal
Lunch 1pm: 1 cup korean soup w/ 10 rice cake logs, 2oz pork, 5oz beef, 600cal, 3 cups
Snack 5pm: 1/2 pb and strawberry jam sandwich w/ double fiber bread, 200cal
Dinner 7pm: 4oz beef, 200cal
Calories: 1,270, 9 cups

I haven't drank enough water yet to do YOGA...I have to drink 12+ cups of water to do yoga, but I didn't, so I think treadmill it'll be tonight.
 
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1.30.2013
Weign-In: 197.4
BM: 3, one was wet =/

Food
Breakfast: 1/2 pb and jam sandwich, 200cal
Snack: 1 pretzel stick and 1 cheesestick, 250cal
Lunch: 1 cheeseburger w/o fourth of bun, no mayo, handful of fries, 600cal
Calories: 1,050, 6 CUPS

I ate a bit for lunch today so I can hopefully have some energy for some hopeful exercise. I am walking home, but to get on the treadmill tonight might take some serious coaxing. Seriously =/.

I feel like since I weighed 197 twice this is a comfortable weight for my body, so I need to shock it with some exercise.

31- 196
1- 194
2- 193

I'd like to see 193 this Saturday AM before the weekend of superbowl festivities begin.
 
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1.31.2013
BM: 4, 2 wet maybe I ate something bad?
Weigh-In @ 4AM!?!?!: 196.8

Food
Breakfast: Jack In The Box Meaty Burrito, 1/2 hash brown, black coffee, 800cal
Snack: 1cup of granola, yogurt, strawberries, 2 scrambled eggs, 350cal
Dinner: 1 cup mushrooms and green bell pepper, 2oz pork meat, 1oz tempura (fish cake), 1oz boiled squid, 200cal
Calories: 1,350, 10 cups of water


So while I am working away at the ED, I started my period! Thank GOD it was light and no wonder my crazy cravings last week!

No gym again.... eugh! My bilateral heel pain is constant since Tuesday. I'm filing my taxes right now...love the return!
 
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2.1.2013
Weigh-in: 195.6
BM: 1

Breakfast: 1.5 chicken thigh (4oz), 225cal
Lunch: Subway footlong turkey and ham w/ jack cheese, veggies, (did not eat 6" of bread, so "double meat" a 6" essentially), jalapeno chips, 650cal
Jamba Juice 16oz Peach Perfection, 300cal
Snack: Wendys: 1 grilled chicken wrap, value fries, 1/2 vanilla frosty, 650cal
Dinner: 2 eggs, 1 slice double fiber bread, 5oz happa fish, 1 cup black bean, 550cal
Calories: 2375cal, 12 cups of water

Last night, I went to bed with energy. Sure makes a difference when you eat a little bit. I still lost some weight without exercising.

I can't make any more promises here. I say I'm going to do something and I do the exact opposite.

I'll let my actions speak before my words. Yeah, that's how it has to go. I do feel skinnier, I can't wait to see 189 eventually like Feb 9?
 
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February Goals:
+ $150 budget, overall $800 debt allowed
+ 3 nights of drinking/going out
+ 1,200-1,600 calories/day
+ Training for Color Run (3.2) and continue to B2b (7.5)
+ MAX. 10 non homecooked meals/fastfood/dinners
+ weight-loss goal: see 179
 
2.2.2013
BM: 1

Food
Breakfast: 2 slice double fiber bread, 2 fried eggs, 1 cup black bean, 1 cup shrimp ceviche, 1/2 cup green salsa, 1/2 cheese stick, 750cal
Snack: 1 small banana, 100cal
Lunch: McD's: fries, mcchicken deluxe, cheddar onion burger, 1000cal
Dinner: 1/2 cup bell pepper, 1/4cup hummus, 1 cup pasta, 3 halves of deviled eggs, 8oz sangria, 1 tostada, 1 belgian waffle and spread, 1 dessert shooter, fruit, 8oz sprite, 1,300cal
Calories: 3,150

So full! Eugh! I hope to have a good night sleep! :)
 
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2.3.2013
BM:1 <---WHY NOT MORE?!?!

Still full from yesterday's craze. baaaaaaaaah.

Food
Breakfast: 3oz salmon, 1.5cup alfredo pasta, 1 serving jalapeno corn bread, 1 belgian waffle, 1 sausage link, 900cal
Lunch: 1 homemade corn dog, 10 baby homemade lumpias, 1 ground turkey taco, cheeses, crackers, grapes, 12oz low cal strawberry margarita, ??

Even though I hate weighing myself to see the truth, sometimes you just gotta do it. So I did it tonight and my GOD, what a wake up.

Two weeks ago, all time low was 195.4, two days ago, had to lose all the weight I gained to get down to 195.6, now this week, once again, I have to work to get down to 195.

I need a new all time low and keep moving.
 
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Baby steps for this week

+ Go to the gym on Thursday
+ Use the treadmill twice
+ Eat Chicken Noodle Soup
+ Ride my bike
+ TWO servings of RAW veggies per day
+ TWO servings of fruit per day
 
2.4.2013
Weigh-in: 201.0
BM:1

Food
Breakfast: 3 clementines, 100cal
Lunch: 2 cups Chicken Noodle Soup, 1 string cheese, 280cal
Snack: 6 pb filled pretzels, 100cal
Dinner: 2 huge handfuls of mixed greens, 2tbsp 5 layer dip, 2 tbsp green salsa, 3oz ground turkey, 1/4 cup guacamole, 1 cup shrimp ceviche, 500cal
Dessert: 1/2 homemade corn dog, 100cal
Calories: 1,080cal

EXERCISE
45MIN treadmill 2.71mi 190cal (32:01 2mi 143cal was jogging)

I AM SO PROUD OF MYSELF OF 1) PUTTING ON GYM CLOTHES AFTER DINNER 2) TAKING OUT THE TREADMILL, WHICH TOOK LIKE 30 SECONDS.

Positives
+ Ate Chicken Noodle Soup at work for lunch
+ Ate a salad at home (basically a taco salad, no cheese, but the 5 layer dip had guac, beans, cheese, sour cream, salsa) still, a salad.
+ I felt good while on the treadmill. I felt like I was pumping my body with positive endorphins like the gradual high when you're drinking at the bar, (before the peak and the downhill) I feel my hamstrings and quads twitching as I type this. Now I want to take a shower, clean my room and bathroom.
 
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2.5.2013
Weigh-in: 198.0
BM: 2, 1 was large and healthy

Food
Breakfast @ 8: 2 handful of lettuce, 2 tbsp 5 layer dip, 2oz ground turkey, green salsa, 1 cup ceviche,350cal
Snack @ 10: 1 apple, 100cal
Lunch: Taco Salad (2 handful of lettuce, 2tbsp 5 layer dip, 2oz ground turkey, green salsa), 1 roma tomato, 1 cup ceviche, 450cal
Dinner: cheese pizza, bowl of fresh fruit, 700cal
Calories: 1,600


Feels good when nothing hurts while running. Decided to pass on exercise when I got home. It's already 1015pm! I weighed in at 198.6 tonight, so I'm not too worried.

it's way too chilly to go for a bike ride. The weather is suppose to get chiller as the week goes on.

Gotta A) GO TO CYCLING ON THURS and B) be good this weekend to get under 194!!!!
2/9: 192
2/14: 189
2/28: 181

Positives
* SALADS for Breakfast and Lunch?! Also, I found out that 2tbsp of the trader joe's 5 layer bean dip is 35cal, but I'm sure I've overestimated my tbsp sizes, so I do eat about 100cal of the 5 layer bean dip. It makes me feel sooo satisfied having something creamy! (from the sour cream and beans)
* I ate the apple as a snack, and damn was it crispy and delicious!
* TWO BMs?!?! First one was healthy and large, second one was not so pretty. Get the gunk out.
* Bought 3 bags of salad because we were running low. I usually throw away salad bags, but this time, I won't.
* Mexican salads are the only way I'll eat my greens. Yeah, you heard me right.
 
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2.6.2013
BM: 0
Weigh-in: 196.8

Food
Breakfast: 1 chobani yogurt, 150cal
Lunch: 2 cups chicken noodle soup, 2 tostadas, 2tbsp 5 layer dip, 1 clementine, 400cal
Dinner: Taco salad (2 handfuls of lettuce, 1 cup black beans, 2tbsp 5 layer dip, 1 tomato, 1 cup ceviche) 475cal
Calories: 1,025


To even <185, I gotta stay focused for there rest of the month, but it is so hard!

I decided not to eat dessert OR exercise because tonight was crazy! My brother had an allergic reaction to his metformin so i told him to take benadryl and took him to the ED
 
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2.7.2013
BM: 2 small
Weigh-In:195.6

Food
Breakfast: 1 cup beans, salsa, 2tbsp sour cream, 300cal
Lunch: 4oz salmon, 2 soft corn tortillas, 2 tbsp sour cream spinach dip, 1 cup ceviche, 450cal
Snack: 1 cup almond breeze, 1/2 graham crackers, 100cal
Early Dinner: homemade vegetarian enchilada (corn tortilla, black beans, tomato sauce, spices, jalapenos, broccoli, mushrooms, parm cheese, green salsa), counted the calories of all ingredients 1/4 of the 8" square pan + 2 tbsp sour cream, 400cal
Calories: 1250

Gym didn't happen cause I had to help move furniture over. Only spent a good 30 minutes moving stuff around, but did interrupt my own personal schedule. Oh well.

My goal was 193-194 for tomorrow, but that's with exercise. I'm just happy I didn't jump ship.
 
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2.8.2013
BM: 2 small
Weigh-In: 194.8

Food
Breakfast: 1 cup almond breeze, 40cal
Snack: 2 tbsp hummus and 1/2 tostada, 100cal
Lunch: Carl's Jr Jalapeno Turkey Burger w/o one bun, 1/2 small order of Crisscut Fries, 700cal
Snack: 2 boiled eggs, 150cal
Dinner: 2 handfuls of salad, 2 tbsp sour cream spinach dip, 3oz salmon, 3oz chicken breast, 1 tomato, 350cal
Calories: 1,350, 11 cups of water

Worked too late to make it to yoga.
 
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2.9.2013
BM: 2, first was small
Weigh-In: 194.2

Food
Breakfast McDonald's sausage mcmuffin,parfait, 500cal
Snack: cheese stick, 2 clementines, 2 boiled eggs whites, 150cal
Lunch: 1/2 sandwich turkey w/ sun dried pesto on focaccia, 1/2 bland pasta salad (just pasta basically), such a dry sammie! not worth the calories, 450cal
Dinner: 1 huge slice of Extreme Pizza Vegetarian, 1 chicken wing, 450cal
Calories: 1,550, 11 cups of water

Exercise
30 minutes of interval cycling, was dripping! ;)

Weigh-In goal:: <189 by February 15.

So proud that I went drive thru and made smart choices that were also budget friendly....the dollar menu ain't that bad. Sipping on some black coffee to stay alert in my training.

I did bring my gym clothes so working out is going to happen.

I didn't wake up hungry. yay. I did drink a big cup of water before going to bed, so it's always nice to get a long stream out at the top of the mornin'. hehehehe

I got training for work today, sitting in a conference room for 6 hours. Then begging myself to go to the gym.

Got a 5AM shift tomorrow and a 5 day work week, then ahh, days off.

I feel a bit bloated today, wouldn't be surprised if I gained a bit of weight tomorrow, so I'm not going to weigh myself tomorrow AM, anyways I gotta get up for work at 3:45AM. How false would that be?!
 
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2.10.2013
BM:0

Food
Breakfast: 1 huge veggie slice, 400cal
Lunch: 1 mozarella sandwich, 400cal, 8 cups of water
Meal @ 2pm: 3 cups of korean soup made from beef stock, 1/2 egg, 4 chicken wings, 500cal
Calories: 1,300, 13 cups of water


I think I slept 4 hours total last night. Worse night of sleep night before these Damn shifts. I am drinking water like a fish. Prep for yoga.
Thinking I'll do Yoga especially if I can drink 12 cups of water at work. Yoga at 4:30 sounds great! Edges things out so I can possibly see 192 on Monday AM.

Meal @ 2pm was so warm, it was brothy with bits of shredded egg, and heated up the leftover mini chicken wings from last night! My belly is so full; I tried to sleep straight from work, but my stomach was empty and I was hungry! Hunger pains suck!

I feel good that my belly is fluidy full! bloated full!

I haven't pooed after eating so many grains, kinda disappointed. But oh well, especially after drinking 13 cups of water. I didn't workout today, so I don't expect to see 192 tomorrow morning.
 
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2.11.2013
BM:2 + the runs, what gives? I'm not going to worry, but think of it as a sudden increase in fiber...
Weigh-In: 194.6

Food
Breakfast: 2 boiled eggs, 150cal
Snack: 1 whole bell pepper sliced (orange and yellow), 2 tbsp hummus, 100cal
Lunch: 1/2 cup black beans (GAWD THIS IS BLAND), 1 apple, 1tbsp sourcream, 250cal
Snack: 1 clementines, 30cal
Dinner: 2 fish tacos: corn tortilla, 10oz white fish, 2tbsp sour cream spinach dip, cilantro, lettuce, 350cal
Dessert: 1/2 chocolate cookie, 1 cup almond breeze, 150cal
Calories: 1,030, 7 cups of water

Exercise
Walked home and then took the dogs for a quick walk, so really like a 20min walk.

Tell me why I started getting the runs after lunch! I went to the bathroom 3 times! I'd drink water, then bathroom, then more water, then bathroom. The first BM was great, second one was a bit eh, but then things got bad. I usually have episodes like this AFTER i eat unhealthy fatty foods. What could've it been? It was probably the korean soup yesterday with brothy beefy intestines. eugh!
 
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Perspectives...


Last Monday, after the superbowl fiasco and the family reunion, I weighed in at 201, then this morning I weighed in 194.6 (yes, not 192, but i'm not disappointed) My point is: last week was successful, even with making the positive choices in drive thru. I didn't feel hungry while eating salads for dinner and lunch. I can continue it and even include more veggies this week. I am going downstairs to chop up some bell peppers and cucumbers to snack on at work.

You guys, I lost 6.4 pounds in one week, huge influx of weight because of last weekend's let go, but I'm treading down the right path and I'm excited. No longer do I want to see 195. 194.8...194.2...194.6? I believe that is steady. I've finally realized not to be afraid to drink water because water will flush everything out. A pound of water comes in, possible that 1.2lb is urinated. That .2!

My goal by February 26 is 182, 25 pounds in the first two months of weight loss is what I want to accomplish. Then, 8-10 pound losses/month.
 
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