Just had a bit of a wake up call..
I didn't realise I was so unhealthy/fat/greedy.
Yesterday I ate an entire packet of chocolate covered raisins, and a curly wurly. And ended the day on a defecit still.
Now I'm making healthier decisions food wise, and weighing portions, not to mention not feeling like I have to empty my plate every time, I'm finding it hard to eat the number of calories my body supposedly burns every day.
I must have eaten so so badly to get to where I am now.
It's really odd.
I'm completely full now, and at apparently 1600 defecit. Even including the sweets I ate earlier.
My body burns 2700ish just by living, although now I'm waiting to start my new job I'm not on my feet as much but it won't be much less than that.
I dunno..
Bit shocking really.
Especially as I'm happy with what and how much I'm eating, and I'm always full, and I feel better knowing I'm eating good.
Being on here helps too, as I have a "purpose" as such.
I'm being watched by you lot, so I have to be good, and when I'm not I have to own up to it.
I feel like I'll never leave at the moment.
Even my boyfriend is eating slightly healthier.
Hmmmm.. Odd comtemplative mood at the moment, think I'm going to go to bed, will weigh myself in the morning when I get up because I have new scales, and I was 204 the other morning.
And I don't want to go up again.
Have been drinking lots of water though, well, sugar free squash.
More than usual. In fact I'm going to have another pint before bed.
Night all, sorry for the essay.