i have to finish what i've started part 2

Thanks... I'm not going to give up I'm just super frustrated!!! I miss my friends and I feel lonely because Danny works late this week. I'm just feeling sad and then I think about my weight and it doesn't help. I'm a downer right now... sorry.

By the way... Dariqueen... Your big letters have put the fear in me!! :)
 
Hey girl,
I totally know how you feel about being frustrated by getting up every single morning to work out. It's tough...there are times when I worry that I won't be able to keep it going but I know how good it feels to be thinner and healthier. I worry about my heart and diabetes. I am 32 and so getting close to that age where things start to go down hill. My doctor just tested me for diabetes, cholesterol, thyroid etc. She knows I am working on losing weight, and she wants to make sure that my heavy weight hasnt' caused other complications. This made me realize how important that exercise is. I don't want my body to be that unhealthy any more.
You can do it!!
Do you have MSN? I am home most nights. you can chat with me on MSN if you are having a lonely night...:eek:
Chin up! Keep your butt movin' ! :D
my msn tag is rottengirlp@hotmail.com
Talk soon,
 
OH HF
***hugs***

We all go through these moods hun - and they do PASS! You'll get to the other side and wonder what was bothering you so much.

Losing weight is such a long and lonely process, in so many ways. You have us - but we're not standing right next to you with our hand on your shoulder, but we ARE right here, and we CAN tell you that 50 pounds is an awesome, amazing feat! You are doing such good things for your body.

The size of the pants WILL change - sometimes it takes longer then we hope, but they WILL.

In the meantime, we're right there with ya hun, working our butts off to get our butt off ;)

Keep the faith girl, you ARE making a difference!
 
awww hf2006("hugs")
I know it's frustrating but just look at how far you have come
all the hard work youv'e done! I feel like that at times it seems
like (and it's sad) we had fun going out to eat at our favorite places
and now I don't go near them cuz I would want something I shouldn't
have (outta sight outta mind thing works) but my kids and hubby
enjoy going to resteraunts now no1 does because I don't and it's
because I can't control myself out to eat yet but at home I am in total
control! My point your doing great don't let a little frustration take over!
Maybe go for a calming mind clearing walk that works for me!
I wish ya the best and thank you so much for all the support you send my
way it really does help bigtime! Tammy:)
 
*Tripple Hugs* and then a *POW* in the butt!!!!!!;)

Now snap out of it. Girl you done lost 50Lbs. And Don't throw in that towel yet missy!! I hear you on the pants and loosing.. But you are srtonger then that. Today is your Day!!! Live it like your last.. Like Dr.Phil says , When you Wake up ask yourself What can I do today To make myself (or Spouse) feel, Speacial,loved,happy,Etc.....

Have a GREAt one And Drink that WATER!!!!! For you and your TEAM!!!!!:D
 
gotta love the love you're getting... :D you surely deserve it... I hope today finds you in better spirits... and you're having a good day... take care of yourself... :D
 
I know sometimes the diet thing can drag you down, especially because the results aren't always that obvious immediately - what you should remember is that you have done amazingly so far, and how much different you look now to when you were 50lbs heavier! Every little bit of weight counts, and when it all adds up it will make such a big difference to your life.

Big hugs from my and my cat (he is so cute and cudly), you can do it and I am sure the low feelings will pass and tomorrow will be another amazing day where you do loads of exercise and put the rest of us to shame!
 
Dang I completely missed this yesterday it appears. I did a "drive-by post":eek: :eek: ...so DITTO what everyone else has said and *BIG HUG* Love ya girl, I know you've got it in you!
 
I'm alive!!! I had to come over to my inlaws house to use the computer! My computer has a virus and Danny isn't home to fix it. I tried to run some sort of scan that he told me to do but now it's just a big blob of nothing on the screen. I figured I had to come on and post something or you would all think I gave up especially after my post from yesterday. I will write more tomorrow and give love to all of your diarys when my computer is fixed. :)
 
well crap... that stinks.. I hope you're computer is feeling better soon...

we know you wouldn't give up.... you were just having an off day... :D
 
I know my computer is my life!! It's how I keep in contact with EVERYONE!!! I am lucky Danny is a computer whiz so he will most likely have it up and running for me tomorrow! Let's just hope it doesn't need something... :(

I love that you said "well crap" because that's exactly what I said this morning! ;)

Well I have to get off the computer here... they have dial up and they need the phone. :)

Hope everyone has a good night!
 
Funny thing: Before I go I must write this down...

I am sitting here at my inlaws and my brother in law (9) comes up and asks why my computer is broken. I said I wasn't sure and it just wasn't working. He took a deep sigh and said "how will YOU live without the computer? Are you staying the night now?" HAHAHAHA :) Gotta love him.

Goodbye for real now.
 
hillbillylee said:
well back when I was a kid way back in the dinosaur years the option was Atari lol.... Then we really moved up when the commodore was released lol...
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Ha!! Keep your head up Hf2006! You are 50 pounds lighter - 50 POUNDS!! That's serious! Plus you are SEROUSLY kickin butt in the exercise department!! Keep it up and maybe schedule a day of rest to rejuvenate yourself! :D
 
Hello everyone... the computer is better. Not perfect but it's running. Danny got home at 530 this morning and did as much as he could but he needed to get to sleep.

Anyway...

THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH!!

Your comments all mean so much to me. I never realized how much people on here really wanted me to reach my goal. It made me feel really loved that all of you care so much. I've been having a really hard time these past couple of weeks and it probably has to do with spending SO much time with my mother in law and the fact that my mom is coming so soon! My mom always does something to make me feel bad about myself and I'm worried about her visit. I'm just super stressed and dissapointed in myself for not sticking to eating well like I should. I guess everyone needs to have a breakdown once in a while! ;) The thing about changing size bothers me because I just want to go down!! haha It makes me feel like I haven't made any progress. I've actually lost 100 lbs :) but haven't really changed sizes in the last 50. I've lost weight in my upper body and my legs. But my middle is sticking to me like nobodys business! So, I got to thinking why my middle is not whiddling like it should be! I came to the conclusion that it probably has to do with my colon. I know I know gross subject but I need to ask for any advice that anyone can give me! I've reached the point of desperation now.

Here goes... I have always had a problem going regularly. It's been this past year where it's gotten a lot worse. I've tried a lot of remedies and nothing seems to help so I need some ideas! Please help!!

Alright... I've been meaning to ask that for a while but it makes me uncomfortable. It's just that I am positive that's what the problem is. My sotmach is always bloated and I have all the syptoms of someone with an unhealthy colon. :( Hope someone has the magic idea out there! :)

Taking yesterday and today off from exercising... very relaxing. :)

Thanks again everyone!! I LVOE YOU ALL SO MUCH!!!
 
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