Day 6-April 30th-Wednesday
1 and half koulouri
Vey small(dessert plate) portion of giant beans cooked in oven
1 slice bread
Large bowl of salad made of tomatoes , cucumber,parsley and pligouri.I tried translating pligouri to english and the dictionary gives me GROATS well my salad looked like this one ,Does anyone know the name?
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very small piece of feta cheese
I had a nice today today i spent most the day with one of my sisters.Very tired but happy for this day.I went and bought my sunscreen and a new face cleaner and my night cream!!!i had a nasty thought this morning that made me buy them all! My partner G i call hm in here (short for George) ,still smokes and i HATE it.Well we are not comfortabel with money yet (even though i must say MUCH better than a couple of years ago) ,and a pack costs 3,80 euros.Nearly 4 euros a pack.So i just thought that if he gets to smoke and spent that much money on cancer can spend 40 euros on 2 creams!I jut went in and got them!Didnt tell him!!!!!
Cate i didnt have acne while a teenager.I had lovely sking.Fro m31 till now i have acne spots on my chin.some times they get on my forhead and jawlive.Huge RED sometime even a disgusting pus come from them.i found that only a couple of creams actually work and controll them!Im hapy i cant wait to go wash my face and get my night cream on!!!Feel like santa has payed me a visit!
Now as far as food!i did brilliant!!!i wasnt even hungry , maybe my stomach is gettng into shape!
I hope it is!
I weighed this mornng.I have FRIDAY as my weigh in day but i just couldnt resist.
99,3!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
1 kg and 300 gr's lost in 6 days!!!!Feeling sooo strong now!!!
Tommorow is the 1st of May ,holiday , everything is going to be closed and we are going to meet up with my mum uncle and sister at 12ish to go to a big fair thats going on cause of the day!marios is going to have lots of fun!
We took our dogs to a nearby mountain/park and i actually climbed a bit.At first i didnt follow G and Mario i stayed low with one of my dogs but as i saw G walking up i thought WHY NOT?Why shouldnt i get some exercise today?i folled!Hot as hell but i felt So good for not carrying on like a big lazy blob.
My mum called me tonight cryng saying things that arent true.She is so jealous of my uncle.They live together always have,never seperated ever but she is so jealous of her girls having a good relatinship with him.She said to me i dont tell her things,only to him and he rubs it in her face -THIS IS NOT TRUE_I dont now if its the dimmetia that is also interfering with her acting this way.I dont know her.I can actually say i have never really got to know my mother...i realize it now.That i am older.I see her for the first time.Im putting one and one together and making her portret if you understand.
It is a shame.Mum has always been The Hair,The clothes The makeup , The skinny and sun brown,The polite,eccentic(for the greek standards) red hair that turned heads while passing by.Nothig was REAL.Now everything is fallng appart and there isnt much left i see.It is sad.She is sad....I hope i can stand by my son through his life and letting my son KNOW me.Let hi really KNOW ME in good and in bad.I wish i can raise him well enough for him to really LOVE me when he DOESNT need me anymore.....