Massive Mouse
New member
Hi all,
I'm 25 years old (or will be on Sunday) and have always been a bit on the chunky side throughout my life. There's been times when I was younger where I've lost a fair bit of weight only to put it all back on plus more. When I was at uni I lost a lot and went down to a size 10 in my trousers but now I'm a size 16.
About 3 years ago I tried so hard to lose weight, I managed to get to about 139lb and despite only being 5,2" I felt this was quite comfortable. Ideally I'd like to get back to being that weight but I've gone up to 176lb.
I can't blame one single thing for this total ballooning but I've had a rough time over the summer with my fella being treated for cancer and also losing my job (which I loved). I know I can't blame it all on other things but they certainly haven't helped.
On Saturday night I was meant to be going out on a works night out but found that none of my clothes fitted me. I had a bit of a breakdown and didn't bother going out in the end as I just felt totally disgusting. My fella is feeling a bit hurt too as I don't like him touching or cuddling me as I feel self concious.
All this week I've been trying harder not to eat so much and not to eat badly and keep doing so. My downfalls are that I like carbs and eat loads of rice, pasta and bread sometimes late at night. Also I can easily eat a huge bag of crisps on my own so I've stopped buying things like that. I've also been trying to have my big meals for lunch rather than tea and just having soup or a roll in the evenings. I'm also making an effort to drink more water.
Exercise is a bit difficult with over 100 animals in my house to look after. After I've dropped a bit of weight I hope to take up swimming again.
I'm 25 years old (or will be on Sunday) and have always been a bit on the chunky side throughout my life. There's been times when I was younger where I've lost a fair bit of weight only to put it all back on plus more. When I was at uni I lost a lot and went down to a size 10 in my trousers but now I'm a size 16.
About 3 years ago I tried so hard to lose weight, I managed to get to about 139lb and despite only being 5,2" I felt this was quite comfortable. Ideally I'd like to get back to being that weight but I've gone up to 176lb.
I can't blame one single thing for this total ballooning but I've had a rough time over the summer with my fella being treated for cancer and also losing my job (which I loved). I know I can't blame it all on other things but they certainly haven't helped.
On Saturday night I was meant to be going out on a works night out but found that none of my clothes fitted me. I had a bit of a breakdown and didn't bother going out in the end as I just felt totally disgusting. My fella is feeling a bit hurt too as I don't like him touching or cuddling me as I feel self concious.
All this week I've been trying harder not to eat so much and not to eat badly and keep doing so. My downfalls are that I like carbs and eat loads of rice, pasta and bread sometimes late at night. Also I can easily eat a huge bag of crisps on my own so I've stopped buying things like that. I've also been trying to have my big meals for lunch rather than tea and just having soup or a roll in the evenings. I'm also making an effort to drink more water.
Exercise is a bit difficult with over 100 animals in my house to look after. After I've dropped a bit of weight I hope to take up swimming again.