brandie_wine_32
New member
I've always been what I thought was an average weight, 137 lbs at 5'4." Well that was four years ago. I've ballooned up to about 185 lbs, I think. I'm afraid to step on the scale. I am not one of those people who have tried everything. What I have tried has work. I've not either the motivation or dedication to stick with any of it. I don't know what it's going to take. I just want to be at a healthy weight. I want to run again, which I use to hate doing. I want to look in the mirror again without looking away. I don't want to be obsessed with the scale anymore. This is my first time joining a forum like this. Hope to meet many longtime friends along the way. I don't know when I am going to start my journey to a healthier more secure me but hopefully something will click in me that lets me know it's time.



