So its back to being strict with my eating. I really hate myself for baking I am on a no baking stike for the next 2 weeks. I decieded to make blueberry muffins yesterday and i ate like 5 of them

I really dont know why i even made them, My son doesnt really fancy cakes and my dh really needs to starve himself for maybe 6 months-LOL kiddin but he doesnt need them either and lord knows I dont. I get on the scale today and its up to 80 kilos.It could be alot of things because I have been to relaxed this week.
I have my run in less than 12 days and I really want to lose a little before then not gain and lose the same pounds over and over again.
This morning I ran 5,64K in 35 minutes which was good to me

I was depressed after I got on the scale so i didnt eat breakfast.
Lunch was steamed brocolli and califlower 1 veggie soy pattie 4tbs of mashes potatoes and some mixed vegetables with a little sauce but a really small serving no more than 500 calories.
I will only drink water for the next 12 days and I will not eat any fast food not like i normally do ----but I did have thai on sunday and tha included a hefty serving of rice.
No sweets or special snacks even if it falls into my calorie range for the day because Ineed to be able to control myself a bit more.
DH told me if I finish my race under 30 minutes he will buy a ipod nano
hmmm I dont now if its going to happen but I must say ts a good incentive and it makes me want to push myself.
Oh I bought some little weights and they are tiny like 1kg-LOL but they were the easiest to carry with the baby in the baby bjorn and my shopping bags.I figure I can incorporate them into something

maybe with my step areobics.I'll see.
I guess I will go clean up before i get the urge to eat!