orangelilly
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For the past year I have been struggling with binge eating.
I have gained some weight and I have been obsessing over losing it plus I haven`t been into the best mood do to other things going on. I am constantly thinking of what I am eating, what should I eat etc.
My main meals are mostly healthy – vegetables, lean protein, not fried, etc. But I started eating way too many sweets and snacks. I used to never have cravings, eat small and often meals and eat whatever I wanted in decent amounts but not because of a strong craving. I didn`t eat chocolate daily or feel the need to like I do lately.
Now I always feel the urge to snack on something when I work, am bored, stressed or watch movies. Even if I just ate a meal and I am not hungry, I still crave something.
My go to snacks are certain chocolates, ice cream , nuts/ peanut butter, biscuits ( like belivta/ oreo/ tuc), tortilla chips. I can`t anymore eat only a bit from them. I have to finish the whole bar/ pack/ eat 3 ice creams instead of one….
I have tried separating them in smaller packs but failed. For examples I tried (twice) to split a 200g pack of nuts into 5 smaller packs and hid them in different cupboards in the kitchen to eat them in different days. Same day though, I went 4 extra times in the kitchen and ate all of them….
I tried keeping a food diary, count calories….Didn`t help much. I tried being more active and started workout challenges but failed those too. Lack of motivation, time, energy…I managed to not eat sweets for 1 month but when I tasted chocolate again I ate even more than before. Whenever I say I will stop eating certain snack, I eat even more of it in preparation to give it up….
I don`t know what else to do…I feel so unmotivated and powerless with these cravings and so annoyed at myself for being weak. I never used to be like this. I could still be considered slim but this makes things even harder cause I just think : “One extra ice cream won`t be too bad, after all I still look slim enough”. But I just want to stop as this is so unhealthy and it feels bad. So any advice and encouragement will be much appreciated! I really need it. Thank you!
I have gained some weight and I have been obsessing over losing it plus I haven`t been into the best mood do to other things going on. I am constantly thinking of what I am eating, what should I eat etc.
My main meals are mostly healthy – vegetables, lean protein, not fried, etc. But I started eating way too many sweets and snacks. I used to never have cravings, eat small and often meals and eat whatever I wanted in decent amounts but not because of a strong craving. I didn`t eat chocolate daily or feel the need to like I do lately.
Now I always feel the urge to snack on something when I work, am bored, stressed or watch movies. Even if I just ate a meal and I am not hungry, I still crave something.
My go to snacks are certain chocolates, ice cream , nuts/ peanut butter, biscuits ( like belivta/ oreo/ tuc), tortilla chips. I can`t anymore eat only a bit from them. I have to finish the whole bar/ pack/ eat 3 ice creams instead of one….
I have tried separating them in smaller packs but failed. For examples I tried (twice) to split a 200g pack of nuts into 5 smaller packs and hid them in different cupboards in the kitchen to eat them in different days. Same day though, I went 4 extra times in the kitchen and ate all of them….
I tried keeping a food diary, count calories….Didn`t help much. I tried being more active and started workout challenges but failed those too. Lack of motivation, time, energy…I managed to not eat sweets for 1 month but when I tasted chocolate again I ate even more than before. Whenever I say I will stop eating certain snack, I eat even more of it in preparation to give it up….
I don`t know what else to do…I feel so unmotivated and powerless with these cravings and so annoyed at myself for being weak. I never used to be like this. I could still be considered slim but this makes things even harder cause I just think : “One extra ice cream won`t be too bad, after all I still look slim enough”. But I just want to stop as this is so unhealthy and it feels bad. So any advice and encouragement will be much appreciated! I really need it. Thank you!