Definitely see a doc about the fluttery feeling; it's almost certainly nothing given that you're only 17, but better to be safe than sorry!
Yeah, I will, but for now, it's gone away.
Ah, damn. I broke my streak of good eating in a big way... Pancakes (3 @ 524) With real butter (1 tbsp @ 102), with syrup (~209), and half an 8oz ham steak (308)... Chocolate chip cookie (~196)... 1.5 cups angel hair pasta (330) with 1 tbsp promise margarine (45)... Here's the part that broke it for today...12 mama lucia meatballs (405 cal), and 2.5 slices garlic toast (350 cal)
Grand total.... a little under 2500... ouch!
My dad and I went to see Twilight today at the cheap seats ($2.50/person) (it's cheap because the movies have been out a while, after all the other theaters drop a film, they pick it up and charge less even though it's a pretty good theater.)
However, when we got there, Twilight wasn't on the sign out front. We went in, and the poster wasn't in the "Now Showing" section, so we asked. They said they were having problems with the sound chip for the movie, and they said they're getting a mechanic in to fix it Tuesday... So my dad and I went to the library instead, and I picked up a few books on schizophrenia and bipolar disorder for my research paper (my topic is actually schizoaffective disorder, which is a mix of the two.) Then we decided to go back to the theater and see Bedtime Stories (that adam sandler one) and it was pretty cute, but I'm glad I only paid $2.50. Then I came home, and my sister and I made spaghetti with meatballs, meat sauce, and some garlic toast she picked up at the store... and I ate wayyyy too much of it.
oh well. Unfortunately, I don't feel disgustingly full... so there's nothing but sheer willpower to keep me from munching... and I'm losing!
AH! I hate that feeling of failure.
Did you notice, I ate out 7/7 days this week? dinner for 6 nights, and I had breakfast out today.
Wow.
Hopefully I do okay this week-- it's spring break... hopefully that means I'll have less excuse to eat out.
Sam's gone with Beasley back to Tech, and poor Cheech has been whining since they left. He lost his buddy! haha
I got two cd's I wanted- The Mountain Goats! If you've never heard of them, which you probably haven't, they're sort of modern folk sounding... the singer guy has a really cool voice... and I love some of the lyrics. He tells a story with every song.
Here's my favorite song's lyrics:
I hope that our few remaining friends
Give up on trying to save us
I hope we come up with a failsafe plot
to piss of the dumb few that forgave us
I hope the fences we mended
Fall down beneath their own weight
And I hope we hang on past the last exit
I hope it's already too late
and I hope the junkyard a few blocks from here
Someday burns down
And I hope the rising black smoke carries me far away
and I never come back to this town again
in my life
I hope I lie
and tell everyone you were a good wife
and I hope you die
I hope we both die
I hope I cut myself shaving tommorow
I hope it bleeds all day long
Our friends say it's darkest befor the sun rises
We're pretty sure they're all wrong
I hope it stays dark forever
I hope the worst is'nt over
I hope you blink before I do
and I hope I never get sober
and I hope when you think of me years down the line
you can't find one good thing to say
and I hope that if I found the strength to walk out
You'd stay the hell out of my way
I am drowning
there is no sign of land
your are coming down with me
Hand in unloveable hand
and I hope you die
I hope we both die
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haha... awesome.
Time to clip coupons we never use!!
Annie
