Whoah!!! You're melting away girl!!!
Awww, just do the going out thing, it's fun once you're there!!! I know how it is to seclude... love it! but need my people around me a bit too! And all that time alone thinking is bad for you (or me anyway!!!)
Hope you get your pizza by some miracle of telepathy with your parents
Ah, We did get pizza.

You're right. Time alone is bad for me too. I am prone to depression, and can get pretty down on myself. Either that, or I start some crazy project I know in some corner of my mind I will never finish, but get so far into it I can't give up and then I get depressed about how much stuff I have left to do, and then I get depressed that I got depressed, and then I start wondering whether I took my antidepressant that morning, and then I seclude. I hide away, be it downstairs because there's nobody around (that's why it's so easy to do) or upstairs somewhere, and I just start feeling miserable, but then I have to try to start thinking happy thoughts, otherwise I can get into a really deep depression in which I start thinking about harming myself. ... That's why I shouldn't be alone stuck in the house all day- I need to get up and around and have a reason to get up and showered and dressed and get excited for the day. That's another reason I need to learn to drive, so I can go to classes more nights and have things to occupy my mind. So yeah.
Unfortunately, I discovered a new nervous habit. I bite my fingers. Like, the middle joint, not the knuckle or the tip, and I bit it so much that I actually bit through the skin- it didn't bleed, the skin's pretty thick there, but I bit it raw, and to the point where I have to put a band aid on it because even water makes it burn.

It's just my right index finger, but I bit my right middle finger too, but I didn't break the skin, it just bruised. I stopped myself before I did it twice, but my index finger still hurts like hell.
My classes are going well, can't complain. I like my teachers (even my dad)

I'm hoping (praying) for a 4.0, because that's what I currently have from taking one class... A girl can hope, right?

I just have to get through exams. Eek!!
So, I got on the scale today ( couldn't help myself) and I saw 183. I was like, whatttt?! Wasn't it just a few days ago you were 181?! Damn scale.
Well, hope you guys are doing well.

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