pamelalynne
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Okay, when I first got pregnant, I was a nice size. I was happy because I wasn't OVER fat, but I was comfy at my weight. When I had nathan...and got on the depo shot, this is what I looked like in december of 2006:
Yes...A woping 205lbs! I HATED myself! I started getting depressed, and I ate for comfort. Since I hated myself, I hated everything around me. If I was feeling shi**y, I made sure everyone around me was feeling shi**y too!
But then, I got bell palsy...where my face went completely numb. I couldn't blink, nor smile. I was soooo depressed by then, that I thought there is nothing to live for but for my son.
AFTER the bell palsy went away, I told myself it was time to lose weight...and fast! I am proud to announce, that I pamela, have lost a total of 60LBS within a year. I did this all by myself. Walking, jogging, and the elliptical trainer helped alot...but it was my diet that was the most changing experiance...and the hardest! But I will tell you...I look and feel SOOOOO much better.
I have a lot more weight to lose, within 30lbs, but I don't give a rats A$$ what anyone says...I have junk in the trunk...AND in the front, and I am damn proud of that!!
So...the new pamela:
Yes...A woping 205lbs! I HATED myself! I started getting depressed, and I ate for comfort. Since I hated myself, I hated everything around me. If I was feeling shi**y, I made sure everyone around me was feeling shi**y too!
But then, I got bell palsy...where my face went completely numb. I couldn't blink, nor smile. I was soooo depressed by then, that I thought there is nothing to live for but for my son.
AFTER the bell palsy went away, I told myself it was time to lose weight...and fast! I am proud to announce, that I pamela, have lost a total of 60LBS within a year. I did this all by myself. Walking, jogging, and the elliptical trainer helped alot...but it was my diet that was the most changing experiance...and the hardest! But I will tell you...I look and feel SOOOOO much better.
I have a lot more weight to lose, within 30lbs, but I don't give a rats A$$ what anyone says...I have junk in the trunk...AND in the front, and I am damn proud of that!!
So...the new pamela:
