I haven't been here in a while

everything is going well. Tomorrow is weigh in day.
I fell off the 30 day shred halfway through. mainly because of school. I feel like once i workout, I've accomplished enough for the day and I'm too tired to do anything else. with 6 courses and everything else going on -- NOT GOOD.
I'm running for a student body position in 3 hours. My speech sounds good but I'm SO nervous! which is odd because I've literally performed in front of hundreds of people back in high school. and in general I'm just really loud/goofy/dont-care-what-others-think. I really hope I get the position. If not, meh, more time for schoolwork!
It's amazing what a difference on day can make. If my eating goes to plan i feel so much lighter/better the next day. When i overeat I feel sluggish and bloated the next day. If only i could stick to the plan more often.
One thing I have been sticking to is growing my hair out. I love long hair but my hair hasn't been past shoulder length until now. It's down to my brastrap in the back. I'm excited

I want to grow it even longer so what I do is take cre of it. I rarely use my flat iron anymore. and i moisturize and deep condition which I like to do, it's relaxing. Why can't weight loss be this easy LOL
My best friends are both slim. Not sickly skinny. but hot skinny. and I tell them all the time how cute their bods are! but they all want to gain weight! WTF? lol goes to show different strokes for different folks. I think that's how that saying goes. anyway I feel good because i was ms. productive today

being productive distracts me from boredom eating. so win-win.
kevin said something that struck a chord with me. "All you girls do is want results with no effort". As male-chauvinist-pig that was, it's true. For me anyway. I tend to think about wanting something SO much that I never get around to actually doing it. I can spend a hour planning my day, or thinking about doing something but never acutally get it done. I think it's procrastination. whatever it is, it needs to stop. I need to get stuff done already! including lose this weight!