Finding Cerella

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11 miles bike - geeesh - Im figuring out next week...I have 3 rotating shifts to work for the new job ie training and then 3 days for my other job ... lets hope I dont burn out!!!
 
11 miles on the BIKE holy cow girl I can barely do 5 miles I may \
have done 5.4 once lol anyway WYG and have a gr8 day Tamy
 
"The only people for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, the ones who never yawn or say a commonplace thing, but burn, burn, burn like fabulous roman candles across the night." Jack Kerouac
 
It's hard for all mums when they have little ones still so dependent, and the extra issues you have certainly add to that. It sounds like you are stepping up there to a new challenge that's worthy of your will to win out over the motherhood hurdles, Cerella. I thoroughly endorse Cannon's great quote. Keep that flame burning!!View attachment 4226
 
Thanx everyone for droppin in :)

Cannon - I liked that - had to reread it a few times but like it:D

Felici - it is great to see you as always

Kelly - I havent been on a bike forever - Im workign on the courage as I have one in the garage...LOL

Jeremy - Im a big bucket of stress - starting a new job and so the list goes on...:D:D:DNever a dull moment here...It is good to see you...
 
Howdy Cerella,
I ate like crap to today but I did try to watch my calories because I swear there are days I feel I can never get full and when I tally up the damage on a BAD BAD day my cals can run from 2,500-4,000 heck 1 day I had 2 pks of pop tarts in 1 day as snacks and they are 200 cals a peice not counting my meals and other snacks just maybe try to set a calorie limit for bad days like maybe 2,000 being the MAX??/Your doing so awesome and I don't want to find ya under a UNHAPPY ROCK ever again lol!
Have a great day Tammy
 
aaahhh I wont get there agian - my life has just been stressful lately and as you knwo Im dealign with other issues as well :):):) all is good though for the most part:):):) Just stressed amoung other things
 
Awww it will get better it always does! I had a couple RUDE dudes that literally came out of the BAR and it is actaually a classy bar anyway me and my son tonight walking the dog they hollar out"who's walking who"I assume it was a dog comment because he is so big and built and drags me down the street lol but NO they hollar again who's walking who then barking basically calling me a DOG so my son asked why are they barking I WAS SO PISSED that I went for my walk and came back by and if they popped thier sorry ass heads out again I was going to have my son hold the dog and give them a piece of my mind lol but they never came back out!

GRRRR gotta love JERKS they made me feel like crap and most of all had NO respect for my 6 year old son I had with me.OK I FEEL BETTER Tammy
I am going to paste this because I forgot to add to my diary lol!
 
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Ha Ha Ha - thanx cannon - and not I didnt know that - I dont even think I am attractive or pretty...

as far as the single parent thing what gets me is having to make every freakin decision there is to make on my own and having only one income and just not having anyone to talk things threw with and to have a safety net of whatever to fall back on - it is only me for the girls and sometimes it really sucks...

I need to jump and have faith with every desiscion I make but so far most of it has turned out...

Im sorry im so whinny and high maintance lately - I just cand seem to find a common ground - Im battlin alot at the moment...

and what scares me too is I feel I am ready to move on and to find someone ready to start making more positive changes...

I want to be held and told everyhitng will be alright - lol - but i guess I will always have that fantasy...
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OH CERELLA!!! You ARE beautiful! You deserve the BEST!! You KNOW that in your heart, take back that part that you let go and make it yours!!:hug2:

I don't blame you, I was saved tonight by a very mature friend who gave me exactly what I needed. I am blessed and lucky, and I wish I was closer so I could come over and help you out and meet the girls :( I'm serious about that!!

I think that we will both meet a man who is capable of loving us the way we need it, and I hope it's sooner than later!!:hug2:
 
Cheer up pookie! None of us are little rays of sunshine right now. I really wonder why. Let's blame it on the water and plot.... ;]
 
Morning Cinder!! I've missed ya girl, so sorry I haven't had time to skim by diary's like I have before. It seems after reading diary's the last few days, everyone on here is having some UNNECESSARY stresses in their lives right now, most by jobs, but others by relationships. I really, really hope this all turns around and FAST! I hate to see or read that others are having it hard or things are not working out. I'm not currently stressing, I just have a lot of work on my plate right now, which is great, because in my job work means MONEY, and well we can all use more of that right. I just want to dedicate this month to all my WLF friends who are having it rough, and let's just all focus on getting better, working on our personal crap and then refocus on the weight loss in another week or two. Please don't stress about eating bad for a few days with all the previous elliptical work you have done, it's not going to hurt you a bit. Just take care of the crap that is getting you down and move forward. As I have said in the past, "Greet it, and send it away" Don't dread on those things you can not change, but work on those you can. I know you'll work through this patch, as you are a STRONG WOMEN! and your mind is in the right place. I'll be here for you if you need to vent. Take Care my friend, and I sure hope your day turns out to be a better one!!
~~~HUGS~~~ and *********A BACK MASSAGE*******
Kim
 
Ok thanx to Griff's help I finally got them pix here:) Thanx you...

So I went to a wedding recepetion on Sunday before I headed off to the island...The first pic is of me and my girls...the second pic is of my family...my bro and parents me and my girls...I put the pic in of my family so you can see a almost full body shot...there is one more of me - it was really good - a shot across the table with me resting my chin and cheeks in my hands...Im abit flush as it was super hot and I had a few drinks - LOL...

Funny but it always blows my mind how very visibal my tatty is - lol - I guess I am just use to it...

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Beautiful! I love the outfit! You look wonderful!

I'm really considering stealing that skirt, lol! ;]
 
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