[fatgirl2phatgrl's Diary] A fatgirl on her way to phatgirl!

That is soooooo funny about your shoe. Even more funny that you took it off and hopped back on, lmao! You go girl. You are doing great with all of the exercise!

LOL.. I know right! I ended up ripping the other thingie off the other shoe lol They are alright now.. I can't let them shoes go! LOL so sad.. thanks for stoppin' by girl!!! :)
 
Haha oh man, I don't know WHAT I'd do if my precious Nike's broke. I friggen looove them! Good for you not letting that be an excuse to stop working out :D
 
Haha oh man, I don't know WHAT I'd do if my precious Nike's broke. I friggen looove them! Good for you not letting that be an excuse to stop working out :D

I know huh!! I was so disappointed when I saw what had happened lol.. But, I think I got everything under control now! LOL

Almost time to hit the Gym! :) WOOO!
 
Hey girl! Hope your day went well!! I had a good day at work again.....too tired after 12hrs of work to workout!!
Keep it up! You're doing awesome! :)
 
Hey girl! Hope your day went well!! I had a good day at work again.....too tired after 12hrs of work to workout!!
Keep it up! You're doing awesome! :)

Hey girl!! Thats good! I know how you feel about being too tired.. I was so tired this evening I had been going at it since 6AM and I didn't get to bed til 2am last night! But, I'm too focused right now to let anything get in my way of working out! LOL I need this too bad! Last night I think was my best workout thus far... WOOO!!!! Thanks for stopping in girl! :)
 
Day 4 is OVER WITH!

Woo! So today was another great day.. it started off real good even though I was sooo tired this morning but, I always get up and go get that paper! LOL Well, on my way I stopped by the gas station and got me a sausage biscuit (they are so great) It's a good size too.. not small but, not big and definitely not greasy! I love em' but, I hadnt ate one in a few weeks.. But, I was real hungry this morning so I got me one with a orange juice to drink... and I must say it was worth every bit of it YUM! LOL -- Then I had a small side-salad late this afternoon and it did wonders... drank lots of water then for dinner I had one slice of wheat bread with a small piece of my mamas famous meatloaf in between with a small side-salad.. and drank more and more water.. and thats it for my eating today! I'm satisfied! Then tonight I went and got my workout on really hard! I know I gotta weigh in tomorrow for the Halloween Challenge and I want to see a smaller number than I saw other day! I'm striving so hard to get under the big fat 3 mark! I'll be so happy then.. It's been forever since I've weighed 2 something.. I was the same weight for years and years.. But, thats all about to change now! :) -- ANYHOOS.. On to my workout lol.. tonight I went in the Gym and they was quite a few folks up in there.. it's usually not that many.. but, I saw a few slimmer girls working out so I knew I had to shine LOL and I got in there and went so hard and loved every minute of it!! I did almost 7 miles tonight!! WOOOOO!!!! And the sweat that came off of me was crazyyyy! And it felt so great.. it was the best workout I've done so far! I saw the girls looking at me and one said "Damn, she's not stopping she keeps going I wish I could do that.. go ahead girlfriend!!" -- That made me feel good!!! LOL I was like YEAH BOY!!!! bahahahahaha! I also brought a book along tonight that I have been reading but, I havent read any in a few months.. I've been so busy.. So I brought it along to keep my eyes off of the time & how many miles I've done.. It did a great job of doing that.. The book is called Act like a lady, think like a man by Steve Harvey.. It's a wonderful book.. it opens your eyes to a man more than you'd even imagine lol.. I love it so far.. But, honestly my man has told me alot that Steve Harvey is giving away about a man.. I love learning about those weird creatures lol.. its so hard to understand them sometimes! -- Anyways lol .. the book is a great thing to bring along while your working out it did wonders for me tonight.. I'll be through with that book in no time now lol and then I can finally get started on my Twilight books!!! WOOO! Gotta keep myself focused on this workout! :) I'm loving it!!!! But, thats my Day 4!! Now, I'm about to hit the shower and relax a bit before hitting the sack... lol show me love!

xoxo,
Jaz
 
OMG what a great day you had! 1 thing about the Twilight books.........you won't be able to put them down..you get through them THAT quick! I read all 4 within 3 weeks! lol But do it...they're the best boks EVER!!! That will keep you motivated!! :) Have a wonderful day today!! :)
 
OMG what a great day you had! 1 thing about the Twilight books.........you won't be able to put them down..you get through them THAT quick! I read all 4 within 3 weeks! lol But do it...they're the best boks EVER!!! That will keep you motivated!! :) Have a wonderful day today!! :)

I know it! I did the whole audio book thing with the first one but, I couldnt get into it.. AND I LOVED the movie.. I can't wait for the second part to come out!! But, I have all of the books and I'm going to start from the first one.. it just does wonders for me while im working out!!! :) -- Thanks girl I hope you have a fabulous weekend! :)
 
Well, ladies & gents! I'm down 4pds since Monday! I hopped on the scale this morning due to having to weigh in for the Halloween Challenge and it said 317.2! I can NOT wait til it starts to say 2 something! Just to get out of the 3's will make me feel so much better and like I've finally accomplished something! WOOO! Just 17.2 pds to go to get outta them!! :) I can do it, I can do it, I can do it, I can do it! YEAHHHH! LOL.. Hope yall are having a fabulous Friday!!!!! :) xoxo!
 
hey girl,
just wanted to say thanks for passing by my diary and for the encouragement...we're all in this to win this! i see your just as determined to get out of the 300club...i tell you i can barely remember the last time i weighed two hundred and something pounds...can't wait.

wow, i have to congratulate you on the AMAZING job your doing, your kicking butt in that gym! and the pounds are flying off of you like crazy! you keep going girl, your doing great.

i've heard so much about steve harvey's book and i really need to get myself a copy, i saw a short clip of him on oprah where he was discussing about giving out the cookie hehehe. at that point i was like i need to get me a copy real quick!

i also wanted to say i loved your intro post in your diary, i can identify with alot of stuff you said on there. one thing i have to say is that i really commend you for always being confident and dressing up no matter what. it's one of the things i regret. in my case from when i was younger even though my family loved me and made me know i was beautiful i just never felt like it because all my thin girl friends are the one's who got attention from the boys but never me :( so i've had self-esteem issues for the longest time, so i never ever dressed up, i always dressed like crap on a day to day basis. if there was an occassion or something i'd make an effort once in a while but looking back i think i didn't take care of myself much because i wanted to be invisible to the world. i still struggle with those issues till today! which is why i'm on this health journey, i'm trying to find the real me and discover myself. i'm 29yrs old and i don't want to keep living like i have in the past. so ever since i started on my health journey early this year i've started making attempts to buy myself nice things and start dressing up, pampering myself and putting on make up and discovering that i have to love my body and myself first before others can love me. when it comes to guys i feel like i'm so emotionally damaged because over the years i've always felt like if they said i was attractive that they were lying...i'm only overcoming those things now, slowly but i'm getting there.

i'm so glad to hear you found yourself a good man who loves you just as you are...and i'm sure it must make all the difference that he's there to support you through every step of this journey your on :)

ok, i think i've rambled enough for now lol! i have to say i love your enthusiasm, it's contagious so i'll definitely be coming on here more often for motivation. your off to a great start. k, all the best xoxo
 
hey girl,
just wanted to say thanks for passing by my diary and for the encouragement...we're all in this to win this! i see your just as determined to get out of the 300club...i tell you i can barely remember the last time i weighed two hundred and something pounds...can't wait.

wow, i have to congratulate you on the AMAZING job your doing, your kicking butt in that gym! and the pounds are flying off of you like crazy! you keep going girl, your doing great.

i've heard so much about steve harvey's book and i really need to get myself a copy, i saw a short clip of him on oprah where he was discussing about giving out the cookie hehehe. at that point i was like i need to get me a copy real quick!

i also wanted to say i loved your intro post in your diary, i can identify with alot of stuff you said on there. one thing i have to say is that i really commend you for always being confident and dressing up no matter what. it's one of the things i regret. in my case from when i was younger even though my family loved me and made me know i was beautiful i just never felt like it because all my thin girl friends are the one's who got attention from the boys but never me :( so i've had self-esteem issues for the longest time, so i never ever dressed up, i always dressed like crap on a day to day basis. if there was an occassion or something i'd make an effort once in a while but looking back i think i didn't take care of myself much because i wanted to be invisible to the world. i still struggle with those issues till today! which is why i'm on this health journey, i'm trying to find the real me and discover myself. i'm 29yrs old and i don't want to keep living like i have in the past. so ever since i started on my health journey early this year i've started making attempts to buy myself nice things and start dressing up, pampering myself and putting on make up and discovering that i have to love my body and myself first before others can love me. when it comes to guys i feel like i'm so emotionally damaged because over the years i've always felt like if they said i was attractive that they were lying...i'm only overcoming those things now, slowly but i'm getting there.

i'm so glad to hear you found yourself a good man who loves you just as you are...and i'm sure it must make all the difference that he's there to support you through every step of this journey your on :)

ok, i think i've rambled enough for now lol! i have to say i love your enthusiasm, it's contagious so i'll definitely be coming on here more often for motivation. your off to a great start. k, all the best xoxo

Hey girl!!! Thanks so much for stopping by! :) -- I totally understand what you are saying.. and I'm so glad you are figuring yourself out more and more and learning to love yourself & your body! :) Thats the first big step.. so the rest is up to keeping it that way! Which from how you are talking (typing lol) I think you are on the right track!!! You'll get there hun.. its not a easy road but its well worth it! It may take us a while to see the truth behind things but as long as we still got time and we're willing to change it.. thats the best thing! So I applaud you! :hurray:

The Steve Harvey book is fabulous girl.. lol you need to get a copy!! It's worth it.. You wont wanna put it down if you got time to read it! I'm so glad I picked it back up while I'm working out because it did wonders for me last night! My hr workout went by so frickin' fast and I didn't stop ONE TIME besides switching from the bike to the treadmill.. it was great! LOL I've made myself not be able to read anymore until I'm in the gym.. so that gives me something to look fwd to!!! :) Keeps me on track with going to workout and to know that.. thats my only time I can read it! I'm excited about working out lol...

And just keep your head up high.. everything & everyone is going to fall into place in your life soon.. just watch! :) -- Please stop by anytime! I love folks who can help motivate me as well!!!
 
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Day 5 is here & almost over with!

So today.. well, well! Where do I begin! It was a wild & crazy day and it's ending quite good... TGIF by the way! LOL I had to take care of a few things today and then me and my fiance' was gonna go out to eat and enjoy our night.. but in the mix of that me and the finace' bumped heads and there was an argument and I HAVE TO HAVE THE LAST WORD! lol Anyhoos.. we had a few words over something stupid.. (TMI -- probaby cause im PMS'n) LMAO! But, anyways to prevent myself from getting angry I went to walmart to pick up a few things and ended up getting more than I went to get and saw a few ppl I hadnt saw in a while and talked for ever it seemed.. so that took up more time lol so our plans to go out and eat got cancelled lol and he wasnt too happy about that LOL a few more words got said and I told him I was going to the Gym and which I did lol and worked out by myself tonight *WOOHOO GO ME!!!* lol he wasn't too happy about that either but between that time I was gone and when I got home we both came to realize we was both wrong in how we went about the argument.. or MISUNDERSTANDING as we like to call it.. so we talked it out and got things squared away (like we normally do when this little misunderstandings happen) -- And he said what have you ate today?? AND THEN I realized....... I HAVEN'T ATE ANYTHING TODAY!!!!! Whoa! Surprising! This is like 11pm.. so he insist I need to eat something but, I dont want to eat this late.. I tell him I'll make up for it tomorrow.. then he goes into saying I shouldnt have worked out when I hadnt ate today.. I should have at least ate a little something before hand.. But, its not like I TRIED not to eat.. I JUST FORGOT! (How does a person forget to eat???? LOL) I've just been crazy busy today... but, yeah anyways! I'm eating a bowl of sugar-free peaches now... and they are touching the spot! -- As far as my workout tonight.. I did another 5 miles on the bike and a mile on the treadmill and I had sweats on so I was sweating pretty hard tonight! :) WOOO GO ME #2! LOL I feel good though and I'm about to tear the rest of these peaches up and make sure I dont forget to eat again!!! Its not good for ya.. especially if your trying to lose weight... I know I know lol... I'm gonna do better!! Its crazy cuz when I weighed in earlier for the Halloween Challenge I weighed 317.2 and when I weighed after I worked out tonight I weighed 315.0 -- WOW!!! Thats crazy isnt it??? Thats what NO food and a GREAT workout did for me.. But, as good as it looks.. I can't lose weight that way (Not eating)!! NO SIR!! And I wont! :) -- So let me finish these peaches LOL... leave me love folks!!

xoxo,
Jaz
 
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You're exercise routine is great. :) Keep it up. I won't say anything about the eating b/c you already know...haha

It's good that you went to exercise after your argument. If me and Tay argue I'm just too mad to do anything! lol Good for you for wearing sweatpants! I HATE to sweat and I especially hate to work out in sweatpants. lol
 
You're exercise routine is great. :) Keep it up. I won't say anything about the eating b/c you already know...haha

It's good that you went to exercise after your argument. If me and Tay argue I'm just too mad to do anything! lol Good for you for wearing sweatpants! I HATE to sweat and I especially hate to work out in sweatpants. lol

LOL thank you!!! -- Yes, ma'am! I can't let that happen no more! haha

& Girlllll if I hadnt went and worked out... goodness gracious! LOL I usually do wear sweat capri's and a hoody while I'm working out.. gives that good sweat! :) Then hit the shower soon as I get home... lol I hate to sweat any other time.. but I can accept it while I'm exercising lol
 
Well, Day 6! Not so much to talk about really.. First off I DID EAT TODAY!! LOL.. We went out to eat and while we was near the mall I uhm.. kinda, sorta wanted to just go look around in my favorite store and ended up shopping! LOL... But, I ate 4 chicken tenders and some fries... and drank tons & tons of water today! Didn't go exercise today because I'm going to label today as my "OFF DAY" -- Gonna go workout hard tomorrow though! :) I walked lots in the mall so I can give myself a little credit lol.. But, I am sooo worn out! I'm about to call it a night soon.. had to run by walmart and get a few things that I forgot last night lol... now I'm ready to lay it down and watch a movie (or at least try) with my man and count sheep! Goodnight folks! :) I hope you are having a wonderful weekend!!!

xoxo,
Jaz
 
Starting off Day 7 and I'm still 315! WOO! I thought I may went back to 317 since I hadnt ate, then I ate something.. But, nope! I only got 15pds to go to get away from them horrible 3's!! I hope yall have a wonderful, blessed Sunday!
 
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