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Hey I know how you feel! I've been stuck at the same weight for a while too. I'm definitely trying to do better this week. We'll be buddies you and i and see if we can't shed at least one lb. this week!!:)
 
thanks so much gals! by the way...y'all can call me Far =-) thats wat my friends usually call me =-)

anyways, just wanted to post that yesterday went very well i had about 1200 cals and weighed in this mornin at about 160-at least i didnt gain this weekend!

ok-so i sat up last night and made my thanxgiving potluck list-there will be an abundant amount of food there and about 15 people coming over to eat it-I am in charge of the turkey and am glad to be throwing thanxgivin w/ my friends at my place. all the planning made me realize how thanxgivin craving to eat and then have seconds and then have thirds would be a problem. every thanxgivin it is a problem because I dont care how much i eat-then that leads to more problems because we will have leftovers (not that many because i will tell people to take home their stuff!) but none the less - it could cause problems.

I think that when I get down to it, the thing that makes me break my healthy diet turns out to be the feeling like i'm (forgive the experssion) jipping myself. i think, why do all these people here get to eat as much and then some of what they want, and i have to only eat so much. anybody else agree?!?
 
Hey there! It's great that you're "Just doing it" again :D I think it's inevitable that we're all going to experience those times when it'd just be so easy to give up, but the real test will be if we can keep on going down that harder road.. ya know :)
I don't think you have anything to worry about for Thanksgiving. You could always eat a little extra of the turkey. Well from what it seems.. turkey is very lean.
But yeah... I don't have a problem with feeling like I'm jipping myself. The thing that gets me is that I always start thinking to myself "Well.. I'm exercising now, so that means I can eat more!"
And then when I start eating more, I start exercising less and less and well.. you know where that goes.

But anywho! We just have to stay strong! We can do it!!
 
alrighty, well i have decided to list the reasons why I am doing this so that I'll have something to remind myself each time i want to have that midnight snack:

1) to go shopping and be happy
2) to not have to use a safety pin to get into my sexy jeans
3) to be able to finally fit into the 8 pairs of pants i have collected over the years as my "when i lose weight" jeans
4) to be on the dancefloor and feel like the sexieset person in the room
5) to finally for the first time in my life buy that little black AND red dress
6) to not have my family judge me at every party
7) to be in the shower and feel happy
8) to finally be done with 8 years of struggle for loss
9) to look amazing in my wedding dress
10) to be finally...finally in my prime!

--i forget ALL these reasons when i want that quick emotional fix of food, i have to remember that these causes are worth more than that, more than just a temporary quick fix....especially when I can have it the next day!
 
Hi Girly
I hope you have a wonderful day!
It’s amazing how sleep helps you with your will power!
You are going a great job! Thank you for the kind words. You are always so supportive to me and I wanted to tell ya thanks, you’re a doll.
Stay strong, you can do this! :)
 
hey guys, it's thrs. morning and i jumped on the scale, after many on and offs, it read 159! i'm on track, i know i'll definitely hit 158 by sunday and i have been eating seriously-it's been hard to stick to what's right, and damned stressful. i have noticed that i can end up a grouch at times when i dont get my food-but i'm trying to shake that off. i think it's my head trying to work against me-but i need to not let it get me down =-)

movin my ticker feels so good!
 
Great job partner. I broke mine today also.Down to 152! I'm excited about it! About that party....maybe we should start planning??!!!:D
 
Woohoo!! Grats on the pound lost!!! I think I'm gonna either be the same this week or go back up to 220 again.. grrr.
But it's ok so long as I keep at it. I know the weight will come off :)

Anywho!! You're doing awesome! :D :D
 
hey guys, it's thrs. morning and i jumped on the scale, after many on and offs, it read 159! i'm on track, i know i'll definitely hit 158 by sunday and i have been eating seriously-it's been hard to stick to what's right, and damned stressful. i have noticed that i can end up a grouch at times when i dont get my food-but i'm trying to shake that off. i think it's my head trying to work against me-but i need to not let it get me down =-)

movin my ticker feels so good!

Awesome!!! It's a great feeling to move the ticker. You are doing great! Thanks for popping by to visit me. I'll be back by this weekend to check on you. Take care and have a great weekend!
 
hey guys, well i am doin well today, i think i'll definitely FINALLY make my goal this week, i just need to get past the thnxgivin dinner sunday! i didnt go to the gym yesterday, which most likely isnt very good for my goal, but am DETERMINED to go today! its one of those things that if you dont do it, you will kick yourself later...you know?!

will check back in with all of your diaries ltr...

i am definitely gunna get drunk 2nite, and i am going to tell all my friends to keep me away from food-this is the week that i am going to make it, no screw ups!
 
Have a good evening!! This is just copied, but I want ed to get to everyone's diaries and don't have a lot of time. Just know I wish you well!
 
hey guys, well i havent weighed myself since friday, but will do at the gym today...i didnt go to the gym on sunday, and i most likely ate about 1500-2000 cals with dinner (thanxgivin w/ friends), but am going to try to work hard at the gym today to regain my lead. i think i'm gunna weigh in at 158-hopefully that'll work out so i can finally change my ticker. i'm not worried...i know this weeks gunna be fine--foodwise

but personal problems just seem to keep pushin me to the limit
--my parents guilt tripped me into not seeing my bf on friday, therefore no big date with my bf on friday--he was planning an all-day date friday. i am so mad, i cant satisfy everybody and he says that we can always do it later, but i want to reschedule the date now! but he doesnt seem too aware of my wants--guess i'll have to make them known.

i am having such a hard time these two weeks, havent had a chance to see my bf in a long ass time and now when i do, it's f-ing thanxgiving and my family wants to see me. give me a break!--
--ps-sorry 4 venting, and i know i probably sound like a stupid girl who is (insert b here) _itching about nothing--but its how i feel, no matter how dumb it is...
 
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