- It's not a new low Rob, but a slight improvement. I think crayfish are little crustaceans. It was a supermarket brand soup, so horrific. I could still get the smell for hours afterwards.
- Haha, yes I do Hana. I ate the last of the mini Mars bars this morning!

- We call it porridge here Flyer, it's the processed oats version I mean.
- Yep, sure they're only small Petal.

- That's cool we are around the same Amy, hope we keep moving down the same path towards our goals!
I'm going to continue the food diary here, even though it's incredibly difficult to stay on plan at the moment, because I am out of the house for so many hours every evening. I also had a few drinks last night, the stress is getting to me a little! But I will be driving for the rest of the week so that should stop that.
Weight -
Sun 3rd Nov - 178.2 - 41.6% - 27.1
Mon 4th Nov -
177.3 - 41.8% -
27
Tue 5th Nov -
177 - 41.7% -
26.9
Really nice to see my BMI under 27 this morning. I really want that body fat percentage to go down, I think that's when I will really start noticing it in my body, but at least I feel I am trying again. Moving home might be great for me, as I can't really order takeaways or come home and binge on loads of food without comments being made. So that's probably good.
I saw photographs of myself yesterday - loads, from our dress rehearsal - and I'm a little bit sad about them. The positives are that my face looks good, which I guess is a massive positive. The bad is that I just look so heavy, I hate it. My head and legs look too small for my mid-section, if that makes sense. I guess the part I'm playing is quite an imposing one, but I looked at the pictures and all I could see was the Trunchbull.

Not cool. Still, it's motivating me for the future as it's too late to do much now. But I can see why actresses are so skinny. It's just so easy to scrutinise yourself when you have photos taken of you all the time. And no one wants to look fat on stage.
Mon 4th Nov
Exercise - 30 minute run (2.94 miles) 10'16''/mile - Haven't been for a run since August, so I was very happy with this.
Food -
B: porridge, 10 blueberries, milk, 1 slice brown bread with butter and marmalade
S: 10 cashews, mini mars bar
L: Vegetable lasagne, carrots, boiled potato, broccoli, 2 chips, spinach
S: Sunflower seeds, 2 mini mars bars, 1 choc biscuit, 1 viscount biscuit, piece of pineapple, 1 jelly baby
D: 3 slices pepperoni pizza
D: Glass of orange juice; coffee and milk; 2 glasses of red wine (well, someone stole one of them after I'd only taken a few sips - annoying!), 2 pints Hophouse 13
Tue 5th Nov
Food -
B: scrambled eggs (2 eggs, milk), 6 cherry tomatoes, slice of brown bread, butter
S: mini Mars bar (finally gone! - Dad just discovered the empty pack, haha), cholesterol yoghurt drink, 8 raspberries
S: 2 pieces yellow snack
D: orange juice; coffee and milk; coffee and milk with dash of cream
S: cod liver oil
I have added a new 'Supplements' section, as my throat is sore and I need to start taking some boosters.