Eerika's Diary

ASo I turned 22 years old yesterday! :) I visited my parent's place and we did some good food and ate some mudcake! I really had to get some... :D But the diet will continue now. I didnt weigh myself this weekend, and I guess its better do it next weekend.

This morning I will start my labour ward practical training! Im excited but just mostly nervous.. I dont know will this make me sad or happy, but I have to do it. :leaving:

I will be back. xo
 
AHey there! Ive been planning to write for whole week but Ive been so tired and busy. My first AMAZING week in the labour ward is behind me, I must say it has been such a awesome experience. Yesterday I spent the whole day helping a baby to this world! We call the room "labour theater" when mother is about to give a birth.. So I was in the labour theater and we got baby out just in time when my morning shift was coming to the end! YAY! It was just incredible, I saw my second labour yesterday. Im so sure I want to be a midwife some day. There is like no better job (in my eyes..)! Now I know exactly what does it mean when mom is pushing that few kilos nugget out of her... I can only wonder how the hell are we capable of doing that?!?!!

Anyway, the best practical training eveRRR. :)

Today Im going to my cousin's wedding with my family and bf. My relatives are seeing him for the first time, since we've been together over a year.. going to be a bit thrilling! :D

Diet has been fine, except yesterday I ate chinese and some ice cream... My periods are about to start. :(
 
Hi Eerika


I'm sort of new to the forum, even though I joined already a year ago:rolleyes: I just found your diary for the first time today and read through it, the whole thing, all the missing posts did make it a little bit difficult. It's such an inspiration to see your story, I learned that I should also post when I don't feel good. Not post only when things are going well. I am getting inspiration from your strength. Thank you and Keep Strong
 
AOh Thanks for your message AnneMouse! Cant believe you actually read my diary through!

Im so sorry Ive deleted so many posts... I was angry some time ago and just deleted most of the important posts.. Plah.. :( Ive had here lots of pictures and stories but yea... Maybe Ive regret a bit that I did that, I should have just accepted those times as well.

Anyway, you're so very welcome to the forum! xoxo
 
AMy diet suffers again! Damn. I got my periods four days ago and started to eat all the junk. I just dont get why the hell periods does this to me every single time?! Or is it just me...

Anyway. Ive gained and feeling like shit. So Im looking for my motivation and trying to start fresh tomorrow!
 
ADon't panic, it happens to most of us, just jump back on track as you begin to feel better.
 
ATrusylver you're absolutely right. Im going to push myself to do it again... Like hundreds of times before. No choices. I will be back later!
 
hi erika!Missed you guys a lot....Happy delayed bday pretty girl.!!!

I am glad you are still on here!not disappearing like i did..................

How are you doing.I read that your periods came and you had 4 bad days.

Also what did your folks say about your bf?did they like him??????
 
AJasper so good to see you around! I dont like you dissapearing, felt all alone here for while! ;)

Im doing fine now, cos I had my first diet day yesterday. When I go all crazy with food, it is not doing good to my mental health!
We had a conversation with my bf two days ago and he said maybe 80kg would be a good target at this point to reach. Cos I tend to break down with this weightloss often probably cos Im reaching the moon out of sky! So we will see. Im trying to reach 80kg in three months... :)

My parents have seen my bf of course, but other relatives havent. So they saw at the wedding and ofc liked him a lot. :) Everything went fine...

I will write more later, preparing myself now to work! I saw your lovely beach photos Jasper! You look so great, I wish I would be near 80kg already!
xo
 
AI havent been around lately because Ive spent last 8 weeks at my home town working in the hospital like craaazzzyy. Now I've 2 weeks "holiday" before school starts again.

I do have some news though... Do not drop your eyes to the floor!

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Im exactly 10+0 weeks pregnant at the moment! I wanted to keep this secret as long as I could, cos Ive been so afraid losing the baby again. Everything has been fine so far, in few weeks we're going to see some new ultrasound picture! I do have a bump, but my weight is at 92kg. Huh. I wish I wont gain over 12kg while being pregnant!

Anyway, I will be back! :)
 
AGlad you are feeling better now :D

Let us know how its going! And don't use pregnancy as an excuse to pig out as your going to get a big tummy anyway! I did with both my kiddies, and I regret it so much.

How is your bf about it all? And your parents? x
 
AHeya! My 14th week pregnant begins today, Ive made it already this far! Next monday we're going to the ultrasound and see if everything is how it should be.
 
APoor you :( Being pregnant, for most women anyway, is HORRIBLE!!!! It is like your really ill. And there is no way on the planet that men could understand it. I only worked one day a week when I was pregnant with charlie, and even that was hard enough. With lily thank god I wasn't working, and I could just lie around in bed all day feeling terrible.

Oooh wow, did you find out if its a boy or a girl yet? :) Any names in mind? What is your due date?

Its crazy how things you used to love suddenly repulse you when your pregnant. Good when its something bad tho :) Glad I was repulsed by cigarettes. I totally went off my favourite perfume tho!

It will become more real to him as your bump gets bigger I think. Glad your mum is happy about it :D

You can do it!!!! You have to make sure your getting enough vitamins, because baby will take everything s/he needs from you, and you will feel even worse if you don't eat the right stuff. I know the temptation is there to think Sod it- My belly is going to get big anyway so I can eat what I want, but please don't!!!

Hope you feel better soon anyway my deary x
 
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