Diary of Antagonist

WOW it's been a long time:eek:
I've been ridiculously busy for someone my age...
But I'm happy to say that at no point have I dropped out of my routine.:D
I guess I was around 146 the last time I posted. Now I'm 141 officially, but it's been a while since I weighed in. I'll update tomorrow.
 
So today was my cheat day... I overdid it, wouldn't be surprised if I went over 2000 calories... but for the past week I've been sticking strictly to 1200 so it's not that bad. Anyway, now all my cravings are satisfied and I'm ready to start a new week.

About my ticker.. yesterday the scale said 138, so that's what I set it to. But this morning it said 139. I really don't want to bring it back up; it's a mix of laziness and stubbornness that's keeping me from changing it. But it kind of sucks that tomorrow I won't be able to take what it says seriously either, as I always weigh more after my cheat day due to sodium and stuff. I'll have to wait till Sunday to find out if I'm 138 or 139. One thing's for sure though, I'm out of the 140's forever.

Edit: I'm just inside the normal BMI range now, this caused a mini victory celebration inside my head when I found out.
 
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I've decided to name the fish in my ticker. From now on he will be known as Quincy Tickerfish. I am being serious.

You know what I just realised? My name on this site is Antagonist. Why did I call myself that? What was I thinking, back in September? Hm.

My name is Samantha and I am in a silly mood. Yes. I like to call it my weekend delirium. *pats Quincy*

Quincy, when I reach my goal weight, I'm making a speech about you.
 
Okay, gross. I have been absolutely disgusting this weekend. Friday night, Saturday night, and Sunday night, I went totally overboard with the food. I'm really scared to weigh myself. But I'll force myself to do it tomorrow. If I'm up to 140 again, I'm going to go crazy. I feel like throwing up all the crap I ate. I won't actually do it, I'm just saying.
Tomorrow, exam week starts. I feel like crying. I hope I feel better in the morning, because I can not go through the exams feeling like this.
Anyway, for now I'm listening to my favourite song a few times, and then I'll go to bed. (My favourite song is Baba O'Riley =D)
 
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Weighed in at 139.4 this morning... I was disappointed, but not surprised. Honestly I'm through feeling sorry for myself. Time to get back on track. Just burned 300 calories on the treadmill, and after this I'm going to do some weightlifting. :mad: (this is my determined face, lol)
 
Still have to lose 1 pound to be back at 138. I don't mind though, actually I'm in a REALLY good mood right now (go figure..it's like I only post when emotional:p ) One exam left, and it's the easy one.:) And then Christmas vacation.

I'm considering starting a thread in the Before and After section. I have an ideal "before", it's me at 156. I'll take a "during" soon. Maybe on Christmas, when I'm all...dressed-uppish.
 
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Well I screwed up around Christmas. Gained a few pounds, mostly because I treated Christmas Eve as a cheat day times 10. The good news is that I lost like half of it already, now I'm at 140.6
I hate going back and forth between the 30's and 40's though. I'm in like the exact same place as a month ago. Talk about frustrating.:rolleyes:
I got a good "during" picture, it's the same pose as my "before" so you can see a 20-pound difference, the problem is that I haven't had enough courage yet to actually post a thread with the pictures. Heh, maybe when I'm done the whole way..
 
Well I screwed up around Christmas
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Most of us did the same so no worries. My family has members of every religion under the sun so the food starts about two weeks before and didn't stop until the other day lol...... No worries we'll get back on track.
 
I'm back under the 140 mark, and I've said it before, but I'm determined to never see that number again. As a little treat now I'm having a peanut butter flavoured lollipop. Yes, you read correctly. I wish I could say that it tastes better than it sounds, but I'm not sure if that's true.
 
I'm now around 138... I haven't made progress at all this year yet.. But then again, I haven't been exercising much so I can't expect much.
I decided it was time for a new ticker - I LOVE the new one, reminds me of my art class where we are learning animation. (Also it reminds me of Felix the Cat.)
 
Woo Hoo!

It's always nice to see those numbers going down again - isn't it?
:)

Great job!
 
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