Diary: Curvie Girlie: A Yo-Yo's Reformation

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My gyno once told me that when women crave chocolate it's usually b/c they need to get more calcium. Makes sense during TOM b/c I believe our bodies seem to get depleted faster. But what do I know..lmao:)
 
Personally speaking, I think women crave chocolate during their period, because it's a substandard substitution for dick. But hey... that's just me. hahaa!

Val, don't frett about the crap food. I'm in the same boat.. yet I haven't had my period just yet. I'm on the verge of getting it, which I need to happen really soon, because I'm forcing myself not to binge on shit. My cravings are going insane. BAH!!!

As for "my halloween costume," this one is only temporary for the challenge. If anything, I'm just going to get all UK goth girl out Halloween night, because I actually miss being able to dress up like that. I'll definitely post it in your thread though, honey. :D

-Sheryl
 
Personally speaking, I think women crave chocolate during their period, because it's a substandard substitution for dick. But hey... that's just me. hahaa!

Val, don't frett about the crap food. I'm in the same boat.. yet I haven't had my period just yet. I'm on the verge of getting it, which I need to happen really soon, because I'm forcing myself not to binge on shit. My cravings are going insane. BAH!!!

As for "my halloween costume," this one is only temporary for the challenge. If anything, I'm just going to get all UK goth girl out Halloween night, because I actually miss being able to dress up like that. I'll definitely post it in your thread though, honey. :D

-Sheryl


Dammit--if you're on the verge of getting yours, I must be one the verge of getting mine!:mad: No wonder I've been so damn hungry this week! lmao. Yeah, that's my excuse...lol
 
Hey Val!


Stopping by to say hi and see how you are!

Yesterday must have been chocolate day for the ladies of WLF!

I have some chocolate (mini hershey bars and reeses cups) in a jar on my desk. I keep it behind my computer monitor, so I don't see it...I think I have had like three total since the beginning of October...but yesterday...I had 6! I was craving it like no tomorrow!!! It was insane...but I think I took care of it...I am fine today. :)

I no longer have periods, but I know my hormones still cycle....cause I still am cyclically symptomatic with some bloating, and feeling more teary and senstive...and yesterday the chocolate craving!!
 
Hey Curvie! Thanks for stopping by my diary :)

Anyways, I totally agree with you on cravings during that time. I mean, I know when it's coming up and I know I crave almost everything but especially chocolate. And yet... I still seem to gorge myself and then when my period starts a few days later or whatnot I'm like... Oh that's why! Well of course that's why! I've known that for years! I just can't seem to realize it at the time :p So, I'm gonna try and be more conscious of that, lol. But yeah, I know whatcha mean.

So I'm just curious what your weight is at now and how much you've lost? It's hard for me to get a grasp on how people are doing when they don't have a ticker, LOL. I loves my ticker.
 
Ok, nevermind... ignore me. I so didn't even notice the writing on the bunny pic! So.... ignore my question, lol.
 
Dammit--if you're on the verge of getting yours, I must be one the verge of getting mine!:mad: No wonder I've been so damn hungry this week! lmao. Yeah, that's my excuse...lol

My freakin' red headed cousin will be knockin' down the door here to.. :rolleyes:

Good Grief..I may have ta get crunk!

:D

:p
 
Blancita: Like I said in your rep, sometimes a girl just has to have TWO. :)

Beth: Ahhh, WLF period sympathy! :cry: how sweet of you! :D no that is odd, but after taking biological psychology it makes a lot of sense!

Christina: I love my buh-nee! :drooling: Thanks for coming by as well, I left a message about your BF.

Cutthroat Thug Bitch: Geez there are way too many euphemisms for MENSTRUAL CYCLE! :rotflmao:


I was thinking about something David said:

When I was 184 lbs. (years ago) and looked at the mirror all I could see was a fat guy. I could point to all the rolls and flab and loose skin. Of course I was in size 34 pants and people all around me were telling me I looked great and that I shouldn't lose any more weight. Idiots, all of them.

When I was 305 lbs (some years later) I looked at the photographs of me when I was 184 and couldn't believe that I wasn't satisfied with the way I looked at 184.

I'm not sure you ever stop thinking of yourself as a fat person. We focus on the flaws and tap directly into the mindset of years of self-disgust.

I suppose it is best that we listen to those around us that don't love us. Fortunately they are in abundance. The way they treat us is likely a better indicator of our appearance.

Bad news for me... but at least realistic.

David

I was complacent with the whole thing about not being happy at a good weight, and then when you get chubbier (or fatter, depending on the extreme), you realize how good you had it! But he hit it on the nose with the comment about never stopping thinking about yourself as a fat person. I still see myself as I was when I was 160 sometimes. Yes, I know that was still a BMI of 25, and not bad at all, but I was surrounded by people with a BMI of like 20 or 21 and that sucked, being the Large One. I still sort of get amazed when I look in the mirror and see a person with a fit body. But you know, if I let myself go, it would quickly morph away! :rotflmao: However, I don't agree with listening to people around us that don't give a shit, because....

Last night was a disaster. I admit I ate too much trailmix and cried because I missed my stupid boyfriend. I was IMing my friend and she wrote,

"I'm binge-eating right now" (she is 5'1" and 135 lbs, and cute as a bug and doesn't really look pudgy to me)

I IMed, "Me too, LOL"

We were both alone on our laptops at home wishing we were with our loved ones. But I was watching 2007 Hairspray for some reason. I haven't watched many musicals and I can't remember the one with Ricki Lake, but the message was so positive! All about acceptance and a good self esteem despite those around you making negative comments...FUCK THEM! Self worth is the hardest thing...and the dude who played the cute young dancer was HOT! :drooling:
 
Stacy, Ok I'll stop calling you that! I think Blancita has decked a girl in the New Yawk subway before, and Ms. Booty has decked someone else for some reason, and so on ans so on, so I can't signal you out for being a Sav. LOL!
 
However, I don't agree with listening to people around us that don't give a shit, because....

Amen, babygirl! Wow... now I don't have to go to church after reading this. haha I love your positive attitude and shexy "voluptuous thighs." As for bf, I'm sorry you were crying the other night, Val Bunny. Well, don't fret... you have your 5k this weekend and I have all faith in you that you're going to doing exceptionally well! Now whoop some asses and bring home a win for the WLF Thug Bitches! Grrrrr! hahaaa Love yas, Bunny!

I think Blancita has decked a girl in the New Yawk subway before, and Ms. Booty has decked someone else for some reason, and so on ans so on, so I can't signal you out for being a Sav. LOL!

Blancita- I knew that girl was gangsta.

As for me... ummm.... I don't "deck" people... I "rock them," babygirl. LOL

-Sheryl
 


Amen, babygirl! Wow... now I don't have to go to church after reading this. haha I love your positive attitude and shexy "voluptuous thighs."

LOL!! :rotflmao: Thank you, I try :eek: And yes, the crying was relieving some tension I guess. Love sucks, it is so damn stupid and painful! Just kidding....I know it's great, too. Go rock em!! :D
 
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