Where to start?
Well last night was nice, I <3 Russians. Eugene "Zjen-yah" (but I call him Jangus) is such a nice host. They were all drinking shots of vodka all night, the BF was just having a few beers, and I
had
chocolate
for
dinner!
Sometimes ya just gotta have chocolate for dinner. I was bleeding hard, cramps, AND my entire body was sore, especially my hips. I also had a pomegranate. The restaurants were all terrible in the vicinity (West Hamilton) and there wasn't a Whole Foods nearby, either. We watched South Park and Sarah Silverman (DOO-DEE!) and a bunch of terrible Russian music videos.
I need to add up the calories but I will later, I just got home from the mountains where I spent the night with the BF. I've grown fond of sleeping alone, but I miss how nice it is to cuddle up to the lil BF--he's 6'1" now and 155 lbs, so he's
very long and very lean, and he likes to sleep sort of fetal style and I spoon him and kiss and cuddle my face against his back in my sleep. I wake myself up cuddling him too hard! He likes it.
This morning I was checking out my body and it is looking GOOD! The weight training has really affected it, and I can see that some of my fat is gone. Looking leaner, but my ass is still bangin' so I couldn't ask for more. In fact, the BF even got wood when I was on the couch with him and he made me get my legs off him (I was resting them due to my sore hips). That was pretty flattering!
I have this song stuck on my head today:
I like the women in this video, they aren't all plastic and they look like they were just some of the rapper's friend's cousins and they were like axed, "Yo you want to make a dub?" LOL!!!
My body feels much better today! I didn't get my text book in the mail yesterday
Hopefully today.....
On Detroit: As a person who is pretty poor and an advocate for subsistence farming whenever possible, I say, milk the goats, fuck the gov regulations if they can't get in your hood and protect your family, then by all means FEED YO BABY. My girl friend was in Motown for a little bit but she didn't tell me much about it. I asked if it was really true that homeless people serenade around burning trash cans and she said yes. I've seen REAL POOR in Fiji and Samoa, but they have an advantage--it ain't so damn cold and if they need food, they can go fishing or to the "Bush" and get it. But damn, some of the shacks in the jungle I saw.....just really, amazingly poor. Third World, yes! Still, no guns, no snow, and all the food you can gather.....
On training: I have a few advantages: Steve's help, my own passion and drive and ability to communicate with others, my desire to really help people who would actually listen, and the fact that I'm a clean slate. I don't need to "unlearn" bad habits, I have never had a trainer myself. I'm excited about learning.....where the fuck is my book!?
Thanks for all the kind words of encouragement, I appreciate it 
. If it makes you feel better, every single person I talked to in real life thinks I'd make a good one too, so I'm going for it!
Kimmie: Steve told me that just because people look good doesn't mean they wouldn't make a bad trainer, but we know that, and we also know that Steve would certainly make sure I wouldn't turn out a bad trainer--of course,
I wouldn't let myself either, but I can consult him and if he's available, I know he'd help me
I have plenty of extra time, I'll be studying a lot soon....I don't have plans and I haven't been invited to any parties but I'll definitely find parties! And no, I didn't eat well nutritionally, but at the same time, like I said,
SOMETIMES, you just gotta have chocolate for dinner. In the long run, it sure as hell ain't gonna shorten my life!
Hugs to you my VBF, I wish you a great day today!
