Curvie Girlie The Diary: Mind Playin' Tricks on Me

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MotherOf2 said:
oohh la la... sexiness:beating: 138, 139 either way it looks good on ya!:party:
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Thanks Cassy!!! I honestly couldn't see much difference from 6 pounds ago, can you?

Ankebuzz said:
:eek2: You... have....

THE PERFECT BODY!! :drool5:

Seriously, these are the best pics of you I've seen!
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PSHAW!!! :eek: Hey, thank you very much! :) I am truly humble and don't like emphasis on physical features in general, but I definitely want to look good like any other girl. And I figure I can only do my best with what I have, since I can't afford AND don't want plastic surgery :D Thank you and I agree! I think these are some of the best pictures of me I've seen, too--it helps that I'm wearing pretty makeup ;) I have purple eye liner, black mascara, shiny, very light pink-lavendar-white eyeshadow under my brows, and light pinky-purple eyeshadow on the lids. When you have boring old brown eyes, it's fun to mess with color :) I kinda wish I'd re-applied my lip gloss but oh well!
 
Sexy pics! Show me your tits!!! :sifone: JK ;)

Zohan was a really funny movie, I thought myself... It was one I was dragged to the theater to see, didn't originally want to see, and then loved it after I did. Made me laugh my ass off.

I bet you were a good student... The stress of deadlines and tests and shit does wear on you a little bit after awhile but I'm a penchant for pain deep down so I think I secretly like it or something ;) Besides if I wasn't in all this school what the hell would I do?................... Sit on my couch and smoke weed?!... LOL... jk

Congrats on the loss! That's terrific! :)
 
Sammy-- Hilarious! Aww I miss you, but I'd rather you put your attention to school! :smash: It's only practical, LOL!! :hug2:

Cerella and Mo: Thank you darlings! :grouphug:

UGH so I'm super stressed at work and been busting out like a fucking NINJA--however, I got SO MUCH accomplished and I'm doing my best work, so YEAH! *pant pant*

Off to the climbing gym to climb with Chris! :party: Then Yoga! :party: Then my boyfriend's house! :beating:
 
Val,

Wow, looks like you're ahead of the game! :) Sorry I haven't been around lately. One of those heavy weeks for me. Again, you look

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Mamaz2ndbaby said:
You go girl @ the pix.

So, what do you consider a bad yoga instructor?
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Thanks!!

A bad Yoga instructor is one who fails to bring you closer to a mind/body connection, which is the point. Even a slightly irritating instructor is OK as long as s/he guides you to a better feeling afterwards.

Trops said:
Boy you are nagging today. :toetap05: Pay attention to your schooling, don't die from pneumonia, I feel sorry for PZ tonight. :biggrinjester:
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BRAT! :p

Trusylver said:
Nice effort on the workout Val, and well done with the rack pulls :)
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Thanks B! :D I feel kinda unsure of myself with the rack pulls, because I'm concerned my form isn't perfect--seems like I could fuck up my lower back on those things, and then when I was doin' them, I wasn't sure they were working--well, the day after, my gluteals hurt like a bitch, so they worked! :sifone:

geoaidan said:
Val,

Wow, looks like you're ahead of the game! :) Sorry I haven't been around lately. One of those heavy weeks for me. Again, you look

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Hi G! No apologies, and thank you for the TTT compliment! :coolgleamA:
 
Curvie Girlie said:
Thanks Cassy!!! I honestly couldn't see much difference from 6 pounds ago, can you?
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Well you looked amazing before too! Its hard to see because your on different angles from the before to the after but i can definately see it in your arms, back and maybe it's just the black pants but your bum too! ;)
It's always harder to see your own loss... im down 27lbs and still having a hard time seeing it :ack2: lol
 
Update pt 1

Yesterday
I was almost tearing my hair out at work because I was so busy :ack2:. However, with the way things are job-wise in this country....I'm glad to be busy! Serves me right, anyway :eek: I like feeling productive :D Afterwork I met up with Chris at the climbing gym, and we spent an hour bouldering. I was very frustrated; I used to think I was strong. Now I'm convinced that I'm a weak little pussy :p. But then I reminded myself that, not matter how strong or fit you are, you're only good at the activities that you do regularly. My late grandmother used to make me chant, when I was feeling helpless, frustrated, or giving up,

1. "We don't say we can't, we TRY"
2. "Practice makes perfect"
3. "Tough potatoes, kid!"

She was a Taurus :D Can you tell?

Anyway all I can do to stop from sucking ass at climbing is KEEP CLIMBING and there is no doubt I'll get better. I can't even manage a V1+ :eek: I'll spend 30 minutes on ONE ROUTE before I finally move on, and that's only because I feel like I should keep it open for the other climbers in the gym. Yesterday I tried to climb a V1 TWELVE FUCKING TIMES before I got it. Chris did it on his 2nd try, and he's DYING for fucks sake! :smash: Oh yes! Chris did wonderfully--he was pale and sickly and feeling awful, but he still climbed with me and managed a few routes--even though he's upset that he's too weak for V3s. I kept whining that I would be better if only I was taller with a smaller bottom. But I'm glad to have what I got, as a matter of fact I'm concerned that I'm losing my ass and I plan on doing lots of gluteal work when I weight train...

In my pictures I haven't really shown off my legs--I think my legs are nice, so I'll have to get some mini-skirt shots or something, soon--hell I should just suck it up and post bikini shots. I need a new bikini, first! ;)

Yoga was fantastic. Delena knows JUST what to say during class to open my mind, soothe my soul, make me tap into my "inner wisdom", relax, and push myself at the same time. I'm not attracted to her, but I'm kinda in love with her :eek:. She is........a great teacher, and it goes beyond the asana practice. She could be a great life-coach or something. Hmmm, maybe I should train to be a Life Coach :smilielol5: What does one have to do for that???

I'll continue in a new post, I hate the 10 smiley minimum!
 
Update pt 2

After Yoga I went to PZ's to spend the night. I amaze myself on how good a girlfriend I really am :coolgleamA: First, I called him to tell him I was on my way out from Yoga class (7:30-9pm), and I was stopping by Safeway (all the natty food places and decent restaurants on weekdays close at 9pm) for dinner and asked if he wanted anything? He told me "sure, how about champagne?" :sifone: Solid gold! Second, when I arrived he was conducting business with his friend and housemate, so I poured him his sparkling wine (sorry I can't call it champagne if it's not from Champagne, France) and busied myself with eating. I had an organic Amy's brown rice, vegetable, and tofu-teriyaki bowl, some "Pirate's Booty" (puffed white cheddar, organic brand), and some oragnic vegan chewy raspberry heart candy :reddevil:. I really enjoyed that candy! :sifone: When I sat next to PZ, I noticed he was physically distant and not interested in being affectionate with his buddy there; instead of getting put off or allowing my feelings to be hurt, I moved over to the futon on the other side of the room to give him space, feel more comfortable (the couch he was on ain't the greatest), and be in a better position to watch TV, on which I put some Family Guy DVDs--the first season :biggrinjester: PZ seemed slightly curious that I went to the other side of the room and later when his friend left, came over to sit next to me and cuddle against me--and I graciously cuddled back because he was ready for it. What a pimp girlfriend I am! :coolgleamA:

PZ has a low tolerance to alcohol, and he claimed that he got buzzed enough on 1/4 of the bottle--so I ended up drinking the other 3/4 and got DRUNK! :angelsad2: WOW it was weird--sparklers go right to the head, I tell ya! Anyway, PZ was a bit stressed and "off" last night, but I didn't take it personal or give him a bad attitude, or retreat into myself. I just gave him space in bed, too, after he let me know he wanted to go to sleep, i.e., was done cuddling me. This morning he woke me up by spooning me hornily, so I hopped on Reverse-Cowgirl and gave him a killer climax!! :sifone: I rule. ;) No wonder he likes me. Hee hee hee!

After sex this morning he told me, "You know, you have a really nice body." I just said "Thanks! SO do you," and he went on to say, "I mean, REALLY nice--it's so toned and you can tell you really keep up on your workouts." Well! PZ was recognizing that I've been working hard lately to stay lean and strong, that was nice because my ex never NOTICED when I lost fat, but made it a point to comment when I GAINED :p. So I appreciated the acclaim. Might as well!

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Update pt 3

Fucking Smiley limit! :cuss:

SO PZ is going snowboarding Saturday night, Sunday and Monday, and would take me, but I have to work AND my co-worker is on vacation for the next two weeks and I'm not allowed to use my vacation at the same time. Boo! But oh well!

Tonight: is Subwize's first anniversary at the first place they spun, Cafe Mare in Santa Cruz, the Italian joint that I took PZ to a few weeks ago. I'm really excited to see all the DJs and our party people! :party:

OH MY GAWD! :eek2: I have.....one of the most beautiful dresses I have ever seen, in my possession! I bought it in Capitola at a boutique randomly as an impulse-buy back in September or something. However, I have never worn it :eek:. Tonight is the night! It was $150, which is expensive, BUT I tell ya people, you're gonna flip your lid when you see the pictures :sifone: It's a Versace design, and the fabric is like silk-satin even though it's probably rayon or something, but the important thing is it LOOKS good. It HANGS like no other, it's multi-colored and quite frankly, it kind of looks like a long, silk bandana dress :D The primary colors are black and turquoise, but the design is really trippy and there's royal purple and yellow in there, too. Problem is, I have no nice shoes to go with it and it requires high heels. The only high heels I have are these black shiny basic heels with a sassy school-girlish Mary-Jane white strap that I got from a lingerie shop a year ago and almost never wear them, either. I think they'll look fine, though, but some $600 Manolo Blahniks would be better :eek: heh heh, OH WELL!

This party is NOT meant to be swanky, but I'm bringin' the swank! Fuck it! Why do us women never get a chance to wear our nicest clothes? I'm READY to show off, fuck, I've been in the past 3 posts! :sifone: Might as well ROLL FANCY tonight!

Saturday after work I think I'll hang out with Chris and we'll clean our guns together. My 10 gauge side-by-side needs the rust worn off it, and Chris, being a machinist and having the right gear, told me to bring it on over!

Sunday I go to my hometown to the fancy Safeway and pour 3 wines from my company's selection at their little tasting bar, and my family plans on rolling through--free wine poured by me, just a few miles from their homes? They are SO there :D

And that's the update. I haven't had a chance to weight myself but I'm hoping to be steady at 139. I'm not trying to diet right now, but rather I'm trying to maintain, here, for a while. I don't want to lose much muscle. BUT I still want to be 135 lbs.....give me another couple months, hopefully!
 
Aw, I love reading about your exciting life!

You are a great GF Val, and a great friend too! We are all very luck you have you in your lives... especially Chris and PZ!!

You're climbing experience sounds alot like my first time. It was very frustrating but like grandma says... with practice! :)

I can't wait for pics of you in that dress... sounds amazing!! I bought a dress last year at a thrift shop that was like perfect and only $10. I was waiting for the perfect time to wear it... that time never came and now its too big... I'm glad you'll be getting use of yours!!

Oh I wanted to mention that I think its great PZ is noticing your efforts and commenting... My ex was alot like yours and only noticed the fat.... but Stephen likes to tell me and show me when I look good... and most of the time he can't hide his excitement!

Ha ha, anyway hope your friday is going well! Love yas!
 
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