Curvie Girlie The Diary: Mind Playin' Tricks on Me

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Hey, Boulder Bunny. Good job on the climbing last night. I'd love to get into it, but there's too much on my plate at this time. Perhaps in a few years.

We have a world class ridge upstate that I've gone to. Shawangunk Ridge - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

The last time there was about 3 and a half years ago. My son was not even four, but he was scrambling all over the boulders on the bottom. I'll never forget he did this thing where he couldn't reach somthing, so he hung from one hand, swung over and grabbed a lip with his other hand, and placed his feet so that he could lean back and look over the top of the boulder. It looked so cool and professional (and he was only 3 and a half). The people around saw it and gasped. There was an audible "Whoa!" Oh, and he was shirtless, so all his little muscles were bulging. :D I told my wife that they all probably thought we were a climbing family and this kid is going to be the next star. :sifone:
 
Your son is a natural.

Chris's biggest constructive criticism of me was I was "too jerky and robotic" and needed to "fly, and glide" more. Sounds like your son had that down!
 
LynnZ said:
dont say "big ol size 9's"!!! I wear a 9 1/2 or 10!!!!!!!!! **sigh** I have skis for feet, LOL.
Sweet deal getting to use his shoes! and why in the world would shoes being small help?? thats interesting...but painful.
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Ooops--missed this.

Trust me, you need to make your feet much smaller when climbing, and competitive shoes make you have hammer toes and give your feet weird shapes, perfect for wedging into rocks, see? Also it make your toes curl up like a grasping hand, which is good leverage for climbing.
 
Hey Curvie Girlie :) Just came by and saw your convo about your friend Chris. I had to back up in your journal to catch up but wow. He sounds like an amazing guy in a really horrible place and I'm glad he has you for a friend. My heart really goes out to him that he's going through this on a day to day basis and its robbing him of his happiness at such a young age.

On a less serious note, I'm waiting to hear who's ass that is in Lena's avatar too :) I'm straight but its hard not to stare at all the ass avatars lately, lol.
 
:iagree: Thanks, Lisa. Chris is the world's worst diabetic--his blood sugar has been ZERO and he died and came back to life (doctors drop the clipboard when they find out) and it has been 1180 before :eek2:

And yes I wish Lena would fess up as to where she got that ass!
 
Update

Still coughing. :angelsad2:

I feel good, though! :Angel_anim:

I took a 2 hour lunch and did Kelly's kick-ass Yoga 2 and sweated. We did planks and side planks and forearm planks and a bunch of other shit, I'll spare you the Sanskrit. I'm not as sore as I thought in the arms, BUT my upper back is.......sore.

Tonight is the Jesse Hiatt band's CD release party and PZ and I are going in tow.

PZ did some fish research and sent me an email with this picture, hee hee! I'm glad he's such a Nature Boy and into ecology and research, esp with fish--my favorite!
 
Oh, SUPER COOL on the first climbing experience!

I am excited about taking the basics class on Tuesday.

You are so lucky to have a guy like Chris as a friend, and vice versa. It is sad that he is so ill.

Cadbury eggs? :ack2::puke: I'll take solid chocolate any day. Solid DARK chocolate. Preferably Lindt 75% pure cocoa.

I've been on a cinnamon craze lately. And you'd think for Valentine's day you'd be able to find those cinnamon red hots everywhere, right? WRONG! Frustrating.
 
Phoenyx said:
You are so lucky to have a guy like Chris as a friend, and vice versa. It is sad that he is so ill.
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WORD UP!!!!!!!!! :iagree: I have a total advantage too because Belay class is an extra $35--he's gonna teach me at his house this weekend so I can take my test and get my card and belay others without paying! :party:
 
Awesome journal. I'm just catching up. You've been through so much, it has made you into who you are today. Your friend Chris is lucky to have you as a friend. I wish all the best for him.


George
 
I am (JUST ABOUT) a true size 8

OK, I am still sick--went to the Cypress Lounge to see my fav DJs and the special guest "DZ," and PZ and I ended up chillin on the couch for the most part. PZ is such a great sport--a down ass Beezey fah sheezy However, I suspect that he may have possessive feelings for me that have yet to be manifested negatively. Scorpios are known to have a kinda silent, brooding side to them although I've met my fair share of bubbly, extroverted ones. PZ ALSO is a double Scorpio because he has a Scorpio rising, and he definitely exhibits certain key characteristics. Here are the archetypes for Scorpio that I learned about:

Scorpio is the only sign that has three animal totems. First, there is the well-known Scorpion with its active tail. Second, as the Scorpio learns to master its passion and hold its instincts at bay, it changes into the Eagle. The Eagle has more perspective, for it flies high above the surface of circumstances, swooping down with its power only to kill prey for food. In its third form, the Scorpion becomes the always-peaceful dove. The real meaning of Scorpio is thus shown. Scorpio is about metamorphosis. Scorpios transform the painful poisons of possessive passion into a higher consciousness based on universal love.

I'd say PZ is a "Peaceful Dove," LOL! And part Eagle--he's truly a wise and wonderful man--I can see the potential for "possessive passion" in him I guess, but equally, I sense he's definitely on a higher Love Consciousness. :Angel_anim:

The Scorpio motto might be "What is hidden is more interesting than what is obvious." You are the detectives of the zodiac. Your magnetic personality draws others to you. But you can also be secretive yourself, for you learn early on that when you express everything, others may be scared by the power of your feelings. You desperately want to have someone to merge with your feelings, but can become cold and withdrawn when hurt in love. You have the magic to light up the dark, but sometimes you would benefit by looking at the positive side of things rather than going into the darkness at all.

PZ is definitely magnetic (I was like a moth to a light bulb :drool5:) and perceptive. When we're hanging out he can be quiet, then he'll bust out with a statement about an observation he made on someone that is 100%-bullshit-and-sugar-coating FREE. :smash:--WITHOUT being rude or juvenile. He doesn't miss much. I swear, anytime we've met someone fake, rude, annoying, mean, or insecure, he's straight called it (later, in private, after a long thoughtful silence) without seeming like he's judging. More like dead-panning a keen observation. I LIKE that about him. It is also flattering to me, because he always says I'm "the bomb", thinks I'm top notch, and seems to like what I have to say, unless I start to go off on how wonderful Yoga is :D I'm definitely sensing the boredom (although he actually practiced on his own 2 nights ago because he thought it might help his back, WHOO HOO!) when I do that and I'm gonna cut back the Yoga talk because I don't want to be annoying :rofl::jump::sleeping: HAHA! But yeah, on the secrecy: PZ more often seems to be thinking and feeling more than verbally expressing his emotions about and toward me (he does say things, just not often). I have no problem with that. As a matter of fact, I'm shy about deep emotional displays--after the melodramatic mishaps with the ex I'm fini with that shit! :smash: However, I keep getting subconscious hints that he might be.....oh how do I put this? That he desires a deeper emotional connection with me. And right now at this exact moment in our relationship, I'm not feelin' it. Sigh. Do I feel bad about this? Nah I have a healthy outlook on the situation. I'm going to be the best girlfriend I can be, and allow my own feelings to expand (or not) naturally at my own pace. If he has problems are starts to express them, I'm going to be reasonable, open, honest, and cerebral about it. That's the best I can do and seems right to me.

Anyway, I stopped by Chris's house for a visit, and Chris has the capabilities of a tailor. Ha! He even asked me, "does that make me a fag?" in all seriousness. I laughed heartedly and was like, "HELL no!" Anyway he knows how to take measurements properly........

I AM A SIZE 8​

Just about--I thought that I might be smaller but the proof is in the pudding. I think the "average American woman" is more like a 12, I'm not sure. From "The average size for a woman has been considered an 8, with ASTM standards listing that size as a bust of 35 inches, a 27-inch waist, and 37.5 inch hips."

Here are my measurements, at 141.5 lbs and 5'6.5":

True chest (taken above my breasts, under the armpits) 33"
Bust (over largest part of my breasts) 35.5"
Waist, (smallest part) 28"
True Hips (just above the hip bones) 33"
Hips (over largest part of my booty) 38"

and a few extras:
Biceps (both were the same!) 11"
Thigh (largest part) 23.5"
Calves 14.5"

Fifty years ago, I think I would have been considered a large girl. Today, I am in the high range of medium, but in comparison to the Average American Woman, I'm smaller--by a lot. I think. I know lots of women here on WLF are very displeased with their measurements and weight even though they love their bodies AS IS, which is a difficult balancing act and a theme in Yoga: "Love yourself as perfect how you are. Simultaneously, with courage and focus, make moves to practice deep with effortless effort into improving onceself." This is the philosophy of Yoga. In my opinion, this should be in the hearts of anyone wanting to lose fat and get fit. This is the mentality I am currently working with, and I've never been happier, nor have I ever felt more satisfied with my outlook.

But back to earth and possible contradictory insecurities, LOL! I'm happy with my body. The only thing I'd like is a smaller waist, but the thing is, my build is just not hour-glassy; more like a young tree's trunk, LOL! The front of my belly is pretty fucking lean--the only bunny chub Chris and I could discern was my lower back, which is (well, "was", let's give me a break I'm in decent shape) my "trouble spot." I suspect with the loss of 6.5 more pounds, I'd likely be about 35"x27"x37.5", a "true" size 8--maybe smaller, we'll see (IF I make it to 135 lbs).

End results: I'm happy the way I am. I also want to be 135 lbs just ONCE, please, before I die. Please?
 
oh well alright if it means that much to you :coolgleamA:

my bf is somewhat like PZ...very observant and i love that about him..he notices every single change on me, my body or in my behavior. i am not that observant lol
 
aww... i wish my guy was more observant... he never notices anything wether its dying my hair from light brown to dark red or that he totally just threw his wrapper on the floor... It's tempting to slap him at times... he's lucky he has other things going for him...
 
....PZ sounds like my bf...more and more everyday...LOL!!! ..without the jealous course (which PZ may never actually get around to showing)....yet though, sometimes I think that the deeper emotional connection desire comes from me....SOMETIMES only....:D:!!!

...And you're sizes are HOT....I was real curious as to what my sizes were in comparison to what you measured and WOOOA....lol...I couldn't help but laugh as I took them!!! I actually thought about doing this on the drive over to work this morning....and there it was...YOU DID IT FIRST!!! Sooooo i copied it...!! ;)

...And I love YOGA...:beating:!!!! I love the concepts and the thoughts and the GOOOOOOOOD VIBRATIONS!!! :sifone:
 
haha PZ also sounds like my guy.. and my guy is a Scorpio as well! It's funny because my life is surrounded by Scorpios. My sister, my best friend and my boy are all Scorpios born between Nov 1 - Nov 5. (different years though)

and a size 8!! WOW!!!! I can't wait to be a size 8..good job girl! :hurray:
 
Those Scorpios are HOT, HOT, HOT!!!!

PZ sounds like he's really observant. He's definitely got your number, because YOU ARE THE BOMB! And I know he's really into you ... well, you know what to do ;)

And yes, now that you are a size 8 my dear ... you will look just that much more delicious in your fetish wear in March :D

CONGRATULATIONS!!!! :party:
 
Hey George! Thanks for stopping by--I noticed you a lot in Kerri's diary and liked your sweet kindness and was gonna check you out! Will do
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Smile, it's fun reading your journal. There's a lot of good dynamics between these people on your thread. :party:

Thanks for your very kind compliment. It takes a kind person to know one, right? :) Congratulations on being a size 8. Wow. That's nearly skinny by my standards! :cool: It seems to me that you're at the end of your journey, and at the beginning of the second phase- maintaining the weight?

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George


Motherof2,

LOL, my wife thinks I analyze her too much. :)
 
I hope you feel better soon Val!
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Congrat's on a size 8! How wonderful! :)

Just some extra info RE: height and stuff...lol..

At my goal weight of 155 lbs at 5'8 and with my frame -

I get in a size 10/11 - at around 160-163 it leans more to an 11/12 and some 13's..

It really depends on how tone I am at those weights.

We are all so different..lol...

Congrat's again!
:party:
 
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