Curvie Girlie The Diary: Mind Playin' Tricks on Me

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Oh Matt, you flatterer! ;) I was saying I'm depressed about being too smart to blow my money on such an outfit when I should be putting my money away! And thanks, I promise to get some pictures of myself doing Yoga in a bit--I'd like to get them on my porch in daylight, because the scenery is lovely and it'll look cooler than me standing inside a house with my arms to the side!

I've seen your pics, CG. You would be smokin' hot in a catsuit ;)

The latex tends to make a really nice body look fucking great ...

WOW now I really wish I knew what you looked like!

Nothing special I don't think ... it probably has more to do with the way I carry myself (ballet does that to you) and my long curly blonde hair. It makes people look. I don't really know exactly what they see. But they stare. Sometimes I think it's because I have a booger stuck on the end of my nose ... or smudged mascara ... or smudged lipstick ... but I think maybe they are just looking at my hair.
 
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Can't wait to see the pics on the porch! You are so lucky to have beautiful scenery surrounding you.

How many hours a week are you doing yoga now? Do you still do any lifting at all or did you totally switch up to yoga?
 
Nothing special I don't think ... it probably has more to do with the way I carry myself (ballet does that to you) and my long curly blonde hair.

YES my friend has bright blond curly hair--and people ALWAYS stare. She's beautiful, too, but even she said--something about bright blond curly hair!

I stare at large beards. LOL!

Can't wait to see the pics on the porch! You are so lucky to have beautiful scenery surrounding you.

How many hours a week are you doing yoga now? Do you still do any lifting at all or did you totally switch up to yoga?

Oh I can't wait to show you! I attached a picture of Barre on the porch--but that's just ONE view of the scenery!

I have stopped lifting altogether, although it's my aim to begin again! I've been, for the past 2 weeks, doing an hour and a half of Yoga at the A.Y.I. 6 times a week....but it's CLOSED until Jan 2nd :cry: Anyway, today I was looking at my naked body and really surprised at how lean it looks at 144.5 lbs (still raggin', will probably drop another pound after all is said and done), and WOW no stretch marks or cellulite--haha unless I'm tightening up! ;) Yadada I mean? Anyway, when I lift I don't see the need to work on small muscle groups if I'm still doing loads of Yoga. The type of Yoga I do is pretty much a 40 minute full body isometric exercise, of sorts ("Isometric exercises are thousands of years old, with examples from the static holds in certain branches of yoga or Chinese martial arts"), and since I'm doing it 4-6 times a week, it's no wonder how I'm toned and leaner than I was, before I did all this. My love handles have disappeared and I....don't......have anything.....BAD to say about my abs! :eek2: AT ALL! HOWEVER I actually have been CRAVING deadlifts and barbell squats. No joke. SO I'll be back on that ASAP.....

I think that someone has been spending too much time on the fetish forum. :biggrinjester:

I think someone has not been visiting me much anymore :(
 
Oh I know, it's perfect for screaming PULL!!! and lancing clay pigeons and shooting at them with my shotgun. Fun times in the forest, HUZZAHHH!!!
 
Fighting onset of a cold

Exercise

Yesterday no one but I showed up to belly dancing class. Rebekah then proceeded to give me a private lesson, a new choreography to a drum solo--it was awesome! We enjoyed working together and she told me she is choreographing a "gypsy" dance inspired by ME!!! :D because when I dance, I'm kinda wild and energetic and have a hard time reigning in my movements, because traditional Egyptian is very very controlled, with very small movements, and I just have a hard time with it. Anyway, the music to the new dance is awesome and she wants me to also do some improvisational work as well. It is VERY flattering to have my belly dancing teacher be inspired by little old ME :blush5: and also to learn a cool dance that is more suited to my natural style, WOW! Honored, here! :beating: My only issue with yesterday AND Monday was no Yoga. I seriously am getting nervous, gonna make sure to get some in tonight!

Health/Food

Yesterday I felt the onset of a cold. After BD I went to the store and chose some "healing" blue bath salts from the Arizona dessert, and a "cold and flu relief" bath salt container with camphor and eucalyptus, and also the fixings for fish tacos. I drank Kombucha, took my natty "Airborne", and made myself my famous, superlative fish tacos.

In a large bowl I put:
black beans, rinsed and dried a bit
1 red bell pepper
1 cut up ripe mango
1 large raw jalapeno
freshly squeezed lemon AND lime juice
cut up cilantro
cut up raw garlic
cut up green onions
cut up avocado

I put canola oil into my cast iron skillet and cooked tilapia with organic, all natural fish taco seasoning, and then warmed an Alvarado Street sprouted wheat tortilla, and put organic mixed greens, my veggie-bean-fruit mix, fish, and locally-made spicy salsa and ate that damn shit!!! The massive amounts of vitamins and antioxidants were good for me, and the spice from the peppers did me good, too. Then I cleaned the kitchen and soaked in a bath for 20 minutes, meditating and listening to DJ Chebb i Sabbah, then went to bed. I feel good today, and am really fighting this cold :boxing: It hasn't even manifested. I'm going to drink in moderation and go to bed early tonight, even though I'm off to the Bay Area to hang with my friends and family!!!! Anyway, last night I coughed a few times, but today, nuthin! Take THAT, cold! :boxing:

Weight:

My weight is 144.5 and I'm still on the rag. This is great news, I admit I have had pizza and chocolate binges in the past few days, and was worried my weight would go up from there! For b fast I ate cereal and blueberries with soy milk this morning, and drank 2 Kombuchas. I ALSO had 1 piece of fudge, 2 cookies, and 1 Sees candy today, ugh. That's aiight, I'll make sure not to have dessert tonight :D

Peezey

Last night I found myself thinking of Peezey--mind you, not in an enamored, butterflies-in-the-stomach way, but fondly, and I imagined cuddling with him (he is SO cuddly, like I said, his body is SUPERB and he has a great bubble butt!). I realized since he says he is "crazy" about me, he'd probably appreciate hearing from me. SO I sent him a text telling him I was thinking of him, and what I was up to. He texted "been thinking of you too, muah!" and how he's going up to Bodega Bay for a few days, and I'm invited, "of course", :)eek:) but he knows I have plans and we should do something for New Years. I was touched that he would allow me to shmob up with him on Xmas, and we texted for a while until he said he'd pay for us to go to that huge rave at the 1015 Folsom Nightclub!!!! (that I can't afford). What a sweetheart, I'm totally going to be his slave for a day :reddevil: There is going to be much Peezey-serving in the near future!! He'll probably get us a hotel room again. Wow, I'm so blessed, he is so wonderful! I have never been spoiled by a man before, usually I date user-losers who charm me into buying them everything, which is why I have very little money, now! I'm hoping I'll start to take on deeper feelings and less shyness about a relationship, soon, but we'll see. I DO like this non-intense start. My last few boyfriends I fell madly in love with, and it caused strong emotional displays that are absolutely not appealing to me at all, anymore!

That's all for now,

:santa: MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE, ESP. THOSE WHOM I DIDN'T GET TO WISH, PERSONALLY!!!! :santa:
 
Merry Christmas Bunny!!!

Sorry I didn't have time the other day for posting much in here with my "Vanilla" views:D

Notice you said that with a smile, though...
 
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