Curvie Girlie The Diary: Mind Playin' Tricks on Me
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Hey JZ sweetheart, 100% G Shit is FINE, I just went off a few tangents with fellow pervs is all. I'm multi-faceted 
Bethann, Hey darlin', I better stop by and see how your Xmas went!
Paula, glad you learned things! This great world is full of interesting things to do, ain't it? YAY for Yoga and THANKS!
OK, good friends. This morning the scale said 145.0 lbs and today, December 26th, 2008, I start my diligent vow to lose the last 10 pounds and reach 135 lbs at least, by March or so.
I have the absolute knowledge that it is ALL NUTRITION when it comes to me. You want a confession?
I have been eating whatever I want lately! I have been eating lots of sugary treats! And I'm STILL around the same weight as I have been all summer--AROUND, I saw 142.5 lbs quite a bit, but in general, like I said before, 144-ish seems to be the summer's median. That's a 22.9 BMI (now that I know I'm 5'6.5" and not 5'7"), which isn't bad because my body type is lean and muscled lately, due to LOTS of Yoga, and although I'm cursed with finicky skin on my face, I'm blessed with no stretch marks (well I haven't had a baby, but honestly, on my hips and stuff, where it's common even for women without children, nuthin!) and very little to no cellulite on my thighs and butt. WORD! I'm grateful for my blessings and I definitely do what I can to upkeep myself--so anti-inflammatory food, resistance training, all that is good for your connective tissue!
BUT! SUGAR! I have been imbibing TOO much and I'm starting my food diary TODAY, and I KNOW it'll keep me in check. WHY today? Because 12-26-06 was the first day I ever calorie-counted/food recorded/exercise logged/diary-ed for a weight loss program, and I lost 20 pounds in 4 months
so I want to sort of do an annual celebration/continuance with it as an extra motivator.
Bethann, Hey darlin', I better stop by and see how your Xmas went!
Paula, glad you learned things! This great world is full of interesting things to do, ain't it?
YAY for Yoga and THANKS!VALERIE'S 10 POUND WEIGHT LOSS CHALLANGE!!!!
OK, good friends. This morning the scale said 145.0 lbs and today, December 26th, 2008, I start my diligent vow to lose the last 10 pounds and reach 135 lbs at least, by March or so.
I have the absolute knowledge that it is ALL NUTRITION when it comes to me. You want a confession?I have been eating whatever I want lately! I have been eating lots of sugary treats! And I'm STILL around the same weight as I have been all summer--AROUND, I saw 142.5 lbs quite a bit, but in general, like I said before, 144-ish seems to be the summer's median. That's a 22.9 BMI (now that I know I'm 5'6.5" and not 5'7"
), which isn't bad because my body type is lean and muscled lately, due to LOTS of Yoga, and although I'm cursed with finicky skin on my face, I'm blessed with no stretch marks (well I haven't had a baby, but honestly, on my hips and stuff, where it's common even for women without children, nuthin!) and very little to no cellulite on my thighs and butt. WORD! I'm grateful for my blessings and I definitely do what I can to upkeep myself--so anti-inflammatory food, resistance training, all that is good for your connective tissue!BUT! SUGAR! I have been imbibing TOO much and I'm starting my food diary TODAY, and I KNOW it'll keep me in check. WHY today? Because 12-26-06 was the first day I ever calorie-counted/food recorded/exercise logged/diary-ed for a weight loss program, and I lost 20 pounds in 4 months
so I want to sort of do an annual celebration/continuance with it as an extra motivator.Curvie Girlie
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Hey Lena! 
OK so anyway, I also have a slight cold. I feel fine but my voice sounds a little bit funny and I cough just a little bit in the mornings and at nights. Running yesterday in the cold wind was probably not a good idea, but seriously I am NOT laid out from being sick. Tonight, though, it supposed to be the Dubstep / D&B show in the Tenderloin of SF, I'm not sure if I should make it! We'll see.
Today my "brother" and his pregnant wife (Jezus Christ I have a lot of friends!) want me to visit them in Oakland, and I also have several other friends in Oaktown that I may as well see, so looks like I'm headed out there as soon as my car is done and I get in a good Yoga session!!! My CUTE grandparents both just got finished exercising. My 78 year old gramps went for a run, and my 76 year old grandma went for an HOUR walk. WOW, good for them! I keep forgetting that i have good influences in my life and am blessed with a healthy family.
Important note: TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF, because you're not just doing it for YOU, you are also being considerate of your family who have to tend to your ass when you get older!
I notice a lot of you friends have sick or diseased family members and it is SAD and it SUCKS, and a lot of you are worried about being on the road to weight-related problems later in life, if not NOW. Weight doesn't NECESSARILY cause disease in EVERYONE, but the risk isn't worth it! I DO want you all to eat well, exercise, and possibly drop the excess pounds if you can or need to, because disease and/or knee or hip problems, etc., should NOT be in the cards for you.
I don't like knowing people are suffering. From ANYTHING!
We all need to take care of ourselves. OK?
It's best to CHOOSE to be healthy and work toward a better lifestyle, you hear??? I don't want any of you suffering. You are my friends 
Ok enough lecturing. I better check around, I don't think I have time to see EVERYONE I want and I won't be on the internet too much in the next few days....
OK so anyway, I also have a slight cold. I feel fine but my voice sounds a little bit funny and I cough just a little bit in the mornings and at nights. Running yesterday in the cold wind was probably not a good idea, but seriously I am NOT laid out from being sick. Tonight, though, it supposed to be the Dubstep / D&B show in the Tenderloin of SF, I'm not sure if I should make it! We'll see.
Today my "brother" and his pregnant wife (Jezus Christ I have a lot of friends!) want me to visit them in Oakland, and I also have several other friends in Oaktown that I may as well see, so looks like I'm headed out there as soon as my car is done and I get in a good Yoga session!!! My CUTE grandparents both just got finished exercising. My 78 year old gramps went for a run, and my 76 year old grandma went for an HOUR walk. WOW, good for them! I keep forgetting that i have good influences in my life and am blessed with a healthy family.
Important note: TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF, because you're not just doing it for YOU, you are also being considerate of your family who have to tend to your ass when you get older!
I notice a lot of you friends have sick or diseased family members and it is SAD and it SUCKS, and a lot of you are worried about being on the road to weight-related problems later in life, if not NOW. Weight doesn't NECESSARILY cause disease in EVERYONE, but the risk isn't worth it! I DO want you all to eat well, exercise, and possibly drop the excess pounds if you can or need to, because disease and/or knee or hip problems, etc., should NOT be in the cards for you.
I don't like knowing people are suffering. From ANYTHING!
We all need to take care of ourselves. OK?
It's best to CHOOSE to be healthy and work toward a better lifestyle, you hear??? I don't want any of you suffering. You are my friends Ok enough lecturing. I better check around, I don't think I have time to see EVERYONE I want and I won't be on the internet too much in the next few days....
bethann1156
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Yay, Val! Love your challenge! I am motivated to do the same. I want to get this weight off by May 1--when we move to Nashville!
Curvie Girlie
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Sounds good, Bethann, I have no doubts you can do it, and that you'll be much happier there, too
Curvie Girlie
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Oh I almost forgot
Well Xmas Eve I was hanging with my two friends who are like brother and sister (their moms were best friends and they have pictures of themselves, young and naked in the bathtub, you know the deal), and Greaser-ex-Lover is actually blood-cousins of T, the guy I've known since high school. Anyway, G and I are and have been friendly with each other since we stopped seeing each other, when he was breaking up with his fiancee (heh) and occasionally since, we have called or texted to say whaddup. I called him to mention I ws coming into our hometown, and he texted me back "Sup Gorgeous?? Tell me where to b and I'll b there!" which I thought was funny, he always calls me "Gorgeous" (Libra, those Libra boys SURE can be charmers!) and when I told him I'd be at my parents' house (he never been there) he texted "Aewsome, can't wait! =D" Well, on Xmas Eve the four of us were all chillin', when my parents walked in, and my mom had my red sweater that I bought when I was 15, the Sierra Nevada Pale Ale beer one (LOL) and a Frank Zappa shirt with him on the toilet, and a word bubble over his head "WHY CAN'T I JUST PAY MY TAXES IN PIECE?"
Ha and she was wearing a black beanie. My step dad started playing thrash music on his electric guitar (he's only 38 btw). I had almost forgot how cool my parents are. Well, we all had fun but throughout the night I kept hugging Greaser Boy, because WOW no wonder we were lovers this summer--talk about warm-hearted attraction! I told him how I was doing and how I have a new boyfiend (I think, didn't talk to him yesterday but I did talk to him Xmas Eve) and he was all glad I'm happy and healthy and dating a Baller (LOL), and that evening he texted me a cute message, HA! "You're still the hottest thing since baked bread! Hanging out tonight was awesome!! Goodnight sweetheart. =*muah" Awwwww! Don't get me wrong I have no intention of starting up another tryst, I'm just pleased to know him (he is a GREAT person, trust me) and flattered by his fawning, who wouldn't be?
HAHA and I had texted my L.T.F.B. (that I silently kicked to the curb after meeing Peezey and deciding to get rid of all other men in my life) Merry Xmas, and he texted me back "What u up to?" so I mentioned all my shenanigans, and he texted "Nice! After 80 opens I'll be up in Reno, boarding" so I told him to have a blast and break a leg Then he texted, "When u and I get back we should get down! (if ur not seeing anyone)"
Whelp! (as some of you say) Here it was, the time to tell my Long Term Fuck Buddy that he was now an EX L.T.F.B. and I now was seeing someone else. I explained my situation, and he texted that he kind of thought that was happening due to my last visit that he claimed was awkward. I claimed it wasn't awkward at all, just atypical since I didn't jump into his lap as usual! He texted, "It was a little, what ever! Love ya, be safe, and if it doesn't work.....I'm still down for a loud bunny!" Lawrdy! A little sleazy and yeah I probably should never fuck with him again, I'm not agitated, I just figure that a smart girl wouldn't continue to mess with a guy, no matter HOW cute and HOW good in bed, or HOW much he claims to "love" her, who never really calls, never takes her out in public, never hangs out, and never WILL and also says he is not looking for a relationship. Don't get me wrong, I make my own decisions and don't care for social mores and standards when it goes against my own judgement and experience. I also have never really felt hurt by his behavior, nor have I ever wanted to be his girlfriend, and I was satisfied with our "relationship" as is.....but after all the meditation I realized that being used for sex, even if you're simultaneously using that other person for sex, too, probably isn't emotionally healthy for either of you in the long run. You can argue that, and be right for YOU, but I'm really careful about what's healthy for me and what isn't, and I'd perfer not to screw myself up psychologically anymore than I'm already screwed up, which doesn't seem like much at all, at this point in my life. Besides, I have Peezey And HE treats me like someone who is worthy to spend time with, not to mention he's much more fun than ANY other dude I've messed with in the past year, so THERE!
Well Xmas Eve I was hanging with my two friends who are like brother and sister (their moms were best friends and they have pictures of themselves, young and naked in the bathtub, you know the deal), and Greaser-ex-Lover is actually blood-cousins of T, the guy I've known since high school. Anyway, G and I are and have been friendly with each other since we stopped seeing each other, when he was breaking up with his fiancee (heh) and occasionally since, we have called or texted to say whaddup. I called him to mention I ws coming into our hometown, and he texted me back "Sup Gorgeous?? Tell me where to b and I'll b there!" which I thought was funny, he always calls me "Gorgeous" (Libra, those Libra boys SURE can be charmers!) and when I told him I'd be at my parents' house (he never been there) he texted "Aewsome, can't wait! =D" Well, on Xmas Eve the four of us were all chillin', when my parents walked in, and my mom had my red sweater that I bought when I was 15, the Sierra Nevada Pale Ale beer one (LOL) and a Frank Zappa shirt with him on the toilet, and a word bubble over his head "WHY CAN'T I JUST PAY MY TAXES IN PIECE?"
Ha and she was wearing a black beanie. My step dad started playing thrash music on his electric guitar (he's only 38 btw). I had almost forgot how cool my parents are. Well, we all had fun but throughout the night I kept hugging Greaser Boy, because WOW no wonder we were lovers this summer--talk about warm-hearted attraction! I told him how I was doing and how I have a new boyfiend (I think, didn't talk to him yesterday but I did talk to him Xmas Eve) and he was all glad I'm happy and healthy and dating a Baller (LOL), and that evening he texted me a cute message, HA! "You're still the hottest thing since baked bread! Hanging out tonight was awesome!! Goodnight sweetheart. =*muah" Awwwww! Don't get me wrong I have no intention of starting up another tryst, I'm just pleased to know him (he is a GREAT person, trust me) and flattered by his fawning, who wouldn't be? HAHA and I had texted my L.T.F.B. (that I silently kicked to the curb after meeing Peezey and deciding to get rid of all other men in my life) Merry Xmas, and he texted me back "What u up to?" so I mentioned all my shenanigans, and he texted "Nice! After 80 opens I'll be up in Reno, boarding" so I told him to have a blast and break a leg
Then he texted, "When u and I get back we should get down! (if ur not seeing anyone)"Whelp! (as some of you say) Here it was, the time to tell my Long Term Fuck Buddy that he was now an EX L.T.F.B. and I now was seeing someone else. I explained my situation, and he texted that he kind of thought that was happening due to my last visit that he claimed was awkward. I claimed it wasn't awkward at all, just atypical since I didn't jump into his lap as usual! He texted, "It was a little, what ever! Love ya, be safe, and if it doesn't work.....I'm still down for a loud bunny!"
Lawrdy! A little sleazy and yeah I probably should never fuck with him again, I'm not agitated, I just figure that a smart girl wouldn't continue to mess with a guy, no matter HOW cute and HOW good in bed, or HOW much he claims to "love" her, who never really calls, never takes her out in public, never hangs out, and never WILL and also says he is not looking for a relationship. Don't get me wrong, I make my own decisions and don't care for social mores and standards when it goes against my own judgement and experience. I also have never really felt hurt by his behavior, nor have I ever wanted to be his girlfriend, and I was satisfied with our "relationship" as is.....but after all the meditation I realized that being used for sex, even if you're simultaneously using that other person for sex, too, probably isn't emotionally healthy for either of you in the long run. You can argue that, and be right for YOU, but I'm really careful about what's healthy for me and what isn't, and I'd perfer not to screw myself up psychologically anymore than I'm already screwed up, which doesn't seem like much at all, at this point in my life. Besides, I have Peezey And HE treats me like someone who is worthy to spend time with, not to mention he's much more fun than ANY other dude I've messed with in the past year, so THERE! Curvie Girlie
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Ugh, I'm tired of posting. The car place is taking FOREVER on my car! Just waiting to get it so I can go back to my parents' house and do Yoga (there's carpet everywhere here and I don't want to blast my trippy music in my grandparents' kitchen).
For b-fast I had a 535 calorie meal of whole grain toast, butter and strawberry jam (homemade from Watsonville, famous for strawberries, dammit!), OJ, and 3 clementines. I just ate a vert large banana for snack and I want lunch already but it's 11:35am. I'm gonna make tea and hopefully get Yoga done before having lunch, there is the plate of leftovers in my parent's fridge to raid when I get home
Then I'm off to Oakland--YIIIIIIIII!!!!!
For b-fast I had a 535 calorie meal of whole grain toast, butter and strawberry jam (homemade from Watsonville, famous for strawberries, dammit!), OJ, and 3 clementines. I just ate a vert large banana for snack and I want lunch already but it's 11:35am. I'm gonna make tea and hopefully get Yoga done before having lunch, there is the plate of leftovers in my parent's fridge to raid when I get home
Then I'm off to Oakland--YIIIIIIIII!!!!!
Hey Val, glad to hear you had a fabulous Xmas (at least it sounded pretty fabulous to me!)
What's in Oakland and why are you going there? I'm nosy ... but I always thought Oakland was an area people didn't want to venture into ...
What's in Oakland and why are you going there? I'm nosy ... but I always thought Oakland was an area people didn't want to venture into ...
Poisonhearts
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You don't want to know ... but I'm going to tell you anyway because I'm not shy
The BF and I have been looking for another bisexual male -- we all want to be committed to each other. It's not just something on the side. We both really prefer stability so we're in this for the long haul (as is the new guy).
This guy flies in from Cinncinnati tomorrow morning. I have butterflies in my stomach I'm so freaking stoked to meet this guy! He's an absolute dreamboat. I can't believe how hot gay and bi men are. I'm not sure why they're so hot ... maybe it's just me.
As an aside, I really wish I knew some hetero men that were this hot ... but for some reason, they aren't. At least they aren't with me. Every hetero guy I know has major hang-ups, is completely screwed up from a previous relationship as a result of being pussy-whipped by a douche bag and/or bitch and, therefore, ends up being sexually repressed and incapable of expressing himself effectively in the bedroom (if you want to know what I mean, just ask). Or maybe hetero men just don't like me very much ... I'm not sure.
Anyway, I guess what the three of us will be doing is sitting around, getting to know each other better. The BF and I don't drink alcohol and neither does this guy, so we'll probably be bringing the New Year in with some tonic water and lemon
Which is fine by me ... and maybe we'll all get into some serious New Year's kissing, too
I hope that Val has a really nice New Year's Eve planned out for herself and this guy Peevey ... do I have that right?
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usedtobefatmatt
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Muscle,
good luck this weekend and hope things workout for you. Sounds like you got some fun stuff planned.
Matt
good luck this weekend and hope things workout for you. Sounds like you got some fun stuff planned.
Matt
Poisonhearts
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You don't want to know ... but I'm going to tell you anyway because I'm not shy
Hahaha I don`t mind knowing.
Have you guys done this before? Is the other guy just a sexual partner or are you after a relationship between the three of you?
Yeah I know a lot of friends that are in similar situations, some people just keep pursuing abusive relationships for some odd reason.
Anyway, I guess what the three of us will be doing is sitting around, getting to know each other better. The BF and I don't drink alcohol and neither does this guy, so we'll probably be bringing the New Year in with some tonic water and lemon
Which is fine by me ... and maybe we'll all get into some serious New Year's kissing, too
No alcohol? Eeeek
. Just kidding, I hope you have a great New Year`s and get some kissing action .Maybe I should have my own thread. I don't want to hijack Val's thread ...
NOTE: Maybe a mod would be so nice as to move these few posts to a new thread? Maybe call it "ILM's Pleasantly Perverted Prose" or something like that? I could even talk about my workouts
NOTE: Maybe a mod would be so nice as to move these few posts to a new thread? Maybe call it "ILM's Pleasantly Perverted Prose" or something like that? I could even talk about my workouts
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I hope it all turns out. We're all quite stoked about the whole thing ...
And of course we want it to be fun. But we also want to connect. If we don't connect, it won't work.
But I know we'll all make the best of it
I hope you have a Happy New Year, Matt!
Well, the BF used to have a gay BF. But he turned into a drama queen, so he got the boot.
We've never tried it with a bisexual guy before. We definitely want to have a relationship. If three gay guys can make it work, three bis certainly can!
I don't want that to sound like a blanket statement about all hetero men. It's not. It's just a statement about the ones I've dated. Abusive relationships are not good
No alcohol? Eeeek
Yeah, we're not big on alcohol. It screws up our blood sugar. (The BF and me are both Type 1 Diabetics.) The new guy isn't a diabetic -- he's just a super fit guy that doesn't drink alcohol
Thanks for your wishes, Poisonhearts!!! I do think some kissing action would be VERY nice indeed. I'm a real sucker for all that gushy stuff
Trops
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Maybe I should have my own thread. I don't want to hijack Val's thread ...
NOTE: Maybe a mod would be so nice as to move these few posts to a new thread? Maybe call it "ILM's Pleasantly Perverted Prose" or something like that? I could even talk about my workouts
I was looking for your diary, and saw that you don't have one. Starting one for yourself would be a good thing. Just let us know when you do.
MissDFITT
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Hey Beautiful! Looks like you had a nice holiday at home and are determined with your new goal. If anyone can do it its you, I have total faith. 10lbs by March is doable, lets just hope your body agrees!
I am super jealous that you haven't been scared by your weight. I swear I am the stretch mark queen. They are my reminders of what I used to look like and I hate them... but there's nothing I can do to rid my body of them just deal.... as long as no one points them out... which hasn't happened in awhile.
Anyway, 2009 it is lady! Its going to be a GREAT year! Lets do this!!
Cheers
I am super jealous that you haven't been scared by your weight. I swear I am the stretch mark queen. They are my reminders of what I used to look like and I hate them... but there's nothing I can do to rid my body of them just deal.... as long as no one points them out... which hasn't happened in awhile.
Anyway, 2009 it is lady! Its going to be a GREAT year! Lets do this!!
Cheers
Curvie Girlie
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Friends!!!!
I haven't read everything posted here, yet, I just wanted to catch up with y'all real quick....
Friday I went with two girl friends to The City (SF, in Cali) to that Matador club for Dubstep and to see my homegirl LB spin......
Holy shit, I had more fun than I can even convey, properly!
Not only did the DJs spin The Hard Shit as far as Dubstep is concerned, but two black MCs were kind of rappin' over it all, and I was REALLY into it, dancing a sort of hybrid of belly dancing and Turf giggin', LOL! Think graceful girl belly dancer takes lessons from a thizzed-out-superduperhyphy hood rat The main MC noticed me, and pulled me to the front of the dancefloor where I decided being shy as far as dancing was concerned would be counter-productive, so I BUSTED OUT I danced as trippy as possible, and you know how girls try to be pretty and sexy when they dance? NOT ME! I wanted to be UGLY and SCARY because Dubstep music is ugly and scary and trippy and freaky! I was wearing my cool hat and my orange scarf that a coworker got for me in France, so I used them as props and also stuck in my interpretation of breakin' as well--gettin' real low and at one point, puttin' on my thizz face and stomping around like a scary monster to the beat of the music The crowd, as far as I could tell, I wasn't paying much attention, loved it.
Word.
Later that night the MC tried to get me back out in the front but I decided that once was enough, I didn't want people to think that I thought I was The Shit, because I don't, and those who are truly The Bomb know that they don't have to floss to prove themselves. Uh, you might want to check Urban dictionary after reading this, heh!
Anyway, my homegirls had never heard Dubstep before and the sets were literally SO GOOD, not a single person in the room could stop herself from dancing. After LB's set, I hugged her and her boyfriend and cousin and congratulated her on her popularity (the MC and everyone were chanting "LB! LB!" during her set). She said, "You're badass!!" and I said, "No, you're badass!!" We cheersed and the Subwize group left early (that's the name of their group of DJs, so cute that her cousin and boyfriend are DJs, too--and damn good ones, I just have a special place in my heat for LB because she was the first one I met, is one of the nicest people in the world, and always gets me on guestlists ) but my homegirls and I stayed on until about 2am, then I drove them back to the Ghetto of San Leandro, where Kristen lives with her boyfriend, and he proceeded to give me a bunch of graffiti stickers. Check it! Deadeyes is SICK as fuck!
Saturday I went to Oakland again and hung out with my "brother and sister," and oohed and ahhed over Stephanie's 4.5 month-preggie belly and let them serve me delicious dinner of steamed broccoli and grilled salmon, then I went over to my other Oakland friend's house and played Rock Band for the first time--I played the drums and sang, apparently I did great for my first time--oh and I had a great time singing "Holiday in Cambodia," LOL! Sat night I visited my friend, and Peezey's buddy Evan in the City, crashed at his pad, and the next day went on a bike ride (well, he rode his unicycle) down to Cafe Gratitude for breakfast, before I drove back to the Bay Area, visited my niece and best friend to give her a bunch of childrens' books I had from when I was a young bunny, then went back to Santa Cruz to pleasure Peezey
before going ALL THE WAY HOME to the mountains to chat with Barre and take care of my cat.
At 2am this morning Barre got a wild hair up his ass and was shooting his shotgun off our porch--HA! Long live Mountain Life I put in my earplugs and went back to sleep.
My life is weird!
Next post: what I'm doing for NYE...........
I haven't read everything posted here, yet, I just wanted to catch up with y'all real quick....
Friday I went with two girl friends to The City (SF, in Cali) to that Matador club for Dubstep and to see my homegirl LB spin......
Holy shit, I had more fun than I can even convey, properly! Not only did the DJs spin The Hard Shit as far as Dubstep is concerned, but two black MCs were kind of rappin' over it all, and I was REALLY into it, dancing a sort of hybrid of belly dancing and Turf giggin', LOL! Think graceful girl belly dancer takes lessons from a thizzed-out-superduperhyphy hood rat
The main MC noticed me, and pulled me to the front of the dancefloor where I decided being shy as far as dancing was concerned would be counter-productive, so I BUSTED OUT I danced as trippy as possible, and you know how girls try to be pretty and sexy when they dance? NOT ME! I wanted to be UGLY and SCARY because Dubstep music is ugly and scary and trippy and freaky! I was wearing my cool hat and my orange scarf that a coworker got for me in France, so I used them as props and also stuck in my interpretation of breakin' as well--gettin' real low and at one point, puttin' on my thizz face and stomping around like a scary monster to the beat of the music The crowd, as far as I could tell, I wasn't paying much attention, loved it. Word.
Later that night the MC tried to get me back out in the front but I decided that once was enough, I didn't want people to think that I thought I was The Shit, because I don't, and those who are truly The Bomb know that they don't have to floss to prove themselves. Uh, you might want to check Urban dictionary after reading this, heh!
Anyway, my homegirls had never heard Dubstep before and the sets were literally SO GOOD, not a single person in the room could stop herself from dancing. After LB's set, I hugged her and her boyfriend and cousin
and congratulated her on her popularity (the MC and everyone were chanting "LB! LB!" during her set). She said, "You're badass!!" and I said, "No, you're badass!!" We cheersed and the Subwize group left early (that's the name of their group of DJs, so cute that her cousin and boyfriend are DJs, too--and damn good ones, I just have a special place in my heat for LB because she was the first one I met, is one of the nicest people in the world, and always gets me on guestlists ) but my homegirls and I stayed on until about 2am, then I drove them back to the Ghetto of San Leandro, where Kristen lives with her boyfriend, and he proceeded to give me a bunch of graffiti stickers. Check it! Deadeyes is SICK as fuck! Saturday I went to Oakland again and hung out with my "brother and sister," and oohed and ahhed over Stephanie's 4.5 month-preggie belly and let them serve me delicious dinner of steamed broccoli and grilled salmon, then I went over to my other Oakland friend's house and played Rock Band for the first time--I played the drums and sang, apparently I did great for my first time--oh and I had a great time singing "Holiday in Cambodia," LOL! Sat night I visited my friend, and Peezey's buddy Evan in the City, crashed at his pad, and the next day went on a bike ride (well, he rode his unicycle) down to Cafe Gratitude for breakfast, before I drove back to the Bay Area, visited my niece and best friend to give her a bunch of childrens' books I had from when I was a young bunny, then went back to Santa Cruz to pleasure Peezey
before going ALL THE WAY HOME to the mountains to chat with Barre and take care of my cat.At 2am this morning Barre got a wild hair up his ass and was shooting his shotgun off our porch--HA! Long live Mountain Life
I put in my earplugs and went back to sleep.My life is weird!
Next post: what I'm doing for NYE...........
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