Curvie Girlie The Diary: Mind Playin' Tricks on Me

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JZ--HOW CUTE!!!!!!! Sweetheart is more white, but her ears are black.

My camera is broken in the sense that it cannot take pictures in the dark. Someday when it's light I'll get a shot of her. She is REGAL, I swear!
 
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At one club, there was a "Jesus dance off" and Nick lost, but the Jesus who won (popular costume, I swear every scrawny guy with long hair and a beard seemed to think that was the easy way out) was super crazy, looked straight out of Family Guy or something!
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I could just imagine a dance off in an episode of South Park... Except they'd probably have a couple of prophets/Deities from other religions join in too.
 
LOL Oh I know--someday I want to do a God/Satan pair with someone. With other people as angels and Hell's Angles following us around, that's be fun!
 
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JZ--HOW CUTE!!!!!!! Sweetheart is more white, but her ears are black.

My camera is broken in the sense that it cannot take pictures in the dark. Someday when it's light I'll get a shot of her. She is REGAL, I swear!
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Monty is 112 pounds of rock solid don't F__ with my kids, muscle. His eyes are a light blue... picture doesn't show it though. Pretty cool for walking at night... his eyes look red!!! Whose gonna mess with anyone with a 112 pound red eyed American Bulldog???? He is actually a big baby. My kids ride him around the house like he's a horse, and he loves it!! Too funny to watch! One more pic...
 
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Yes, pitbulls are often misunderstood. They are usually really smart, and really MISCHIEVOUS. They NEED discipline but lots of positive reinforcement. They only get mean when treated badly. It breaks my heart when I hear of them getting fought and starved :cry: They also need lots of exercise and as you probably know, the best is pulling weight. That's what they're bred for. If I ever can afford it, I'll adopt a few and make them have cart-pulling contests!

I notice they LOVE kisses all over their faces. Every pitbull I ever got to love adored it when I'd hold his or her sweet head and kiss all over their forehead and muzzle :beating:
 
I think alot of the bigger breads are misunderstood as being agressive and it all comes down to how they are trained and cared for. My boomer is a rot/chow mix and when people hear that they freak out... but he is a total teddy bear who only protects when he needs to.
 
Influence from others

I've read a bunch of positive meditations in the diaries this morning. In Korrie's, I wrote this:

Korrie, you know you're still learning. Me too. We all are, and your journey is to the right mentality, to manifest your desires and be happy. I'm cheering you on, but yeah, its ALL YOU BABE. Time, hard work, patience, tempered with fun good times A balance to work towards. I've been getting better at my own balance and it was not easy. Lots of set-backs and bitter moments. And also lots of self-denial for me, which wasn't easy because I saw myself as a natural hedonist. I actually had to CHANGE, first, then my self-perception changed, too. I got smart about me. And it took forever, and I'm obviously not perfect, but I'm proud of myself for maintaining the mid 140s, maintaining my exercise regime, and maintaining somewhat balanced and healthy eating for several months. That might seem very small to some people, but for me, it was a major accomplishment because it went along with a renewed sense of self and self-respect. I can only say, I hope you have deep introspective moments that push you closer to your goals.

So yeah, I didn't mean to talk about ME so much, but I couldn't really seem to come up with great things to say to her like Mal does, so I could only speak from experience with my intuition of what might possibly be Korrie's issue (or one of them). In doing so I realized that I may be at a stalemate at 145-ish, but this is the first autumn/winter that I haven't started gaining and going up to 150-155. My actual true goal for the next 3 months is to MAINTAIN, because although I like my body better at 140 (21.9 BMI), winter is a hard time for me when it comes to self control. Yo-yo dieting and gaining is, as we know, not good for the body.

I'm proud to say I didn't eat much candy this Halloween. I didn't have ANY this weekend (I had dessert on Sat) but when I was PMSing last week I had some, fo sho. Ali is in NV so I won't be orchestrating any Holiday Party this year :cry: I miss her, but am relieved that I won't be surrounded by chocolate for weeks on end :svengo:

Tracking my calories starting yesterday--somehow I ate 1531 yesterday and worked my ass off in the house all day, working so hard I didn't have a big dinner, just a pizza pretzel and a Pumpkin Ale. At least I had a black bean and brown rice salad for lunch. I hate tracking food twice so you won't see it much here in the diary, but I guess I should track calories so you can see my progress and what I'm up to. I have to train for my 10K in 24 days (no prob, as far as stamina, but I want to be FAST) so I'll be forcing myself to do more HIIT. I actually might try to commission a trainer out here to help me and pay him or her in wine :D We'll see if that works ;)
 
Here, the Buddha said it better:

You can search throughout the entire universe for someone who is more deserving of your love and affection than you are yourself, and that person is not to be found anywhere. You yourself, as much as anybody in the entire universe deserve your love and affection.
 
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Here, the Buddha said it better:

You can search throughout the entire universe for someone who is more deserving of your love and affection than you are yourself, and that person is not to be found anywhere. You yourself, as much as anybody in the entire universe deserve your love and affection.
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WORD!!! Wish I had learned that lesson a lot sooner... Oh well... on to better things!!! ;) ;) Buddha said some pretty on the mark things. :D JZdha would add RESPECT to it. :D
 
And of course, Buddha should have been on WLF:

The secret of health for both mind and body is not to mourn for the past, worry about the future, or anticipate troubles, but to live in the present moment wisely and earnestly.
 
This one is controversial, because humans are, by nature, a communal creature. But it reflects how I felt inside in the month of September, that I'm trying to reach again:

The whole secret of existence is to have no fear. Never fear what will become of you, depend on no one. Only the moment you reject all help are you freed.
 
All good stuff. :)

I'm a firm believer in... Every decision you make today in how you live or act, directly affects the life you live tomorrow!! Everything has a consequence... good or bad. :sifone:
 
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And of course, Buddha should have been on WLF:
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Now that would be funny. Read through Buddha's diary and see "Well according to Fitday I ate over my calories yesterday, but I philosophized for a good hour and a half. There wasn't anything on the chart for that, so I figure that it probably burned through my excess calories. Planning on going for a run later. Oh, and thanks to everyone for all the kind words yesterday. I was going through a tough patch and it really helped."
 
Oh yeah! :iagree: Sometimes neutral! ;)

Seeing the ex got him on my mind a bit when I read some of B's quotes. These ones would have helped ME in our relationship:

Holding on to anger is like grasping a hot coal with the intent of throwing it at someone else; you are the one who gets burned.

However many holy words you read, however many you speak, what good will they do you if you do not act on upon them?

It is a man's own mind, not his enemy or foe, that lures him to evil ways.

No one saves us but ourselves. No one can and no one may. We ourselves must walk the path.

There is nothing more dreadful than the habit of doubt. Doubt separates people. It is a poison that disintegrates friendships and breaks up pleasant relations. It is a thorn that irritates and hurts; it is a sword that kills.



And these ones would have helped HIM in our relationship:

A dog is not considered a good dog because he is a good barker. A man is not considered a good man because he is a good talker. :smilielol5:


An idea that is developed and put into action is more important than an idea that exists only as an idea.

Better than a thousand hollow words, is one word that brings peace.

The only real failure in life is not to be true to the best one knows.


The tongue like a sharp knife... Kills without drawing blood.
 
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