Curvie Girlie
New member
Re: other sex attention: When I go out I certainly get male attention. I just totally think it's disqualified because the guys I've run into so far are not people I'm interested in. And I could tell that, if I tried to hang out platonically, there'd be all this pressure and shit to accept them as suiters, or I'd have to flat out be rude and I don't like to do that. I hate myself for not saying no to giving out my number. I always am like, "sure, but I'm usually very busy" (true) then I get a call from WHO? saying don't you remember....da da da. I need to be less approachable. What sucks the worst, is the one man I met that I actually liked enough to pursue didn't ask for my number, and I haven't run into him, since. So to me, male attention is no longer much of an ego boost, but a reminder of my pathetic longing and absolute failure at finding a suitable mate. But no worries!
My attitude will change. I always change, usually for the better.
Usually 20-30,000 packed into Pacific Ave, everyone just roaming through, checking each other out and getting fucked up.
I know, I know--but it IS a little interesting when it happens.
Haha! My homegirl and her boytoy are visiting and we're looking for a party. And that's the haps!

.....or not....LOL!!!
but I'm good for those......
