Curvie Girlie The Diary: Mind Playin' Tricks on Me

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Well everyone does life differently which is awsome. Honestly if I wasn't in a similar situation as your friend at 17 I would probably still be partying my ass off getting drunk and smoking weed like every single day lol. Hell I started dating my current husband like a month before i got pregnant i found out a month after my birthday... it was an easter surprize (thank god i didnt end up doing that E on my birthday).
Luckily everything worked out. he wasn't some duchebag guy and we've made a decent life together...
 
:smilielol5: :smilielol5: :smilielol5: You are funny, Cassy! :hurray: Glad that everything worked out good for you. I have Paraguard (copper IUD) so I'm covered :)

My best girlfriend was shooting up SCAG when she found out she was preggers with her wonderful daughter--it cleaned her up and saved her life, and her daughter is a brilliant genius and now 3 years old! :hurray: Kids can do that to people :)
 
Thats awsome that your friend cleaned up. It really is amazing the effect that kids can have on a life... if not there would be a whole lot more messed up and abandoned kids out there. And god knows where I would be if I didn't have mine. I probably wouldn't even know where I was!:p
 
Kids certainly do that to people... Most people at least. There are the few that still keep partying and being irresponsible and still popping out the kids at the same time. Lucky for me most my friends who have kids cleaned up their acts once they came along... Sometimes it's just time to grow up, and I feel you completely lose the right to self-destruct once you bring a child into this world....

Miss Party Central I'm going to start calling you ;) That's awesome about how Chris helped you with the climbing gym membership. Your going to have a blast!

Your damn right that 26 ain't that old :) That's what I keep telling myself at least. Congrats on the good eating and run today. I'm all about the tea lately. No more soda for me EVER! I think sticking to the basics- tea, beer, red wine, water, and skim milk are what I'm really going to work on in the new year.

Have fun with PZ tonite!

-Sam
 
phew it just took me an hour to catch up on you girl....busy woman hehehe

i see you're having fun as usual. and i have to tell you girl you look amazing. that belly of yours is as flat as it can get. absolutely perfetto :D

oh and Happy New Year to you :D and hope all your wishes come true.

i'm glad you have fun with PZ. so far he seems really cool. and sorry for ex bf shit. its just sad. and it happened to me several times that i was struck by how far i have come away from my exes. completely on different page. its like you're mentally miles and miles away from him. doesn't it look like that? that's a clear sign to get rid of someone from your life. you don't need to take his shit anymore in any way shape or form. :) you go on being a happy bunny
 
Hey chica, its been awhile since I've been on here....mmm okay, like almost 2 years...but I wanted to say hey :) I read tried to catch up on your diary...as best I could...and you look great!!
 
Hey Val! It's been two days and I'm still laughing at the "shoe beat a bitch" comment. LOL!

Have a great thursday!!
 
Sick, day off

Hi guys, thanks for stopping by! :waving:

Yesterday I woke up at PZ's house and felt awful, and was coughing in the early morning--so I called into work. I ate good food, rested, and took it easy--I went to "Gentle Yoga" at 9:30am, that was so gentle I almost fell asleep, and at noon I went to see The Curious Case of Benjamin Button, which was pretty good and made me think a lot about life, death, loss, and acceptance--gave me a deeper feeling of inner peace. I went home and did laundry and Barre took me out to eat at Scopazzi's--a 4 star restaurant in a 1 star town, as he likes to say (Boulder Creek is a mountain town of 4,081). Then I drove back to Santa Cruz for Mangala's 7:30 Yoga class, which was fantastic and wonderful for me, and after that, PZ met me at Kiva, where we had a steam shower and a hot tub for an hour and a half. SO it was a relaxing day!

I weighed myself and it is 145.5 lbs! That's good, I was worried I'd gained more during the holidays. ALL summer I'd gone from 146-142.5, so you could say I gained a maximum of 3 lbs this winter--sucks, but it's not friggin' terrible or anything! However, I'd planned on being about 144 by now :( Diet time! I ate to maintenance yesterday, but managed the day before, so I have to record everything......see ya!
 
:hug2: oh i'm sorry you feel sick vl. hope you get better soon. and i admire the fact that you still did yoga while sick

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and that sounded like such a nice relaxing time. i love hot tubs and saunas and stuff. thatwas my favorite thing in budapest...it is packed with beautiful baths :)

and i have to brag..being doing yoga lately and i can already sense the difference flexibility wise and i breath better :D
 
I'm feeling really under the weather myself... terrible sinus headache. Not a great time to be having it too since training is of utmost importance for my mountaineering expedition coming up!

Hope you feel better soon.

And you do a metric ton of yoga!!
 
Lena: Thank you sweetie!!! I'm not THAT sick, but it's worse in the morning and then in the evening. PZ is taking good care of me :) SO glad you're enjoying yoga!

Steve: UGH that sucks--get well soon! :hug2:
 
lena410 said:
phew it just took me an hour to catch up on you girl....busy woman hehehe
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U R crazy! :svengo:

lena410 said:
i see you're having fun as usual. and i have to tell you girl you look amazing. that belly of yours is as flat as it can get. absolutely perfetto :D

oh and Happy New Year to you :D and hope all your wishes come true.
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:hug2: I love you! :beating: LOL!

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sorry for ex bf shit. its just sad. and it happened to me several times that i was struck by how far i have come away from my exes. completely on different page.
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The ex is acting a fool--I haven't responded, read, or opened his last several emails because the subject seemed to be very negative--more bitching about me. Shit, he must REALLY LOVE ME to have such intense negative responses to my heckling, and to keep trying to go for blood. I wrote him off completely, but feel no desire to tell him. When I don't converse with him, I'm not confused or sad or hurt or upset--I'm completely happy. And he's in a very bad place right now, blames me, and wants to take it out on me. I thought I missed his company as a friend, but I think I was fooling myself because I realized it's "too soon" and HE'S certainly not over it (he's still hopping mad it seems). I'm not willing to allow his bullshit to drag me down, and we're never going to see eye to eye on "what happened."

We loved each other. He was very important to me. Losing the relationship made me realize how important, and letting go, feeling inner peace about the loss, and moving on has brought a tremendous sense of relief. In addition, retrospectively I realized just HOW volatile and unnecessary our relationship was, and how destructive to my self, was the whole situation. I'm left thinking, "WHew! Glad THAT'S over!" :)
 
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