2 weeks no alcohol today, and day 8 completed of p90x!
Today was HARD, I didn't want to do it, I felt LAZY, and I wanted to sabotage myself really bad!!!....BUTTTT...I DID IT! p90x 1 hr day 8 & Hypno yoga consistency done! Today was yoga/weights/squats/weird military floor moves/rolling/jumping/sweating! (yesterday I got lucky and as I didn't want to do it, AGAIN, ..waited til late at night, which is a BAD idea...mornings are best....it was pure stretching for an hour.) The workouts are always about 1 hour min..if not 1 hour 15-20.
I was noticing myself feeling LAZY,...and it was already 11:30pm and I didn't want to do it. I talked myself into a later time slot every hour and I was watching Dancing with the Stars as I did my hair, since I died it Amber Red with Black Chunk highlights all over. (barter)

Looks nice! Even though I graduated end of May ..ceremony is Friday, so should be fun! I have 10 guests coming and we are all sitting for dinner together at this fancy place where the ceremony is. BUT yes, back to p90x. I told myself, that "
Alta! Do this. Do this."
I then listened to a 10 min Self Hypnosis download I made for myself in respects to CONSISTENCY and working out
daily, and after I finished listening to it, I realized "Start with the possible, soon you'll be doing the impossible. All you have to do is PUSH PLAY! Push through it!!! Change is around the NEAREST corner!"...though I do see my abs getting smaller, and my ass moving higher and my love handles melting.!"
So,I did that. Push play, I mean. Before I did that though, I drove to the liquor store and got chocolate covered almonds and ate the serving size it said, and put the other half in the freezer. After my workout was done, I felt bad, and wanted to still eat them, yet instead tossed the other half in the toilet and FLUSHED them ...after my workout. I didn't want to do that either. But I did. My bf called me, and I told him I needed..
CHOCOLATE AA at the moment...haha...and it worked. He listened, and I
flushed.

! I would have felt like
SHIT, if I ate the 440 cals of chocolate, which I was very on my way to doing. I haven't eaten chocolate in almost 2 weeks. I also haven't drank alcohol in 2 weeks today! I cut out carbs, eat fruits and veggies, ..no processed..and cut portions the past p90x days as well. That's actually what got me to listen to the self hypnosis recording at that time as well, was because I was already feeling like shit, for THINKING of sabotaging myself to SLEEP instead of workout!?!? WHAT?! Sleep?! ...what a LAME excuse! (Sleep when you DIE, bitch! Work NOW!) hahaha!
Thank GOD, I made it through today though! Tomorrow will be easier.The scale went lower today, but tomorrow is weigh in day. We'll see what happens. Gonna work double for the chocolate tomorrow. Luckily they were alomonds inside. Feel good that I stayed within portion limit! Moderation.