Thank you guys for caring so much!!!
I did get things at peace within myself , and you all are so wonderful with your comments and suggestions. Thank you!!
I did well this week, but unfortunately I have not been around because @ work, this lady that did all the company's shipping department QUIT and and my boss seemed to think that I am capable of doing it ALL...including running the entire Claims Department, The Shipping Department, the company's main filing system, and Customer Service calls ....
WITHOUT A RAISE!!! 
I haven't even had time to click onto the internet at work. My every single second is counted now, where as before I thought I had no time, now I really have no time!!!
On the bright side: My first week that I decided to start seeing clients, I had 3 clients this week for Hypnotherapy!!!! They loved it

and more importantly
I LOVED IT!!!! I am still offerering pro bono hours for a series of 3 consecutive sessions. I have 3 clients set up for this coming week also!!!!!!!!
I can't believe that this is
really happening!!! I'm really doing it!!!! I'm actually completing my marketing projection plans tonight and have to submit them along with the financials for a marketing class that I am taking as well.
Last session with my Hypnotherapist we worked on that, allowing for my schedule to accomodate clients...and
WHALA...where before I didn't see the light, I now see the LIGHT!!!!
!!! All of a sudden, I can find all kinds of time to see clients, in between a class here and inbetween this and inbetween that..!!!! hahaha.... !!
If ye looks Ye shall find!!! (
Derrick: If you are reading this,...I am SOOOO EXCITED that you went to a hypnotherapist!!!! What prompted you to go!!!?? Did you like it!!!? What did you work on? (if it's not too personal)!!...regardless I'm exstatic for you!!! I have had wonders work with me!!)....Actually, even that day that I had financial worries, it only lasted for like 3 hours....and I was able to allow myself the gift of a replacement reaction of peace and tranquility!!!! wheewwww
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It's funny though, because no one is exempt to feeling the overflow of thoughts, anxieties, and worries. We can all learn to adjust our reaction to our situations and behaviors though, step by step
!!! All in all...nothing can get you really down unless you let it ....for long at least. Everyone should release when needed, and find a way to PASS IT!!!...!!....knowing that OPPORTUNITY does lie within all ...and pondering on what it is.
....FOOD WISE: I have been pretty good this week, mainly the same vegetarian small portions, with chicken chunks here and there, and a slice of pizza on Saturday...and some Wine on like 2 days. Actually lots of wine!! haha....oh well!!!....
I'm telling you...this stress at work is like LEVEL 10!!! I've decided that in about 2 weeks, I am going to ask for a raise, or tell my boss that I am only one person and that the stress level is not worth taking on the task of 2 people without an adjustment in pay, and if that can not be accomodated ...then take ONE WHOLE job away....and allow for me to do one person's share of work.
STOPPING IT ALL SOON!! I miss

all of you and coming online, and I'm sure once I get the hang of it all with SPEED in like a month or two, then I will be able to make more of an effort.
I haven't been able to train for my half marathon, let alone...that doesn't STOP the fact that
I'm RUNNING IT...this SUPERBOWL FEB 7th!!! That metal is mine!!!!!!
.....I am extremely
PROUD of MYSELF!!! I am making good decisions for me, and building the life of my dreams...one step at a time. To handle my stress though, I find myself DAILY a bunch of times a day...stopping to take in 3 HUGE DEEP BREATHS....
I leave stressed to the point of horrible upper back pain. Which is normal and indicative of body syndromes that the subconscious mind produces as a physical release through the body. NOT COMFORTABLE AT ALL!!!....It's horrendous sometimes, the pain almost brings me to tears...so
I GET HOME @ 10:30 pm and I do meditative yoga for like 30 mins, then some exercise. This whole transitioning positions, has taken a HUGE toll on my mental energy, physcial energy...and I'm learning how to cope with it as I go.
....All in all,....I worked out this past week...maybe only like 3 times. I plan to bike and yoga tonight as well....had no time this week to do Jillian!
Thank God for Positive Affirmation Meditative yoga!!! By the time I am done, the pain in my back (level 10) usually COMPLETELY disappears!!!!!
....I want to get a recorder soon, and start to record the hyposis part of the therapy for the clients to be able to listen to during the week as well. I have so many ideas, and so little time. Step by step!!! !!
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Weigh in is still on Tuesday, and I hope to workout tonight and tomorrow morning as well as night, so that TUESDAY I can have at least done something. Not sure how the loss is going to go since my stress level has been INSANE through the roof, and it does affect your progress in weight loss. I actually have a speech that I am holding tomorrow night, and I think I will talk about that. Gonna prepare it!! Let's see how it goes!!
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I hope everyone had a WONDERFUL SMASHING WEEK!!!!
!!!! Thank you for stopping by!! If it wasn't for all of you, I can't imagine sometimes why take the time to write in here.!!! !! Thank you!! ! .....Swamped is an understatement these days...

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I LOVE BEING A HYPNOTHERAPIST!! I'm very blessed.....
!!!...soon within my dreams...and within this next year, ...I plan to be able to do online Hypnotherapy sessions with people all over the WORLD!!! What an adventure and a dream!!!....I can't wait....STEP BY STEP ALTA!!! hahah!!! (building my dream around my full time job!!)