getting off track
I know we are meant to stick to the program 100%, but for those of us who in the past haven't, remember, in real life, these things happen. No one is perfect all the time no matter what it is they're doing. And everyone goes through rough patches that causes them to revert back to old habits sometimes. It took our whole lives to develop these habits. When choosing the wrong things to eat, it cant be compared to giving up smoking or recovering from alcoholism, because people who give those things up, have to abstain from them completely. Impossible to do with food, so from that point of view, the battle can be tougher. Having said that, another way of looking at it is it's easier, because reformed smokers and drinkers cant touch the stuff, however, we can at least fill our stomachs with something to relieve cravings. We are all only human, and we are all doing our personal best, so lets not beat up on ourselves. Guilt is not a hugely motivating force. Acceptance and support is what everyone needs here, and we are so lucky to get it.
We are getting heaps of pressure to attend the end of year dinner. We get free transport, and the meal is a set menu. I really dont want to go, because I wont want to eat anything there, and wont really want to take my own food. Its not that I cant deal with not having anything, but we pay x amount and the social club covers the rest, so its a waste of money if I'm not eating. So I'm trying to think of the best way to get the point across. I guess its just a matter of explaining and being firm, which isnt that hard. By that time I would have been back on Cohens for almost 2 months, and there is no way I'm deviating.
BAM only 10 kgs to go, you'll be there and celebrating before you know it. It does take it out of you when you get sick and have other stuff going on. Been there, and if I didnt cave in at the time, I did later. Good to see you back. Keep drinking that water, and the rest will fall off.