Thank you Margaret and LIz for your nice posts, I cannot add another ticker for some reason (something about the signature may only be 3 lines long), but I will do recounts at the and of the week to see how close I am to Paris.
I have continued sweating but no period... I also feel like my lower abdomen could be tender (which might be spelling out period for me) but I think right now I am just overeagerly hoping for any symptoms, so it could just be my belt or something like that.
Well when I stop thinking about it, it will come!
Ok so today I went to the bookshop and in the sales basket was a book called "The hungry years" and I stupidly grabbed it. So first when I get to the cash register they tell me it is not on sale but I was embarrassed so I bought it anyway (and it was incredibly expensive), then I go to get lunch and read a bit and it didn't make me feel good at all. I haven't got very far yet but it sounds a bit like a praise to the Atkins diet, which I think sucks! And it made my lunch miserable because the guy kept saying how awful it is being fat and all, and I know I am not fat, but still when I looked in the mirror after lunch I felt horribly fat!
I won't go running today, simply because I didn't go this morning when I should have gone (instead I watched 2 episodes of Grey's anatomy, on my bed, sweating like a pig and praying to the gods of the world, to make me look like Ellen Pompeo soon! I usually don't like superthin people, I like curvier people better like Scarlett Johanssen, but there is something in Pompeo's superthin frame that makes her so... cute... maybe in my next life I could look like her! In this I doubt that I ever will!), and now I am at uni with my bag and I hate running with my bag.
Instead though, I will go to the gym and gym it up for a while, probably do 25 mins of elliptical, stretches, TumEx and if I really feel masochistic enough, I will even attempt the bike for a few minutes.
I feel guilty for having eaten too much yesterday and at the same time I feel stupid for feeling guilty... I only ate a bit too much, I didn't like stuff myself with millions of calories, and I do not want to be obsessive girl!!
So Food for the day:
Breakfast: 1 small banana (70 cals), 250 g of raspberries (50 cals)
Lunch: Thai red curry with chicken and half a bowl of rice (it was a large portion so I will guesstimate around 750 cal)
Snack: some sushi
Dinner: chinese, but I wasn't all that hungry, so I had veggies and maybe 1/4 of a bowl of rice and less than 1/4 of some fish.
Exercise:
None in the end... I am a loser

Camy