Camy's diary

Camy

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Ok, so today I start my diary. I am not sure I need one, but I might as well... it won't harm me that is for sure.

I changed my dietary habits because of a medical problem, I have coeliac disease and I am lactise intolerant. I thought it would be more difficult to be honest, I thought I would crave bagels with cream cheese at all times, but it isn't. In only 5 days, my body is feeling so much better that I cannot believe I lived miserable for almost 9 years. I knew about the lactose intolerance for a while but I never really stopped eating all milk products, because no matter how much milk I cut out, I still felt yucky and nauseous.

Today is day 5 and my first weigh in. I have lost 3 pounds. I am incredibly proud of myself. I hoped I would, but didn't want to get too upset if I didn't. The most important thing for me is to feel physically better and I have achieved that, now I need to feel better with myself.

I was a skinny minny until about 12, I was a gymnast (until I injured myself, falling on my head and became afraid of going back to gymnastics), I was a very hyper child.
Then puberty hit me and I started putting on weight. Not a lot, but sort of always a bit bigger than the skinny people. I then started to dance a lot, up to 5 or 6 hours a day and could eat everything maintaining a weight of about 125 pounds. UNfortunately, when I moved to London, I quit dancing (too expensive and the people suck!) and still ate a lot. So I started to get bigger.
I tried to diet here and there, tried to do more sports, but that didn't really work, because I would get bored.
Genuinely I dislike gyms, because I am bored and it is such a hassle, I'd much rather do a gazillion other things than going to the gym, but I guess, since I do not run in the park, or own a bike, I will have to put up with it. I am lucky because I found a new friend about 3 months ago and she goes to the gym with me.

So here is my regime:
Foodwise (it varies very slightly from day to day, but not massively):
Breakfast: 2 ricecakes, 1 with a bit of honey, one with a slice of ham, 1 banana, water, then later herbal tea
Lunch: slice of grilled chicken breast, cherry tomatoes, some other veg (carrots, cucumber, peppers), fruitsalad (without added sugar)
Snack: 2 tangerines and/or 1 apple, plus herbal tea
Dinner: Fish with veggies, or Fish with rice, or big salad (on weekdays)

Today, because it is sunday I will make an argentinian meat stew, which is cooked inside a butternut squash. It tastes amazing and my boyfriend and friends love it. I use lean meat for it, and the rest are veggies anyhow.

Exercisewise:
3 x a week: 30-45 minute workout in the gym (bike, eliptical and light weights) plus 1 hour of swimming
1x a week 2 hours of rollerblading or iceskating

Today I could not rollerblade because the weather was bad and I have to write an essay. But I might go iceskating on wednesday.
So end of this first post, Camy
 
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Took me some time to find this diary of mine.

So things I need to write down... hmm, today is day 6.
Well yesterday I ate some spanish sausage, which tasted amazing but was so greasy!!! But other than that I don't think I overate too badly, even though I overcooked... i cooked for a whole regiment, rather than for 2 couples! Oh well... so my boyfriend has something to eat tonight. Other than the stew I just had some tea, no sugar, no milk.

Today I woke up a bit late, so I just had a ricecake sandwich on the way (ricecake, some honey, ricecake) and then for lunch had my chicken, tomatoes, an orange and a banana.
As a snack I had another banana, because there was barely anything at BF's house to take to uni with me. I like to vary my fruit a bit more but whatever...

My problem is mainly between snacktime and dinner, I am constantly hungry in that time. I am hoping I will adjust to this, but if I don't I am a bit at a loss of what to do. I do not fancy more fruit at all, I want carbs, but I can't have anything with wheat, so cereal, bread or anything in that league is out.
When we go for coffee (thank god for sugarfree soy latte, the only thing I can drink other than herbal tea when we go to starbucks) I am usually ok, so maybe I just need a hot drink or something to keep me going.
I thought about dried fruit, or nuts, but it is so high in calories, that I do not really want to go down that route.

I am thinking that I might need a calcium replacement therapy, some calcium tablets, because I drink no milk or milk product. I will try to check that out tomorrow.

The sports is not really going anywhere, today I only had about 45 minutes between lectures and work (I am using them here on the computer), and after work my gym is closed. Instead I will go tomorrow.
My friend is willing to come with me tomorrow, which is great. I also do not feel too great, have a bit of a cold, so my nose runs, my throat is killing me and I keep sneezing and coughing, so really not the best shape for sports.
I hope I feel better tomorrow.
Camy
 
This will be my next diet... in case my current change of habits doesn't work:
People are always on the lookout for a new diet. The trouble with most diets is that you don’t get enough to eat (the starvation diet), you don’t get enough ariation (the liquid diet) or you go broke (the all-meat diet). Consequently, people tend to cheat on their diets, or quit after 3 days. Well, now there’s the new Toddler Miracle Diet.

Over the years you may have noticed that most two year olds are trim. Now the formula to their success is available to all in this new diet. You may wish to consult your doctor before embarking on this diet; otherwise, you may be seeing him afterwards. Good Luck!

DAY ONE:

Breakfast:
One scrambled egg, one piece of toast with grape jelly.
Eat 2 bites of egg, using your fingers; dump the rest on the floor.
Take 1 bite of toast, and then smear the jelly over your face and clothes.

Lunch:
Four crayons (any color).
A handful of potato chips.
A glass of milk (3 sips only, then spill the rest).

Dinner:
A dry stick, two pennies and a nickel, 4 sips of flat Sprite.

Bedtime snack:
Throw a piece of toast on the kitchen floor.

DAY TWO:

Breakfast:
Pick up stale toast from kitchen floor and eat it.
Drink half bottle of vanilla extract or one vial of vegetable dye.

Lunch:
Half tube of “Pulsating Pink” lipstick and a handful of Purina Dog Chow (any flavor).
One ice cube, if desired.

Afternoon Snack:
Lick an all-day sucker until sticky, take outside, drop in dirt. Retrieve and continue slurping until it is clean again. Then bring it inside and drop on the rug.

Dinner:
A rock or an uncooked bean, which should be thrust up your left nostril.
Pour Grape Kool-Aid over mashed potatoes; eat with spoon.

DAY THREE:

Breakfast:
Two pancakes with plenty of syrup, eat one with fingers, rub in hair.
Glass of milk; drink half, stuff other pancake in glass.
After breakfast, pick up yesterdays sucker from rug, lick off fuzz, and put it on the cushion of best chair.

Lunch:
Three matches, peanut butter and jelly sandwich. Spit several bites onto the floor.
Pour glass of milk on table and slurp up.

Dinner:
Dish of ice cream, handful of potato chips, some red punch.
Try to laugh some of the punch through your nose, if possible.

FINAL DAY:

Breakfast:
A quarter tube of toothpaste (any flavor), bit of soap, an olive.
Pour a glass of milk over bowl of cornflakes; add half a cup of sugar.
Once cereal is soggy, drink milk and feed cereal to dog.

Lunch:
Eat breadcrumbs off kitchen floor and dining room carpet.
Find that sucker and finish eating it.

Dinner:
A glass of spaghetti and chocolate milk. Leave meatballs on plate.
Stick of mascara for dessert.

Camy
 
We buried my fiance's grandfather yesterday, it has been terribly sad to see him so down, he is usually my rock and he lost it several times, especially yesterday evening on the plane ride home (the fiance, his family and all are from italy). He was crying himself into hysterics and trying to hurt himself.

I understand, he loved this grandpa so much, but I mean he was old and he had the best possible death (just fell asleep in his chair and never woke up). I am happy for him, but sad for his family. The funeral was alright, and I am happy I was there for him and his mom and little brother (who I am fairly close to).

I ate almost nothing in the past 2 days due to this, I am now trying to regulate my diet again, because I am sure I will go into that dreaded starvation mode if I keep eating only ricecakes and tea for breakfast and not much else for the rest of the day.

By the way today is day 9. I am pretty proud of myself, because I even had to count back today, which means I am settling into it, it doesn't feel like day 9, it just feels like everyday.
Will report more later, Camy
 
Just quick, eating has been good (a bit too little in fact... oh well, I tried to up my caoric intake but I am not sure I am managing), I have given myself a treat: a gluten free, dairy free brownie (130 cals). Tasted alright. But I am not too hot on having another one.
Sport is going nowhere, have to hand in an essay and am not nearly where I should be. Tomorrow we are having a big get together to celebrate my birthday. I am looking forward to that. I chose a japanese place, I love japanese food. And it is gluten free, mainly, so I am good.
I may weigh myself in tomorrow morning instead of Sunday, because I am afraid I will weigh more after pigging at the jap place actually.
I do not think I have lost a lot this week, but I feel quite good and healthy and I am still proud of myself.
Today is day 10.
Camy
 
Hi Camy

I popped in after you visited my diary. I have just skimmed.

Sorry to hear of your fiance's bereavement. These times are always sad.

If you are craving carbs - are there not cereals that have no wheat content? I see that you can have rice-cakes - would the likes of rice krispies be an option for you? Bran flakes or porridge oats may work also?

Is there a coeliac disease support group that could give help in ways to get around your dietary limitations? There must be loads of other people with that - my husband used to work with someone with that problem.

Feeling good and healthy is an important success - whether or not you lose weight.

Have a good birthday.

Best wishes
Margaret
 
OK, so I weighed myself in one day early and I am very very pleased with myself, 3 pounds less!! So I am 3 pound closer to my goal.
You can actually see it in my face, which is ironic becase I would like to lose on my belly more than anything!! No, I am happy with wherever it is shedding.

Next week I need to drink more (I am going through a dry phase), and do my sports. Don't want to be skinny and flaccid! Wanna be skinny and muscly!
So today my food was werid, I had some chinese food and there was gluten in it, so that made me sick pretty much straight away. I only felt better at around 4 and then had half a salad and some asparagus. Now we are going out, jap, here we come!! Yippi yey!

ThanxOmega for visiting!!
Camy
 
Wow you have posted so much and I'm surprised you haven't had more visitors. Welcome to your diary. Keep posting. Down three pounds already!:hurray:

Its all a matter of finding what works for you. I wish you continued good health.
 
rice krispies be an option for you? Bran flakes or porridge oats

I know that I can get gluten-free rice krispies at the health food store; "regular" ones contain barley malt, which has gluten. Bran flakes is generally wheat bran; oats (in the US, at least) are almost always contaminated with wheat in the growing/harvesting/processing, because they get planted in rotation. I can get gluten-free oats at the health food store for 5x the price.

Camy, I know my sister (who is strict about being gluten-free, since she reacts even to traces), has a hard time finding gluten-free Japanese. Apparently, tobiko often has gluten-containing ingredients, and one place even used something gluten-containing in the vinegar mix used on the rice.

Do you live in the US? If so, I can probably suggest brands / recipes / substitutions. I've got a bunch of good gluten-free dairy-free recipes, including for cookies and quickbreads.
 
I absolutely love your ticker!! lol IT so neato ..cool :)

Well you sound like your doing well on your diet .. I found you through Margaret's diary ...

Anyway ... keep treacking

natalie jo :seeya:
 
Wow so many visits! That is amazing!

Yes in fact the japanese food did not go down well, I had terrible cramps when going home (think labouring woman, leaning in a wall doubled over) and then had a bout of diarrhoea. Well I felt much better after getting rid of it all, and now I am on a light diet for today (fruit and tea).
I may have to reconsider eating at japanese places (I already know chinese places do not work), and stick to my salad eating when go out.
I can live fine without cereal to be honest, the breakfast is what I was woried the most, but I do not find it hard to just have my ricecakes and fruit.

Ally, I live in the UK, so unfortunately I won't be able to use the places you suggest, but thank you, it really made me check out the websites of places and ask ask ask about gluten everywhere I go. I didn't want to be a pain in the a$$ so I never did, but I might as well.

My presents were all very health and weight loss oriented, which I loved!! I got a beautiful new tracksuit, ankle weights, several cooking books about glutenfree cooking, a book about the nature and life of coeliac disease and those having it, the book "skinny bitch" which is hilarious! and some non related stuff, like a shirt (which looks quite good... unfortunately won't anymore once I have lost all this weight, so I am wearing it now), some soapy stuff, a nightgown (from malayisa, it is stunning) and some chocolates (which I passed on to my man).

Tomorrow I am going to do my work out with my new ankle weights on, I am looking forward to this so much! Today I have to finish this darn essay and then can just have a relaxed evening with the man and maybe some friends. Just watching a movie or just reading (if the friends don't come).
Camy
P/s: I also adore my ticker!!!
 
OK, I woke up at 7 am (we went to bed at 2 am) about to throw up in my bed. I did not (neither did I throw up in my bathroom!) but I felt allround crummy for the first few horus of the day.
I slept some more and felt better and at 3:30 pm I had some tea and two ricecakes. I don't know what this was (my first thought was Norovirus and I would have totally hated that!! It is going around in England really badly and one of my professors just had it and he gave us a tutorial just a few days after stopping symptoms...), but I am just in bed taking it easy today.
I need to write that essay anyhow, so the rest will do me good and give me time to write. I just really really hope that I will feel great tomorrow because I work all day and I really need the money. I would hate to feel crummy at work or even not being able to go at all.
I do not think I will eat much, especially since I do not seem to have anything in the house. Maybe some broth for dinner...
Camy
 
OK food of the day (please remember that I wasn't feeling so well that is why I barely ate anything:
6 rice cakes plain, over about 8 hours
1 plate of broccoli and courgette
1 plate of salad

I am going to guess I had about 500 calories... then I just ate some italian sausage, so that will up it a bit!
Tomorrow will be a more normal day, I work 11:30 to 7:30 and before that I will do an hour of gym, in my brand new tracksuit and my brand new ankle weights!
I also need to hand in that godforsaken essay... I still have a few hours of that to do!

Oh yeah I lost another 2 pounds, but I am not going to put it on the ticker because 1.) you cannot count pounds when I have not been eating at all, 2.) it is almost obscene to have lost 2 pounds in 2 days and 3.) I love sundays when I can weigh myself and rush on here to change my ticker.
However I was happy to see the scales to say the least.
Camy
 
Sorry your not feeling well Camy!
I am sure tomorrow will be a better day.
You better get that essay done. No more procrastinating!
 
OK I handed that essay in yesterday morning and had a bit of weird eating days. I mean since I am not allowed anything with milk, sugar or gluten I can't really "eat wrong" if you know what I mean, but still...
Yesterday I ate 2 rice cakes and then went to the gym, just 10 minutes elliptical (I am working my way up), some weights and some sit ups (well I am all sore so I guess it was enough), then I worked all day. So at lunch I had half a can of tuna and about half a cup, or less or rice, plus a bag of teddybears (teddybears are glutenfree crisps, chips, they are 97 cals and my only food luxury, I have them once a week or so).
Then I had an apple and a banana towards the end of the day and then at 10:30 (when I was finally home from work, uni, gym and choir) I had so much to eat!! I had 1 cod fillet and lots of cooked vegetables (peppers, tomatoes, etc...) and then 1/2 salad (with tuna in it) and then a lot of fruit. Grapes, apple and mandarin.
I felt so full afterwards, and guilty, because I had eaten way too much. My man kept saying it was all veg and fruit and I should stop torturing myself, but I was just angry that I didn't stop in time, before I felt like this and this is exactly why I am overweight! Which by the way I am not anymore if you go by my BMI (yipi!!!!), I have a BMI of 24.6!!!!

Ok so now today, I worked 11 hours, so I had a quite long and tiring day.
Breakfast was an apple a mandarin and a ricecake sandwich (ricecake, bit of honey, ricecake), then for lunch (as my bosses had nothing to eat which was glutenfree and/or dairyfree) I had a huge bowl of salty popcorn (I feel pretty bad about this!). As dessert some grapes again. At 6 I had a soy latte and I put some sugar in because it tasted of nothing!
And for dinner I had salmon and green beans and a slice of glutenfree bread with a bit of olive oil spread.
I guess it wasn't like the wordls worst food, but I am looking forward to tomorrow and normal food! I hate not being able to eat something normal for lunch, because at work I can't cook and I have to put up with whatever left overs are there and if they are not glutenfree, I just have to make do with fruit.

Tomorrow I am also going gymming and swimming hopefully!
Love, Camy
 
Congratulations on the weight loss and the "normal" BMI. :party:

Sorry you have not been well recently.
 
Thank you Omega!
Today, once again, I woke up with morning sickness... I am starting to have terrible thoughts (not that a baby would be terrible it would just be a terrible moment for the baby to join us!), but I am not even expecting my period for another week, so I can't even test (and I guess 3 days of morning sickness is not yet a clear sign of pregnancy!).

However, this was only important to explain why I didn't have breakfast this morning, so over the day my food has been a bit strange:
- 10 am 3 glasses of water
- 12:30 1 thin chicken breast, 1 apple, grapes
- 2 pm tangerine
- 4 pm a cashew nut bar (with sugar dammit), a soy latte (without sugar) and another tangerine
- 6 pm another apple and half a left over sausage
- 9:30 cod fillet, asparagus and salad

As you can see all over the place! Also we had a practical all afternoon, so I couldn't gym at all. I put on my ankle weights and wore them while at work, I walked up and down their stairs about 8 or 9 times (60 steps plus), so I guess that was a bit of a work out. One of the times I had boy nr.3 (35 pounds) on my back. That winded me pretty badly.
Camy
 
OK, let's see, I did my sports (20 minutes of elliptical and 20 lapse of swimming pool), but then I got into the crummiest of moods! I am pretty sure it was because we went to the cinema, my 6 friends, my man and I. I sort of wanted popcorn but the man said no, so I turned to some dried fruit and my friend read out the calories and was like, don't eat it! So I decided to go back to my original popcorn idea, I grabbed some and went to the cash, but it was extremely expensive, so I gave it back (and, because I was in a crummy mood, I insulted the people who worked at the cinema... I know it wasn't their fault that the popcorn was overpriced or that I am not allowed to eat like normal people, or any of it really but they were there and they looked grumpy).
I am still in a crummy mood in fact. I hate going out with my friends and the man because he is an absolute idiot when we go out. I am not sure if he is not interested in my friends, or if he is shy, but he never talks to any of them. I talk and joke with his friends alright! I even go out with them etc... even though his subject interests me about as much as ... well there are few things as uninteresting as his subject, but still I make an effort. He doesn't. We even went to a pub afterwards and he talked to no one, just sat silently in a chair. Argh! I wish I had a partner who was funny and sweet and good at making conversation.

So my food:
Breakfast: ricecake-sandwich
Lunch: Chicken, grapes, apple and a rice-triangle with some salmon in it (it is a little snack I get for a pound at the sushi place, it's quite small but I love it)
Aftergym snack: apple and banana
Predinner snack: some italian sausage and a few olives... oh and a bag of snac-a-jacs, little salty ricecakes, they were under 100 cals
Dinner: steak (it was actually yummy, it was small though), salad and half a sweet potato

I think the food was alright, it was nice in any case. Tomorrow will be more tricky since I work in the evening and that always screws up my eating.

I will go to the gym though, I liked today actually, even though I am now knackered.
Camy
 
No weight loss.... I am a bit disappointed. BUt whatever, more motivation to be better and work harder next week I guess.
Had a break down yesterday because I just feel so ugly and I feel ashamed to show my body to anyone (including the man). But well, I just need to work hard to get to where I want to be!
Camy
 
No weight loss.... I am a bit disappointed. BUt whatever, more motivation to be better and work harder next week I guess.
Had a break down yesterday because I just feel so ugly and I feel ashamed to show my body to anyone (including the man). But well, I just need to work hard to get to where I want to be!
Camy

Camy ..
Don't be too hard on yourself. Just go with the flow. Your working out, your eating pretty good. You could have had that popcorn. Just a small popcorn to share with the man ...

Don't let your friends or your man judge what you should be eating. Guide yourself. And how tall are you? And how much do you want to weigh in the end?

Don't let anyone put you down ... your awesome! your beautiful!
Just shine... you are going to the gym ... sometimes you will reach plateaus... I reach a plateau almost every five to ten pounds. I have reached a plateau again. I hopefully can break 285 .. I know I will ....
and you will reach your goal ... but make sure you eat too ... your metabolism slows down if you eat too little ... ok ... you need calories to burn ...

ttylater
natalie jo :seeya:
 
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