bluehats diary

So now that i have done the forced medical appointment I'm not eating. I WILL have control over my life. No matter what it takes.
 
I forced myself to eat today and feel very sick. And my arm hurts from the tetanus vaccine I got today.
 
It's been a hard move this time.
Still adjusting.
Really need to work on the eating. All i can think of is just buy less food so there's less to binge on.
 
Hi
I'm mad today because I'm hungry and my body is irritated which is a normal response.
Idk when I get to eat next. Living in extreme poverty.
 
Have been locked out. Finally got back in.
Been up since 3am. Gave up trying to sleep with ants biting me.
Mopped 2 floors. Having a tea very carefully so ants can't get in.
My legs hurt less with the no stairs apt. But I fear they are losing some conditioning. It's more sore just to walk around a store when I do get to. Idk. Maybe just even if I could spot march to 1 song then try more.
For food I'm not sure. Would like to stop binging. It's so easy to eat 1 weeks worth of food at 1 time.
Thinking of trying the cup plan again. I can have 3 cups of whatever I want. I hate calorie counting.
My available foods right now are shredded cheese, potato chips, cookies and nutritional drinks.
 
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