Bedsy's Journal

gee whizz it was hard work TS! I was sweating like nothing else but it was good stuff.
I don't know what possesed us in this heat, but my brother and i decided to walk to subway for lunch so i had a 6'' turkey sub for lunch. I am preparing some pasta for dinner for my family but i can't eat it, it's too heavy so i will have some fruit instead i think.

So...how's everyone??
 
Today was ok, i didn't get all that much exercise but i had weetbix and fruit for breakky again and a roast beef cheese and salad roll for lunch...again i'm not hungry for dinner, but i might have some yoghurt a bit later on if i feel peckish...

I saw a picture of myself, i think it was just after i finished highschool and i think i weight around 75kg, and i just looked like a different person than now. I've decided that that should be my short term goal. To get back down to 75kg

I've also started collecting pictures of clothes and stuff, that is the kind of stuff that i want to wear.
I also had some clothe sunde rmy bed that i had stashed away that i couldn't part with once i "grew" out of them.

Keeping myself motivated by the fact that time goes by so fast.
And I just keep thinking that this time i really want to do it. I have tried and given up soo many times, and i want to make t his time count because there is so many reasons to do it, but none more important that the fact that i just want to be healthy again.
Sounds weird but people are already starting to notice my weight-loss and i really hate when they say stuff. Some people find it encouraging, but i feel like it just confirms how big i am. I know that sound slike i don't like to be honest with myself, but it makes me feel really disappointed.

At least i'm on the right track now and i guess that's all that matters.


I am dreaming of a white bikini...:)
 
my gosh it's so hot! But it's raining! I hate this weather i hate it sooo much!
Can it either please rain or be hot, but not both!

Hopefully it'll stop soon and i can take my dog out for a walk but my dog is chicken of thunder...

today was good i had weetbix/apple/grapes for breakky and my chicken and salad roll fo rlunch and a tub of yogurt in between. Mum made beans with chicken for dinner so i'll have a bit of that.

I can't believe how humid it is, i hope that's good for the digestive system :p
 
lol sounds like our weather up here, I agree with ya dog, it is not nice getting hit by lightning so i take less risks photographing it now and usually head for cover when the thunder starts, getting hit by the stuff can make for a radical attitude change lol.

your food is looking good :)
 
:eek: you've been hit by lighting???


And also...does grooming a golden retriever with more hair than 50 cousin its count as a work out? It sure felt like it!
 
lol i think grooming has got to count for something.

Yep i was hit 2 years ago while i was picking up my youngest son from childcare the funny thing is just before i got out of the car hubby joked "It's your turn to get hit by lightning", i was even interviewed on national TV lol and spent 3 days in hospital 1 in intensive care, my brother had also been hit a couple of years earlier.
 
holy hunnies- hit by lightning!! I cry if I get static shock lol

Bedsy, looks like your doing great!! Oh- and vegimite sounds interesting :)
 
Oh my gosh TS! That is crazy!

I used to be deathly afraid of storms, and then i got a dog who hated them even more, so now i have to be the brave one lol

Haha, yes vegimite is "interesting"...an aquired taste for sure.

Today is humid again...ate the usual...feeling a bit bored today so i'm gonna have to keep myself busy. When the sun goes down a bit i'll take my dog for a walk and then go for a bit of a run.
I know i'm not gonna be able to stomach dinner today so i will have an apple or some frozen pineapple or something.
 
mm, pineapple sounds good :)
Your weather sounds fun, lol, its 38 degrees here, but to be honest, I'd rather be cold than hot, cuz its easier to warm up than cool down :)
have fun walkin the dog!!
 
I looove frozen pineapple...i just close my eyes and think of Hawaii :D
Yes true, it is easier to warm up than cool down. But i usually love those dry hot summer days when there's a cool breeze in the air...we don't get nearly enough of those!

Took my dog out yesterday and he started playing up, so i took him home after about half an hour and went back to the park and did an hour of walking/running. It was so good, i felt great at the end of it.
I've got a couple of girls from work to bring their work out clothes and instead of sitting around in the lunchroom watching doctor phil, we're gonna go for walks at lunch instead.
It's been raining lately though, so it hasn't happened yet, but with any luck, even though it doesn't look particularly promising outside, we'll be able to get out today. I don't mind if it rains, as long as it stops by the time i get home, so i can go for my walk with my headphones.

So I had my weetbix with apple and grapes this morning.....
here we go again :D

I have also decided, that i must lose another five kilos by the start of the footy seaosn which is half way through march, and with any luck, if i'm really good, i could have lost a bit more by then...fingers crossed.
 
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Roosters...but i have a soft spot for the Knights because Danny Buderus is my favourite player. I love him :D
 
For me it is the Eels with the Roosters after that, I hate the Bronco's and the Raiders. I still havn't been asimilated as a cane toad yet, still a cockroach despite living in QLD for almost 5 years now.
 
Oh i despise the raiders! And manly! Don't mind the Broncs though.
And yes i have blue blood too, but i live in sydney hehehehe Can't wait for state of origin this year! Origin is bigger than chrissy at our place lol.

I like putting origin highlights DVD's on while i'm on the treamill lol.
 
Ha ha ha,
this is funny. You know how i said i have to lose 5 kilos by the start of next footy season?
My dad and my sister and i have decided to have a "biggest loser" type of bet to see who can lose the most by the first game of the rugby league season!
This is so motivating! I want to win this soooo bad.
Whoever wins, the loser has to pay them $10 for each kilo that they lose.
So if i win and i lose 5 kilos, they each have to pay me $50...hehehhe
this is so cool. Even if i don't win (though i'm gonna do everything i can to win) at least this has everyone in my family motivated for two months :D
 
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wow that does sound pretty damn motivated! not jjust the weight loss, but saving yourself from paying one of them for their win and also gaining yourself a nice little sum!

sounds like you're doing well, so fingers crossed for u!
 
Thanks so much Lerato!
It's very exciting, and it has my whole family involved so it should be good, and an interesting little competition as well.

I wish i didn't have to work today! :(
I wish i could just go out and walk all around the city and go to a couple of shopping centres and just walk and walk and walk and walk....

Oh by the way in case any one sees my avatar and gets confused, no i'm not a guy, that's just a pic of the guy who i'm gonna marry....he just doesn't know it yet.
And he inspires me too :D

Okay, going to make my weet bix for breakky now! i hope everyone has a wonderful day! xoxo
 
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Oh by the way in case any one sees my avatar and gets confused, no i'm not a guy, that's just a pic of the guy who i'm gonna marry....he just doesn't know it yet.
And he inspires me too :D
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Hi Bedsy81!

I saw your avatar and thought, "where has this cutie been hiding?" haha He is so hot! wow. I hope you snag that one. If things don't work out, pass him over here. hehe. Just kidding.

Seriously though, Just looked through your journal, you 've been doing a great job! Keep it up.
 
HI MJB!
Hehehe, yeah is pretty cute isn't he? he's an australian rugby league player so my chances are very slim, but i do like to look :D Check out those arms!
Thanks so much for stopping by, Hopefully when i get home from work tonight i can have a squizz through your diary and say hello.

Well yesterday was...i don't know weird. I went late night shopping with a mate and i had a chili chicken pita wrap for dinner, and all i wanted to do was walk. When we finally had to stop to catch a train home, i was so dissapointed and i wanted to go home and walk more, but it was dark and it was 10pm. So i just had a shower and went to bed.
Today i feel much the same, i wish i didn't have to be at work, i'd rather be walking all around the city all day long.
 
guys i'm going out for dinner tonight! I hate going out for dinner i always mess up?? what do i do?
 
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