Tsk, someone should take a look at the subscription notification script, I didn't get any sort of notice that there were new posts here and I had asked the board to
Anyways, sorry I haven't been so consistent with checking in. It's been difficult finding more than half an hour at a time to myself, and most often that half hour or so is spent on a little nap or a bit of TV since its usually between school/gym/work/other commitments.
However, I can say I've been going to the gym more often, and drinking water more consistently. I had a couple of days of not-so-good eating as a bit of a backlash against the deprivaion (a chocolate bar AND a bag of chips in one day

), but I think I've got it under control now, and don't feel the cravings for sweets nearly as much.
Over the next week, I am not going to be focussing as much on my food as I am on the exercise. Of course I am still going to watch what I eat, and count my calories and such, but not be nearly as restrictive with it. I'll stick with 1300 calories a day, plus or minus 200, but I MUST get into the gym for a least 4 sessions a week, and at least 30 minutes a session! One of those I'd like to be muscle work rather than cardio; I need to track down one of the gym employees next time I go though to show me how to do it right. The other night I tried doing ONE push-up, and I couldn't! That "armpit" muscle hurt really bad the next day too

I still want to develop that muscle set in particular because I have been told that good muscles in there make a girl look "perky". I want to develop my arms in general though because the just look flabby and completely toneless.
The legs seem to be doing pretty well, I can rock up the eliptical pretty hard. I've actually switched to the treadmill on Josh's suggestion - the machine says that it doesn't burn as much calories, but I push myself so much harder and sweat so much more that it must be better for me. If not calorically, then definitely in terms of heart and lungs capacity and endurance.
Okay, rules for next week's self-challenge!
1. 1300 calories +/- 200 [less than 100 carbs and 50g of fat per day!]
2. 4 (or even 5) days of at least 30 minutes exercise - no carry-overs or extra exercise to make up for or justify a deficiency on another day! If I exercise extra it is for its own sake!
3. For heaven's sake, I have to update this darn journal EVERY DAY.